I'm not saying sorry For something you did I wont ever take the blame of you again You broke me one to many times Left my heart in pieces I hate you and I hate her I hate your Mom and your whole family
I sound petty But that is nothing compared to what you did
He's protective He's honest He's loyal He's kind He believes in God He wants the best for his future He knows boundaries He's opinionated He's responsible
Yesterday I went to your grave I put flowers down I hope that you like them I tried to sing you happy birthday But I couldn't stop crying I miss you I always wonder what you are doing right now I hope you're happy
After we left your resting place We went and saw your grandma She was sitting on the front porch We talked for a while
I hope that you celebrated your birthday up in heaven.
Remember all the things we said we'd do Well now I will have to do it without you That's okay though I have accepted that You're happy now up in heaven I will continue to fulfill all the things that we said we were gonna do Just to say we made it
I must not be okay Because I saw you today You were smiling so much From ear to ear I must be dreaming because you're not actually alive Your still gone
Though you are gone You're still my best friend Happy birthday It would've been your 16th But you'll always be 15 I miss you I'm going to go to your grave today I have to much to tell you.
Sometimes I feel so much That I feel nothing at all It's like I'm standing under a dark sky staring at the ground while the rain water soaks my clothes
The truth is I'm scared to ask how you feel Because I don't wanna get rejected. I know what I feel is real I don't want my love to be neglected but I feel you'll only tell me no
After years of emptiness and pain I gained wisdom, but I also grew insane I found myself more lost than I've ever been So I added battle scars to my skin It numbed the emotions in my soul Yet even that started taking a toll Now I look into the mirror Wishing I could see life clearer Knowing that I'm unable Maybe I should put that knife back on the table Maybe I should If I could you know I would
Through the sidewalk cracks it grew Like a beauty brand new Through the days of despair It could never compare But the flowers were you And the beauty was too
The day I found out you were gone I instantly lost all motivation I stopped caring about things I stopped enjoying what I used to I stopped because I was more worried about you Then I was about myself
The wind's blowing fast the seas are raging The night is full of a watery blast And the time is ageing It's hard to leave you in the past And still hold on I wish I could go back to when you weren't gone
I wish you were here 😭 happy birthday bestie I will forever have you in my heart
This week I cried a lot I cried because I realized that I will never be able to hear you laugh again So all I am left with is memories of the times we shared together I still see you, but only in my mind I can't ever see you in person again. still I wish you a Happy Birthday I love you and I miss you
You said you loved me Such a lie How blind I could be Did your love die Oh was it fake, oh now I see I guess it's fine cause now I'm free Free to love who I please
Somebody to have Somebody to hold Somebody to want me Until we grow old Somebody to care Somebody to stay Someone who will love me I want that somebody
You know it hurts but you feel forced I know you're struggling Can't you see You're crumbling That relationship is hurting you more than helping you Why do you stay? If you want to walk away
There are times when you can put into words how you feel Other times you can't There are days when you feel the motivation Sometimes you don't It's okay, that's normal
To a point we are all half alive We live in a world full of deception We had to learn how to thrive with our different perception We try to survive But into the darkness we dive we listen to the voices in our mind That is what is unique about Human kind
Some people think that people in heaven are looking down on us right now that we can see them through the stars that it's their light shining down on us Well...I'm lost in the stars Looking for you
Rest my dear fall into a slumber mama's near don't worry 'bout the thunder I'll dry those tears so rest my dear I'll be right here scaring all those monsters
( i'm not a mom BTW ) I wrote this just for fun lol
I don't wanna die because I gave up I don't wanna die alone I want to die fighting for what I believe in I want to die with confidence that I will live eternally I want to die knowing that I lived my best life more than anything I want to die peacefully
Why does everybody look down on me They make me feel like I don't matter They say things that aren't technically making fun of me But they are still belittling me I shouldn't feel like I am less than them It hurts my feelings But that doesn't matter does it
Never again will I get to see her face or hear her laugh. Never again will I be able to sit by her and tell jokes just to make us laugh She's gone I miss her with everything inside of me I didn't have enough time with her She was my whole world What do you do when your whole world crashes Who do you call now How do you live Everything just feels like It's crumbling Without her here I'm falling a part I need her back But there is no way to make the possible
I always have thoughts that come into my head They tell me how I feel I quickly grab my paper and pen And I soon as I go to write it down I lost the thought