There is a stillness in the atmosphere
It is unsettling
But I will not fear
I will find comfort in the lonesome air
And dance around it as if the end was near
The rain will fall soon
What will you hear?
I will hear a lovely sound
A pitter-patter to put my mind to rest
There could be no better way to cease to exist

The tragedy of overthinking is once you stop
You never want to think again

To be afraid of death is to be afraid of life
One false move could lead to your demise
To live a long life we must always hide
People hide in their houses until there is light
They smile and laugh and try not to cry
And try not to think about what it would be like to die

Eyes to oblivion
The pain will always fade
Mind will go away for a while
And come again when it rains
Dreams will never feel the same
They will bore as much as life
Inspiration will expire
You will not desire
Life will never feel the same

It's funny how fast you think life goes
Until you realise how slow it really is
So much time of ours is wasted
Life expectancies should be changed
Not for how many years we were alive
But for how many we spent actually living them
I spend so many days feeling that I am not alive
Maybe that would make my life expectancy low
I don't fear death
I fear living
Because in time everything will go

Every dream is a nightmare when you must wake up

What do I want?
I want to see myself in the mirror
Without the tears
Or the terror

The moon is bright tonight
Stars are displayed far in the sky
The air is crisp
And the wind is gentle
Yet no metaphors appear in my mind

The moon is just a moon
The stars are just stars
The air is just air
And the wind is just wind
Words are just words and nothing more

I feel indifferent tonight
I don't know what it is
Maybe I'll just write down some words
And call it poetry

Words mean nothing when they are hidden away
They are just thoughts on paper left to decay

I wish it were so simple
Rain could fall forever
Daydreams could become reality
Love would seem so clever
Fear would become a distant thought
My mind would stop its chatter
Flowers would bloom
Life would flourish

Sadly time will never falter

And when she awoke
My eyes met her smile
Surprised to see mine
She succumbed to the nightfall

She had crashed
And stumbled into a cave
Escaping the straining sun
She wept for what was no more
And what was yet to come
Her angel wings were gone with the wind
Her voice was sorely lost

Hollow were her eyes
When she decided
I am truly numb

Those perilous gleaming eyes
Left me stranded staring back
As if I were soon to drift away
In a dream where we lay hand in hand

Nightmares of life
Dreams of death
Life is my prison
I will be released in death
Feelings of nothing
Mind lost in a storm
Waiting for my acceptance into the void

The wind whispered gently
It will all be okay
His thoughts slipped with the teeming rain
The meadow held him where he lay
Slumber came
Time went by
But he would not awake
Flowers grew and took his place
He dreamed of brighter days

If some questions can not be answered
Why do we choose to ask them?

This cold is so numbing
It makes the pain go away
My mind feels it endlessly
Makes me wonder what it all means
Everything feels empty without the touch of your lips
Is life worth living if I'm a walking abyss
It gets better
I tell myself
It will get better day by day
But sometimes I wonder
What If I make it all go away

Hide away your tears
Smile for the camera
Become a cliche
You won't be remembered
Pretend you are happy
Forget you are sad
Fall into love
And never escape
Leave hope for the darkness
So you feel safe
Time will go on without you

I know it's hard now
It has been for a while
It seems life will always be the same
In a way that is true
Some things never change
Although, throughout
Seconds
Days
And years
Change is occuring all the time
Sadness won't be in your heart forever
Our emotions change like the seasons
Some days it is unbearably cold
And other days it feels warm enough to bloom
But just know when you think your feeling nothing
I'll be feeling everything for you

He could not see the sinful sun
The moon had stole his heart
Dreaming of another day
Where time had fell apart
A land of love and a tender touch
It would not forever last
These dreams are nightmares
You must wake up
You must accept the past

Timeless
It seems
I get lost in my dreams

These are my words
This is an entry into my mind

Nihilism became night
Shadows fell to slumber
Monotone was the moon's pulse
Each beat bled out light
It is lovely here
Everyone has gone away
The stars have taken my sight
I shall fall another day
Rest in abyss
The end long awaits

It is lonely here
This land is so far away
Beyond the empty blue
Past the acid rain
The sky is pitch black
The air is chill
Not a soul in sight
On my lonely hill
The stars have settled
The moon is beaming
The tears have dried
I have lost all feeling
It is lonely here
Sometimes it is hard to see
This lovely desolate land
Lacks company

Silence claimed my mind
Cerulean became the sky
Hazel became the color that fled right from my eyes
Green were the leaves that fell beneath the trees
What a lovely time
To see a happy buzzy bee

Beautiful yet desolate
The sun will succumb
Street lights will flicker
Life will feel numb
Those of purity will dream
Of blue moons and bright skies
While the rest are awake
To watch time go by

Mellow like the falling rain
My eyes have become shallow and lost their ways
You see beauty and I see pain
You can find the beauty in my pain
Without you
a tear would mean not a thing
It would just fall like the rain
And imprint on my skin

There is one light in my room
Surrounded by darkness
But within that light lies a beautiful voice
Which is entangled in kindness
When she speaks
My heart follows
It makes me feel glee
I love to talk to you
And think about what we could be