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ok okay May 2019
1) Mix apathy and emptiness
2) Sive out the happiness
3) Dilute pain and sadness


To make a void of nothingness
284 · May 2022
What will you hear?
ok okay May 2022
There is a stillness in the atmosphere
It is unsettling
But I will not fear
I will find comfort in the lonesome air
And dance around it as if the end was near
The rain will fall soon
What will you hear?
I will hear a lovely sound
A pitter-patter to put my mind to rest
There could be no better way to cease to exist
282 · Sep 2019
Dead in the Club
ok okay Sep 2019
Its not my scene
But it will be tonight
The vibe is buzzing
And the lights are alive
Yet everybody seems dead
Like zombies in the spotlight
281 · Mar 2022
Untitled
ok okay Mar 2022
The tragedy of overthinking is once you stop
You never want to think again
281 · Aug 2019
Everything Collapses
ok okay Aug 2019
Each day someone collapses
And becomes one with their shadow
Everything collapses in time
Buildings
Societies
People
One day the Earth will collapse too
280 · Aug 2019
Oh No
ok okay Aug 2019
It's not that I am uninterested
I just have other things on my mind
Thinking clearly is harder than you know
My emotions go further than these words
I cry when i'm alone
But when i'm with you
I can't think at all
You make me feel at home
You are my drug
You are my love
You aren't real
Oh no
280 · Aug 2019
Stuck in the Wind
ok okay Aug 2019
Stuck by its roots
The grass could not fleet from the wind

It's a shame that I can't go to the moon
279 · Jan 2019
Rest Eternally
ok okay Jan 2019
Living for eternity in heaven would be like living in hell
I would rather rest eternally in the ground
ok okay Jul 2018
To be afraid of death is to be afraid of life
One false move could lead to your demise
To live a long life we must always hide
People hide in their houses until there is light
They smile and laugh and try not to cry
And try not to think about what it would be like to die
Life is scary, so is death.
278 · Apr 2021
Barely Alive
ok okay Apr 2021
It's funny how fast you think life goes
Until you realise how slow it really is
So much time of ours is wasted
Life expectancies should be changed
Not for how many years we were alive
But for how many we spent actually living them
I spend so many days feeling that I am not alive
Maybe that would make my life expectancy low
I don't fear death
I fear living
Because in time everything will go
278 · Dec 2019
Eyes to Oblivion
ok okay Dec 2019
Eyes to oblivion
The pain will always fade
Mind will go away for a while
And come again when it rains
Dreams will never feel the same
They will bore as much as life
Inspiration will expire
You will not desire
Life will never feel the same
Some things can change your whole outlook on life. Little or small. One thing or multiple things. They can all make you feel numb. Writing helps break this barrier.
277 · Nov 2023
Nightmare
ok okay Nov 2023
Every dream is a nightmare when you must wake up
276 · Jun 2021
Mirror
ok okay Jun 2021
What do I want?
I want to see myself in the mirror
Without the tears
Or the terror
ok okay Oct 2018
Sitting on the edge of reality
I sip my cup of tea
And observe humanity
273 · Jul 2019
Let Us Be
ok okay Jul 2019
Blood shall flow
And tears will follow
Once all is out
You will feel hollow
Death will come soon
For you and me
Until that day
Let us be
Notes
272 · May 2019
Loop
ok okay May 2019
I drew loops in my mind
And followed them in to the inevitable
If you say there is only one outcome, you are gonna believe it
270 · Feb 2019
Let Me Die
ok okay Feb 2019
I want to be saved from living
Death will take an instant
But living will take a lifetime
feeling low
263 · May 2019
Angels
ok okay May 2019
Do you think there are angels in hell?
263 · Apr 2019
Poetry
ok okay Apr 2019
The moon is bright tonight
Stars are displayed far in the sky
The air is crisp
And the wind is gentle
Yet no metaphors appear in my mind

The moon is just a moon
The stars are just stars
The air is just air
And the wind is just wind
Words are just words and nothing more

I feel indifferent tonight
I don't know what it is
Maybe I'll just write down some words
And call it poetry
261 · May 2021
Untitled
ok okay May 2021
And when she awoke
My eyes met her smile
Surprised to see mine
She succumbed to the nightfall
261 · May 2022
Untitled
ok okay May 2022
Words mean nothing when they are hidden away
They are just thoughts on paper left to decay
261 · Dec 2019
I Wish It Were So Simple
ok okay Dec 2019
I wish it were so simple
Rain could fall forever
Daydreams could become reality
Love would seem so clever
Fear would become a distant thought
My mind would stop its chatter
Flowers would bloom
Life would flourish

Sadly time will never falter
259 · Jun 2019
Save my Problems for Later
ok okay Jun 2019
"Save my problems for later"
I thought to myself
Little did I know that 'later' would come so soon
!!!
257 · Jan 2023
Perilous Gleam
ok okay Jan 2023
Those perilous gleaming eyes
Left me stranded staring back
As if I were soon to drift away
In a dream where we lay hand in hand
255 · Jan 2024
Numb
ok okay Jan 2024
She had crashed
And stumbled into a cave
Escaping the straining sun
She wept for what was no more
And what was yet to come
Her angel wings were gone with the wind
Her voice was sorely lost

Hollow were her eyes
When she decided
I am truly numb
253 · Jun 2019
Her Only Fault
ok okay Jun 2019
Her only fault
Was that she couldn't land a tennis serve
just thought about this randomly, i dont even play tennis anymore. (when you miss a tennis serve, its called a fault)
253 · Mar 2019
Life is My Prison
ok okay Mar 2019
Nightmares of life
Dreams of death
Life is my prison
I will be released in death
Feelings of nothing
Mind lost in a storm
Waiting for my acceptance into the void
252 · Apr 2019
Apathy or Happiness
ok okay Apr 2019
Happiness is the cure to apathy
Or is it the other way around?
:) :l :) :l cycle continues
250 · Mar 2024
Brighter Days
ok okay Mar 2024
The wind whispered gently
It will all be okay
His thoughts slipped with the teeming rain
The meadow held him where he lay
Slumber came
Time went by
But he would not awake
Flowers grew and took his place
He dreamed of brighter days
Sometimes life gets so confusing and overwhelming and we just need someone to say its going to be okay. And even if it isnt, it will be one day. I think nature is telling us it is all okay. We can look at the stars and the rain. They are connected to us as we are to them.
249 · Jan 2021
Miscellaneous Man
ok okay Jan 2021
Miscellaneous thoughts
They never make sense
They lie and take over
And never resist
I'm scared that one day
I wont be dead or alive
Instead
My mind will be forsaken
Like a dream lost in time
248 · Sep 2021
Untitled
ok okay Sep 2021
If some questions can not be answered
Why do we choose to ask them?
ok okay Feb 26
Leaves
Softly shimmer
Not yet fallen
Tho time is near
Seasons will come and go
Let us fall together
Hand in hand
Subtle smiles
Love
246 · Dec 2019
Life is Hard
ok okay Dec 2019
It is hard
The days
They number on
Life feels long
Until the years number on
And then you wonder
'Where has the time gone?'
Soon ten will be gone
And then another
Or maybe not
It might be all over before you know it

Until then I will write and wonder
Cry and suffer
And in time
I will learn how to be happy
245 · Sep 2018
Darkness Finds Us All
ok okay Sep 2018
Hide away your tears
Smile for the camera
Become a cliche
You won't be remembered
Pretend you are happy
Forget you are sad
Fall into love
And never escape
Leave hope for the darkness
So you feel safe
Time will go on without you
245 · Jul 2022
Untitled
ok okay Jul 2022
This cold is so numbing
It makes the pain go away
My mind feels it endlessly
Makes me wonder what it all means
Everything feels empty without the touch of your lips
Is life worth living if I'm a walking abyss
It gets better
I tell myself
It will get better day by day
But sometimes I wonder
What If I make it all go away
245 · Aug 2022
Untitled
ok okay Aug 2022
Sacred lands
Long fields of green
The lure of this garden
Could only appear in a dream
244 · May 2021
Change
ok okay May 2021
I know it's hard now
It has been for a while
It seems life will always be the same
In a way that is true
Some things never change
Although, throughout
Seconds
Days
And years
Change is occuring all the time
Sadness won't be in your heart forever
Our emotions change like the seasons
Some days it is unbearably cold
And other days it feels warm enough to bloom
But just know when you think your feeling nothing
I'll be feeling everything for you
243 · Apr 2019
White Roses
ok okay Apr 2019
You picked white roses from the depths of my dreams
241 · Oct 2023
Untitled
ok okay Oct 2023
There's no one on the other line
Just an empty voice
Lost in space and time
240 · Oct 2019
Another One
ok okay Oct 2019
I messaged her 'hi'
She didn't reply
I guess to her
I'm just another guy
Dj Khaled is cute
240 · Dec 2023
Moving On
ok okay Dec 2023
He could not see the sinful sun
The moon had stole his heart
Dreaming of another day
Where time had fell apart
A land of love and a tender touch
It would not forever last
These dreams are nightmares
You must wake up
You must accept the past
239 · Dec 2023
Untitled
ok okay Dec 2023
Timeless
It seems
I get lost in my dreams
236 · Nov 2024
Bzzz
ok okay Nov 2024
Silence claimed my mind
Cerulean became the sky
Hazel became the color that fled right from my eyes
Green were the leaves that fell beneath the trees
What a lovely time
To see a happy buzzy bee
I like bees right now idk why but yay
236 · May 2021
Entry
ok okay May 2021
These are my words
This is an entry into my mind
235 · Feb 18
Rest in Abyss
ok okay Feb 18
Nihilism became night
Shadows fell to slumber
Monotone was the moon's pulse
Each beat bled out light
It is lovely here
Everyone has gone away
The stars have taken my sight
I shall fall another day
Rest in abyss
The end long awaits
233 · Dec 2023
What We Could Be
ok okay Dec 2023
There is one light in my room
Surrounded by darkness
But within that light lies a beautiful voice
Which is entangled in kindness
When she speaks
My heart follows
It makes me feel glee
I love to talk to you
And think about what we could be
May 2020 --These were all archived and I forgot about them. I quite liked a few.
233 · Jan 2020
Lonely Island
ok okay Jan 2020
It is lonely here
This land is so far away
Beyond the empty blue
Past the acid rain
The sky is pitch black
The air is chill
Not a soul in sight
On my lonely hill
The stars have settled
The moon is beaming
The tears have dried
I have lost all feeling
It is lonely here
Sometimes it is hard to see
This lovely desolate land
Lacks company
What it feels like to grow up isolated and alone in New Zealand. One of the reasons why so many leave to Australia.
ok okay Apr 2020
Between the plains of emptiness
Beneath the fragile stars
Above the molten core
Lies a man who dreams of nothingness
And everything all at once
His mind has found bliss
The earth found his body
And enlightenment saved him from his storm
Been watching The Midnight Gospel
232 · Dec 2018
Death is True Beauty
ok okay Dec 2018
Life isn't beautiful
Its insufferable
Tedious and dull
Each moment resembles hell
Through constant anguish and pain
We construct an ideal of what we think is sane
And pretend that everything will be okay

Death is true beauty
Its the ultimate escape
When the final light is turned off
Your mind falls into an abyss
You can sleep eternally
And be forgotten like the rest
We long for freedom that transcends the confines of our mind
232 · Oct 2022
Time to Sleep
ok okay Oct 2022
Sometimes I do not want to sleep
Because then the dreams will come
Then maybe in those dreams, I could get lost
And never escape...

The shadows have long departed
Clouds obscure the night sky
There is not one star in sight
What a great night it is
To be daydreaming inside
I can only imagine what I could be
I could be beautiful
Or I could be nothing
These words may let me see
If only I could write me back to life
I could write forever
No distractions or illusions
I can finally be me
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