Fading away
Like tears in the rain
My mind used to act like a shadow that hides when its late
I wandered through dreams
With no escape to be seen

But since I met you
The rain no longer teems
It still falls
But its softer
Like your lips on my cheek

I am in love with you
More than I could ever explain
Tonight let us meet in the depths of our dreams

Sometimes I just want to cry
For no other reason than the clouds in the sky

I spend so much time in my head
Sometimes I forget what is real

They say that happy people don't have dead grass
But it feels like there is always a rain cloud over my head
The grass is still green
But I feel dead

A fractured smile
And telling eyes
The depths of my dreams
Fell through empty skies

She cut onions
As her wrists bled deep
Because the tears only came in her dreams

All this time I was wrong
My mind isn't lost
It just has never been found

Pitter patter
Nothing matters
Each raindrop sounds the same
Pitter patter
You will not remember
In time everything will fade

She can be spotted half a mile away
Black clothes stand out on a sunny day
Smiles form and bad thoughts fade
Each breath she takes
Takes my breath away
I am lost for words
There is not much to say
Yet I still wish I could relive this day

Maybe I am too awkward to be a lover
It would be so easy to find another
I can only express myself in ink
But I hope this still gives you a chance to think about it

It's so much easier to blank it all out
That ******* tune never leaves does it
'Tic toc tic toc therapy wont fix my mind-block'
But as soon as your fears confront you
The music can't get loud enough
And your stuck
Thinking
****
I guess that's love..

The end is near
For you and me
Maybe tomorrow
Or the next
Maybe next year
Or in ten
We could have families
Or die alone
We could travel the whole world
Or stay at home
But for now lets just be
And live for the moment

A shard of glass to paint his skin red
A lonely boy waits for his death
Too scared to slit his veins  
He cuts by his elbow and shoulder
Art is created with each scar that he sculpted
He is proud of his creation
Although, he knows he must hide it
They won't understand why he cut in the darkness

I find it strange
This eerie feeling
It is too quiet to move
The demons might wake up
And then I would too

It find it strange
I dyed my hair blue
But when I turned the lights out
Nothing has changed
I still feel blue

I find it strange
This morepork no longer calls
It used to call for hours
Maybe it died
Or left for other views

I find it strange
Did you see the moon and the stars?
This night feels off
This bed does not feel right
The covers feel too close

I find it strange
Nothing has changed
But everything feels wrong
I think I will just write
Till the sweet dreams come

The ocean doesn't look blue anymore
Neither does the sky
Oil dyes the ocean red
And smog obscures the sky
Yet the world feels more blue than ever

Sleepless nights
Forever days
I stop to wonder
In my dismay
Will she come
And will she stay
So I can keep this pain away

I said I would do it
And you said go ahead

Honestly I thought about it
The fear in your eyes
And tears of regret

Because those words nearly did it
They nearly pushed me to the edge
So think yourself lucky
I haven't killed myself yet

The stars are forgotten
Because of our ignorance and 'progression'
We have lost the will to look up

4:21 am
Everything feels dead
The silence
The emptiness
The nothingness in my head
My hands no longer shake
I no longer feel fear
Emotions have gone
From sadness to none
I wonder what have I become
Tomorrow might be better
But it probably wont
Whats one good day
If the next ten are a slump

Black boots
Black dress
Black eyes
Black hair
But you bleed forever red

Draw a smile on your face
And don't let the ink wash off in the rain

Let us lay
Beneath the stars
Or you could take us
In your flying car
We can stop by the moon
Refuel on mars
How far to go
Until we meet the stars
Goodbye world
I love you so
But it is time that we must go
Like aimless bugs
We wander in
The light
It calls us

I have been writing a book for a while now about the issues of the human race and personal issues that me and many others have faced. I havent found a site to publish it yet, however if i were to find a website which anyone could view from, would anyone like to see what I have written so far? Put a lot of effort into writing this so, it would be good to get some advice, ty peoples :)))