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394 · Oct 2023
Talk to Me
ok okay Oct 2023
'Talk to me
Please'
Was that too much to ask
Now we are just memories from the past
393 · Nov 2018
Off Switch
ok okay Nov 2018
If there was an off switch to life
Some people wouldn't hesitate to press it

When people tie a noose
We have time to think about the consequences
We all want to die sometimes. The idea is if we could switch our bodies off forever, in certain situations we might do it. If we use rope or go to a bridge, use a blade, etc, we have to think about what will happen to people around us as a consequence. We also fear the failure, whereas a switch would be instant and 100% successful. Contemplation is everything.
390 · Feb 2019
Left the Sun for the Moon
ok okay Feb 2019
I left the sun for the moon
And found warmth in the darkness
A laptop screen became the light
From which I use to write
About how I became nocturnal
389 · Nov 2023
Brighter Days
ok okay Nov 2023
I have felt the cold of the moonlight
But it still keeps me from falling when it rains

I have seen brighter days
When the sun comes out to play
And your problems melt away
Maybe my smile will be back one day
But for now
It has decayed

For all I know I am lost in time
In an everchanging maze
But in some time I know
I will find the brighter days
388 · Nov 2019
Pretty People
ok okay Nov 2019
Pretty people get jobs easier
I wonder if they get accepted into heaven easier as well
386 · Nov 2019
TAKE ME AWAY
ok okay Nov 2019
Take me away
From all these bad days
Lend me some sunshine
Drive me insane
Call me your lover
Hold me till dawn
Pretend we are happy
And that I will always be yours
VRMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM *car noise*
382 · Sep 2019
Truth At the End
ok okay Sep 2019
Truth lies where life ends
371 · Oct 2018
Blank Ink
ok okay Oct 2018
Blank ink on the walls
In a house far away
In a room in the dark
He silently waits
No pen in his reach
He writes with his mind
Tells stories of his birth and the day that he died
Nobody listens
Nor do they care
He used to cry in the rain
Now he cries inside
370 · May 2021
Untitled
ok okay May 2021
If I wrote you my problems
Would you rub them away?
367 · Jul 2021
Flowers
ok okay Jul 2021
Flowers for eyes
Cold cerulean skies
My hollow body
An empty vibe

Alone I walk
Along endless streams
A lovely lullaby
Reaches my daydream
Night has come
Stars have followed
Bliss has arrived
What shall follow?
tried using 3 words as a challenge for each line
365 · Jan 2021
Silent Pitters
ok okay Jan 2021
Silent pitters
With patters yet to come
The rain drips of the leaves
Slowly one by one
I see life really clearly
When I cannot see the sun
The moon feels like its watching me
Its spotlight illuminates my skin
I love this type of night
The comforting rain
And the friendly moon
I hope that in our dreams tonight
We can make love inside my room
ok okay Sep 2018
Tip toe past my bed
Don’t wake the demons in my head
They only wish me a painful death
Don’t worry
I’ll pretend that they don't exist

They tell me to end it but I refuse to listen
These demons don’t leave until you're submissive

Been tying slip knots in my imagination
Creating a fantasy from my own frustration

Come a bit closer and I'll tell you a secret
These voices speak truths which shouldn't be spoken

I will wait for the day when I can see clearly
Maybe I’ll wait for eternity
350 · Feb 2019
Mirror
ok okay Feb 2019
You think you are a loser  
I can tell by the way you reflect my lies
Thoughts can be deceptive
But the mirror never lies
Mirror shows who you truely are. Its a reflection of yourself.                                              P.S. been drinking a bit so might be sloppy.
348 · Sep 2018
Lost in Your Mind
ok okay Sep 2018
I'm lost in your mind
I can't find my way out
Your mind is a maze
Full of twists and turns
Locked doors and false exits
Obscured by secrets
I forfeit myself to your soul
344 · Aug 2018
Live for the Moment
ok okay Aug 2018
Live for the moment
Blank out the past
Rejoice in the present
Learn to smile and laugh

Forget about sadness
Numb yourself from pain
Ignore others problems
Congratulations you are deranged
madness is a part of everyone
340 · Dec 2023
No Need to Speak
ok okay Dec 2023
Words can only say so much
Eyes can show much more
They tell people what you want to say
There is no need to talk at all

In silence
Eyes can speak truths long unheard
About your deepest pain
Your dreams and desires
What you love and aspire
Your eyes can lead the way
Sometimes to truly understand someone, a word need not be spoken.
340 · Jul 2021
Breathe
ok okay Jul 2021
Remember to breathe
There will be plenty of time to not breathe when you are dead
Tried to make a lil funny but try?
339 · Dec 2021
yessiiiiiiiir
ok okay Dec 2021
Leave me alone
Let me expire
Paint the sky red
Hang me with wires
I will find enlightenment
No matter the hour
Finished writing a short story btw, if anyone is interested I have no idea where to post it.
337 · Jun 2019
Not Enough Time
ok okay Jun 2019
Too many problems
Too many lies
Too many heartbreaks
Too many bad vibes
Too many tears
Too many thoughts
Too many stars
Not enough time
337 · Sep 2022
Untitled
ok okay Sep 2022
It is hard to say this
But sometimes I am the happiest when I feel sad
For many people, such a contradiction would not make sense
For me, they can be one of the same
Because true happiness for me is always surrounded by anxiety
This anxiety hits me because I worry that my true happiness will go away

Sometimes I wish everything could go away
And I could disappear into oblivion
But then reality sets in
While I lie in my bed
Wondering
What is it like to live?
336 · Mar 2021
Lay Upon My Flowerbed
ok okay Mar 2021
If I could lay upon a flowerbed
Until my mind expired
Maybe we could become connected
The soil would consume me
My body could bloom
With vibrant colours
Of blood reds
And shallow blues
Maybe these flowers could speak
Of what my life had become
It seems that people only want to know you once you are truly gone
335 · Mar 2019
Apathetic Boy pt 3
ok okay Mar 2019
My mind is in oblivion
Lost in a sea of thoughts
beep boop my mind is in a loop
333 · Dec 2024
2:00 AM
ok okay Dec 2024
The boundless stars draw our eyes
Thoughts are endless as the midnight sky
Too far from cicadas
A lull ensues
An enchanting night to spend with you
The high-rise buildings beacon with their light
Calling birds to join their sight
Cold has become of the air
Yet warmth has taken my heart

This moment is timeless
A work of art
331 · Jun 2019
A Bird in the Sky
ok okay Jun 2019
It is stressful to be alive
To work eight till five
Hoping that you might be granted more time
Contemplation sets with the sun
And keeps you up at night

Yet once you have free time
All you can think about is why
Compulsions start to kick in
The crooked floorboards annoy you
You remembered your neighbors had drums
And about that friend who ignored you

More thinking arises
And then in a glimpse of your eye
Something beautiful is spotted

You take a closer look through your window
And see a bird in the sky
Some things can ease your stress and I cant explain why. It's all in the moment.
329 · Mar 2019
Apathetic Boy Pt 2
ok okay Mar 2019
I was feeling apathetic again
And then out of the blue
My emotions took me by surprise
A smile took over my face
Tears met it shortly after
And then all of a sudden
My emotions left again
Perhaps for another day
For reasons I cant understand why
so many name changes recently, tryna find out who i really am
325 · Apr 2020
Inside
ok okay Apr 2020
I know its been while
The leaves are beginning to fall
Death is getting closer
I don't know who to call
I think it was sunny yesterday
But  my blinds were closed too tightly

Maybe its me who is falling
I haven't seen the trees in days
This room never changes
Will I go insane?
Depression is endless slumber
Pain makes you number
Life is part heaven
Part hell
I kinda isolated myself, even when these restrictions weren't here.
322 · Nov 2019
A Size to Fit All
ok okay Nov 2019
Global warming
Mortar shells
Endless burning
Lovely hell

Death and chaos
Wrists and knives
Blood drips slow
A toxic waste of life

Nightmare days
Dreams to escape
Lucid heartbreak
Just go away

Masks we wear
A size to fit all
'Everything is okay'
That is what we say
ok okay Oct 2019
She lay with roses and daffodils
With hair that grew wild
Each curl made me smile
But every cut made me tear
I did not think this day would be so near

Her wrists bled deep
And were as red as the roses
She was beautiful
But she was gone
Her deathbed was a flower bed
Now she hears all the birds songs
okay im kinda obsessed with flowers and death. its not that weird oke O.O also this will be part of my book, so yea if anyone is interested msg :)
319 · Jan 2020
Red Moon
ok okay Jan 2020
Red moon
The sky bleeds too
Maybe this is hell
I guess that's up to you

These trees could only stand still
And as the fire grows
So we will too
And watch as the world turns red
While we all feel blue
I live in New Zealand, yesterday the sky lit up red and the moon was bright red. The extent of the fire is unimaginable. It is sad. The world is sick because of us.
318 · Oct 2018
Let Me Die Young
ok okay Oct 2018
Turn the lights out and I will pretend I am fine
Tell me you hate me and leave me to cry
Make the pain go so I won't go insane
Let me die young so I don't die of old age
312 · Jun 2021
Shadow in the Moonlight
ok okay Jun 2021
You are a shadow in the moonlight
An anomaly of the night

You could stand out on the brightest days
And in the helpless sleepless nights
310 · Jan 2019
Nothing Ever Mattered
ok okay Jan 2019
Nothing matters anymore
Who am I kidding
Nothing ever mattered
Feeling empty , maybe I should eat.
309 · Aug 2018
Thinking about Thinking
ok okay Aug 2018
Thinking about thinking stresses my brain
It topples my rationality and drives me insane
I think that everyday is the same
Repeat and repeat and hope for some change  
To think that we live a whole life before we can die
Makes my mind contemplate if its worth pulling through
One day we will become nothing and be replaced
We will become part of the past and leave the present day

No more thinking about thinking
No more pain
humans think too much
308 · Aug 2024
Away
ok okay Aug 2024
I always try to look for what's beautiful
But sometimes the world feels so ugly
That I just want to dream
306 · Nov 2018
Caught in the Moonlight
ok okay Nov 2018
Beam from above illuminates my body
Drink till i'm numb and let go of my worries
Dance in the spotlight
Escape once it is dawn
Hide in the shadows
Wait for the moon to return
305 · Jun 2024
Untitled
ok okay Jun 2024
I saw her looking out the window
Searching for brighter days
It would be all so easy if it all just went away
The clouds have been complacent
They can not seem to decide
To rain or shine
Or to waste away in time
303 · May 2022
Untitled
ok okay May 2022
All these faces come and go
302 · Sep 2019
Somewhere Else
ok okay Sep 2019
I dream of living
And daydream of death
Obsess about nothing
And get lost in my head
Sometimes I think I feel nothing
But these tears do not lie
How much longer will it take me to die
feel numb zzzz
301 · Feb 2019
Dance in the Darkness
ok okay Feb 2019
I closed my eyes and danced in the darkness
With my imagination as the audience
No one to judge me, so i can be alone with the music.
301 · Nov 2018
Rain, Rain Come Again
ok okay Nov 2018
A sullen stream infuses mud with rain
It flows like the blood of an old man's veins
Under the shelter of shrubs animals are in slumber
Rain drops from leaves like the tears of a downer
The rain taps at the roof of a worn down house
It tells secrets of above as it hits the ground
Wind becomes fierce as nightfall arrives
It takes the rain with it and together they unite

As the storm fades the clouds part to allow a glimpse of the moon
I ask the rain “please come again soon”
Rain comforts me a lot. Btw downer, means a person who is constantly sad, not sure if it is slang or not.
300 · Aug 2020
Home
ok okay Aug 2020
As somber as a faulty street light
This chill has never felt so numb
I walk at nighttime through empty streets
And daydream about days yet to come
The stars prove that although lonely
We are truly not alone
With lights like these to watch over me
I can easily say 'I am home'
298 · Feb 2019
Losing my Mind
ok okay Feb 2019
My mind is escaping me
Leaving me hollow from the inside out
Emptiness becomes a part of me
As I blank out and watch the clock hit twelve
anyone ever get this? just blank out for hours like nothing matters at all
297 · Mar 2019
Apathetic Boy
ok okay Mar 2019
Apathetic boy
Did you take your joy?
All the other good kids did
Now they're laughing at the wall
(Joy is the drug from a game called 'We Happy Few')
Took the idea from a game called 'We Happy Few' never played it but the idea was that the world was ****** beyond fixing and everyone took pills to feel happy
296 · Jan 2019
Coping Mechanisms
ok okay Jan 2019
Another Lil Peep song to take away the pain
And a downpour of rain to help me feel again
This is all I need to make me think i'm sane
Music is so great, its better than any drug.
ok okay Jun 2019
I wish winter could stay a little longer
And my dreams could last forever
Thoughts are better left in the past
Just like any other pain
Reality has become a loose connection
My mind tells me stories in the calming rain
Life is torture if you think it is
And I can't think any other way
295 · Jan 31
Too High to Feel
ok okay Jan 31
Too high to feel
But high enough to feel the breeze
Blazing lights echo through the midnight sky
Mist mixed with rain
Your shadow becomes mine
Too high to fall safely
But high enough to fall in love
My words will guide us
But my actions will take us
Through midnight skies
And bright happy days
293 · Oct 2018
Empty World
ok okay Oct 2018
Murky clouds laced with tears
Hollow hills from across the land
Empty fields left in the past
Lonely trees decay into the abyss
A happy world ceases to exist
The world is lonely
292 · Jan 2022
They Tell Me Things
ok okay Jan 2022
I write about sadness
They ask me what for?
I see the madness
They tell me my flaws
I fell into infinity
My mind can only explore
I feel insanity
They can only ignore
yup
289 · Jun 2022
Death I will be
ok okay Jun 2022
I wish I could disappear
Into the darkness
And fly into the midnight sky
I could fly for lifetimes
Until I no longer exist
My mind would become nothing
The coldness would feel like bliss
My eyes could become stranded
Lost in the bright hopeful lights
As the sun becomes closer
Alive I would be
Until I collide
And death becomes me
286 · Aug 2019
Good People are a Myth
ok okay Aug 2019
There are no good or bad people
Rather there are people who have done good or bad things
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