Never believe
Failure is the lock at the door,
It is a new key
To open the door of a wide shore!

Please poet don't you mind me,
if I always say the wrong thing,
it seems I've no control,
don't need for you to remind me
of the song that I must sing,
my heart has one desire,
in joyness that it will bring,
bring it... to you,

I have no real intentions,
but I got lotsa lotsa apprehensions,
no good ones and no, no, no bad,
ones...
when I do it  hey say they all "wrong",
well it makes me feel soooo so so so,
sad,
on a primrose path as I go on along
I wish we all
could just feel...
g L a D,
an sing the same same song,

Hey an I look very normal,
whatever that means - they say,
replaying my life,
into painful new scenes each an every,
day,

I might wear a bright side smile,
& seem just so happy to you,
I guess I look very young,
"they" say & hey maybe that is true,
so... WhAt???

It's not that hey I'm stupid,
cuz my IQ is pretty high,
an I ain't in love with cupid,
but it maybe part the realist reason,
in my question of how & why,
I hold out my waiting hands,
an lay my head down to cry,
an...
CRy,...
an cRy,
just...
I..,

Hey helpless is how I,
feel,
please forgive me,
please cuz I,
I feel like this is real,
it takes me away,
my mind there to steal,
I'm trying to pull away,
in the layers that I peel,

I always, I have wondered,
why I didn't quite fit in,
I felt that it a curse,
by some nasty hateful jinn,
it feels just like a top,
caught up endless in a spin,
but at least now hey I know,
it's not I'm  living here in sin,
seems I'm in this  battle,
with the odds that I won't win,
please I don't mean to beg,
but please won't you be a,
friend?
Can I,
yeah me?
Begin ..
Again?

I wonder yeah I wonder if I ever find my way,
home,
or if I'm cursed to walk on,
to walk on,
walk on here all alone,
no matter where I go,
no matter where I ever,
roam ..

.....it haunts me....
      it haunts me.....
It taunts me ....
this thing,

An whatever the case may be,
be it fate or maybe even that ol' desTiNy,
understanding my pain
will help me to be free, as they say,
please..just open your eyes,
please can't you just see?

Hey hey... an hey hey,
hey hey,
hey,
hey there,
any way,
which way?

I,
I try and I try,
I wish you,
to just help me...
to... understand,
but somehow soooo elusive,
it just s l i pppp ssss...right..
through... my ..empty....waiting ....
.....hand.

Cherie Nolan © 2016

shapes and letters
without: although
it would take a Socrates
to go beyond the guide
of SO
before the two letters
could arrive at meaning:
except in the name
SOCRATES
just simply so... so it is...
so it has been

a conundrum
i will be sleeping in the garden:
MY
garden
the one i worked my ***
off for to get the many trees
with fruits to bother me:
with: full blossom...

and i admit
between Allah and Yahweh...
well well
i like a god stubborn
to make quick changes
gods like men come
and go
but at least two
two remain

with a tongue
Y
through 4 eyes
therefore posit
weaving my way W
into the distance
HH
i find are my tattoo
but with Blahlah
i wfind
i  ant can't find
any symmetry
no Kabbalah no Kaaba
AH
i have a wife....
i have a wife:
i should have 1000 wives...
Y to W...
slither
concept H(a)
and H(e)
                      Ha and He
the Adam and Eve story..............

i am
the devil:
into my garden
you
**** plug hole: plow
with the senses
ugh!

but Israel ought to be warned
you take Gaza...
one think
to thing:             nothing
required a no-think!

no-thing = no-think
no verb orb
they are reading
poetry at feminism get tpgethers?
Tigers... PPPP....

           Jesus Christ no
H
but ALLAH:
summertime in a full metal jacket
Kuberick probably my favorite
direction:
director:
slow... the             **** down
i can't do Allah
Allah is ****
it's a story of two Adams
story of twins
you sold me the wong wok story
via Islam...
Shia IU
AE
AI
OU
25 vowel variations

in the disgrace of calling the god's
name in vain...
i wonder in this bliss...