"In you I see *****"
histaminergic days' break,
"In you I count stars"
while melatonergic nights' fall.

"In you I feels so pretty"
those mirror-neurons pause.
"In you I taste god"
that oxytocin calls.

"In you I feel so hungry"
glutamatergic excitation begins;
GABAergic inhibition ends,
"In you I crash cars".

Addiction is a longing for connection;
Dopaminergic seeking,
Serotonergic emotion,
Cholinergic reason.

Only I can save me
so I'll pray to me
and let praise be
giveth to neurofeedback.

I guess it's
officially official now.
That gives me such a rush
and it's hard to breathe.
We are.
That's amazing.
Yesterday,
during neurofeedback therapy,
my therapist,
he said your name
and I crashed
so quickly
your name
made my heart stop.
I don't know
where I'm going with this awful poem
but I am going.
And that's all that matters.