Another day
Like clockwork
we unwind from our night dreams
Emerging upon the waking world
Eager to create our dayly existence
Reaching
Ever reaching
Levels in which we can learn to understand
and remember why we turn the clock
Tick tock tick and a tock
Dream time beckons me home
But I will fight to stay alive

Do you want me to hold you

in my arms

I thought you might i saw it in your eyes

would you like me to love you

with all of my charms

Your body language says it all

As you wrap me in your arms

Do you want me to stroke away your pain

Devour your desire

Set your world on fire

Would you like me to caress your soul

thoughout the night

We can read each others minds




If so just pm me and i'll be there before midnight



as if ...........get real !

Your words are infinately sweeter
than the dew in which you bathe in at dawn
Smile
You smile
Silently hoping
For the world to swing on its axis
There he will be*
Standing tall

Alone

For he is your truth

Your ultimate

Your one

Saviour his love

**For tomorrows feast
Shall surely die before it is born within your mind's eye

I am a master manifester
As we all are
Each thought
Each feeling
In every moment
Serves to recreate
Who I shall be
And what my next experience is to be
So with this is mind dear beloved
What is it
That we shall create within this moment

Dare to believe

It's the new dimention in understanding*

Dare to believe*

**What do you have to loose

I walked away
You never followed
I thought you would
But I guess I wasn't so worth fighting for afterall
You know something
*I think you made a big mistake

Just for a moment
I could breathe.
For a moment
I thought I had it all.
That moment taught me that anything is possible.
But also that everything is always changing
Morphing
Renewing
Everything is temporary.
Even love …

When I was a child I thought life would be simple
Grow up
find yourself a prince
Then settle into a life which fills up all your desires
Hopes and wishes
Time was mistreated and now years later
Bones crushed and mended
Bruises faded and gone
Tears in my heart still hurt
Because I never did it right
Never found my prince
Many a frog in prince's clothing have come my way
To tease the very thought of love
To beckon and not deliver
To love and to leave
Now I am in limbo
A partner who lives in his own shell
Un needing for a life of companionship
Work and responsibilities taking up precious time
I feel alone so many times and I cant stand it
A hand to hold for just a moment
Moments are fleeting but few
But what else can there be
I fight with my feelings of unworthiness
Or my neediness
But wanting a lover and companion for more than one day in a fortnight surely that's not strange and clingy or needy
Maybe I'm just not cut out for this
I love him
But he never lays his hand upon my cheek whilst I cry
He never rubs my shoulders when they are sore
And he is not there for me to give the love I have in my heart
A crossroads
Tears fall and splash list fully upon my cheek bones
And then I will carry on living the single but not quite single life
Which comes with the absent lover

You hold me so close
Sometimes it takes my breath away
Hold me now and never let go
Some times I fear the future
Because its something we never discuss
Its like a wall that we need to climb
So close and yet
Give me a foot up and Ill look over
I promise you will be the first to know
If I have the guts to tell my truths
Entwined in your arms
You are like the missing piece to my puzzle
I don't think I ever want to stop loving you
There is no escape from this place
Motivation is zero
Movement only takes us closer
Only a promise of tomorrow can break this spell
And so be it
I love hard
And fall harder still
You mesmerise me
Like a feeling of enlightened after a spiritual journey
Sometimes I feel vulnerable  
Not sure where this is leading
But unable to let go
Unwilling to ask questions
of what lies beyond the thoughts that you hold
Warmth lingers
Until tomorrow my lover
I would wait a million tomorrows
If I knew for sure you would be here
One last piece of my puzzle
And I am complete

Blood trickles
From sapphire teardrops
That radiate hate
Pure illumination