Slowly sinking under water
Scared to lose breath
Death around a every corner
I don't have much faith left
I cry out for mercy
I cry out and beg for death
But all the water dissspears
Leaving me dry except for tears
Your screaming out my answer
To my greatest fear
But the message gets jumbled
The message is just not clear

I can feel you deep within me now
Screaming in my head getting loud
I try so hard to just block it out
But it's taking over me
No wonder I can't sleep
It terrorizes my dreams
And I know I can't keep
Ya going on, ya going on
Down this street

The angel on my shoulder has gone and left
Leaving the devil mumblin under his breath
Leading me back down that lonely road
With a lost soul and no hope
Will this ever end

Cause it's taken over me
It's no wonder I sleep
You terrorize my dreams
And I know I can't keep
Going on , Ya going on
Down this street
After miles of dodgin crocodiles
And snakes that force defeat
I arrive at the town
I was so glad to have found
Down this lonely street
I relieved that I had the strength
To finally save me
Down this lonely street

Do I have it in me
Do I have what it takes
Have I suffered enough
And learned from my mistakes
You found me weak
And gave me some strength
I know I'm ready, now give me my rank

Recruitment into the most Descret
Incredible power and mechanical feats
You discovered, the formula to control time
Somehow discovered I'm worthy to find
To share your secrets, precious knowledge
Someday soon I will use your college

You made me, I'm your creation
Not by choice I live in frustration
I didn't ask for this
What u call a gift
Of life
It's more of a burden
Why should I follow
The one from which I'm made
You've mapped out every route
Sometimes I'm soo afraid

You compare me To a legend
A God who is in all so vein
Real or creative fiction
Famous through a book
That lies, and kills the tame
I may have similar traits
I hold no grudge and love all
But my death won't save the sinners
But my life can the thinking
And teach
The still to crawl
Are my decisions mine
I feel in control most the time
But instances seem prewritten
I knowingly move left
But waiting is a situation
You so obviously orchestrated
The bible in its perfection
Has so much contradiction
You say we have free will
But in stone my life is written

Which is it, make up your mind
I love in your torture
Cause perfection is not my kind
But your not perfect not even close
You just sit up on your pedestal
Using powers any man can boast
Now it's my turn, pass me the mic
I need to start your hypocritical oath

What have I done
The tears in your eyes
Loads this empty gun
My minds in disarray
Blindly I scream run
Bang, shouts a heavy noise
I'm scared, this used to be fun
Slowly on the floor
Blood begins to run
Oh god what have I done
What have I done

You should have just listened
Why wouldn't you just stop
Your screams are so penetrating
All of my morals became lost
It's not 100% my fault
You lost your temper
And you paid the final cost
I did what I had to do
Cause your mind is completely lost

I regret the distress button
Simple switch to call the gods
But this switch only calls frauds
Devine wannabes a normal Todd
Super powers, " oh I wish I could fly"
I prolly would hit a building and die
Not all super powers have to be magical
Cause my super ability to help is radical
Break out my light
My sign of love and I'm their
With a kind word
Or a soft hug completely willing to share
This may not seem so super
But if you only knew
What my ****** up life
Has religiously put me through
Then you would be amazed
That I still have the grace
To share this natural gift of kindness
Even on one of my ******* days

Withdraw from your intellect
Intelligence in dissconnect
Stay awake but don't forget
Your better than your life's regrets

Mentally suffocating
Your choking me
I'm feeling so alienated
This horribly crazy life I lead
Or live this orchestrated life u give
So much by all I feel hated
Because I fail to live clean
But your path for me is faded
I'm all alone on my team
Why won't you just listen
I yell at you in repetition
To save me is stated
Your lies of your dreams Of my life without u
For me I can never be free
Same dreams but u make them impossible
Until u silence this voice in me