Everyone's happy but me,
Everyone's wealthy but me,
Everyone's in love or falling but me,
instead I'm just falling,
Deeper and deeper into my own hole I call an empty being,
Everyone's smiling and not pretending,
Everyone has someone to hold and fending,
Everyone's successful and living and breathing,
But me, I feel like I'm suffocating,
I feel like I'm stuck,
I feel so alone,
I feel no one wants me because where I'm at now,
I feel so useless,
I feel so...not me,
I feel so out of place, like this isn't home.

Every soul is drifting,
Every past is leaving,
Everyone I thought as friends are now depleting,
Like every step I've tried to make has all gone to waste,
Like living in a home with bird cages that I cannot escape,
And me just feeling like I don't belong, just makes me feel more out of place in a world that's filled with love,
Feeling like my time is almost up,
Like everyday is draining me, until that day finally comes,
But I never end up doing it because what's the point,
People that I knew will start to care, no,
People that knew me will start to care... and I don't want that,
People that knew me will start to support me and I don't want that,
People that knew me would start to cry and I don't need that,
I would rather feel what everyone else has instead of feeling so down in the dump,
Until my body is six feet under, I'm gonna try to live my best life until my time is up.

Every year is always the same,
It’s almost like playing a game,
I wake up, get dressed, put up a straight face and then later I go back to sleep...
I want to try something new,
Without another,
Cause no matter how hard I try or how I try to be me,
Nobody would ever want to stay and that’s okay,
Lol Maybe go ice skating on a lake,
Try the most delicious of stakes,
Go to concerts and go to raves,
Maybe even go surf the waves,
Even go snowboarding, now that’s what I’ll crave...
Not stuck at home being a bore,
But somewhere where I can smell the air,
Outside where there’s a breeze on my face,
Someplace, where I know that I’m scared and yet not feared,
The stuff that gets my heart racing or look at the ocean and watch my face clear...
I know what I want and I know what I need,
I want a loving man but can leave as he please,
As long as he stays but not trapped but free,
Just like me, the person that I finally wanna be,
Now won’t that be a dream