I keep finding people
Who says they will be there forever
But as time goes on
It starts to fade
They say they can’t help me anymore
they said they would stay forever
But forever is just a thought not Reality
And losing people over and over again
Make me repeat the first time to the next
And how they are the same
And reality now is just me
I get high to turn it off
And then it starts
To come back the pain the suffering
So you do it over and over again
When I run out I’m on the floor
Trying to hold
Back the pain of reality
But I know I’ll never make it out
Of the mud, no one will bring the white cloth
And wipe my face off
Because there nothing left
I just sit there in the dirt on my face
Because that is reality
Me by myself forever

RLC

Your not the first...
Stay and let me explain
It took 17 year to find you
When Summer  came I knew you cared
Falling off that bridge
Come back everything the same
She says I need space
I try
Text by text everything goes wrong
Lost her
Then its like  fall off that bridge again
I never knew it would take a second to loss someone
As time goes by wonder what I could have done
She tell you she tried so hard to stay
But your the one that was trying so hard to stay
Your where happy when  you with her
Then she gone and then you on the floor again
Holding your self
A couple of years before you meet her
You meet a girl like her
And told her everything and
how much you loved her
But ....I said it to you
And I never said it again
But I guess everyone  you love
leave you
Your not the first
Your the last

-RLC

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Down
Down
Down
   then someone comes along
   And try to be The stars in the dark
     Where your lying
     Trying to breathe for air  
And somehow it starts to be the  bright star
Everytime it shined and told you            
everything will be ok
But every time that star gets far and farther away
Till it all dark again and you're just there lying in the darkness again

RLC

There a reason you left....
It difficult for me saying this
I just want to scream
Goodbye I never like
Because I never get them
I remember calling you late at night
And I would here your voice and everything
Just felt better
Because you where my favorite person
Ever time I had a problem I would text you
And you said everything will be ok
Everything
Isn’t the same
I feel numb
I can’t breath
I don’t know who to call
When its all dark
When I just want to give up


Goodbye my love .....
RLC

You tell me you love me
You say that to all the girls don’t you
And when you come back
You lack the truth
You keep lying
the scars you left
keep tearing me apart
With the tears rolling down my face
My head can’t count how many times
I remember you looking in to my eyes
And I see your  smirk
It just like the smirk is  ink of you writing thinking of ways to destroy me
I’m your toy  
And I’m part of your game
That is tearing me apart one by one
Like a kid
Plucking the flower
if he loves me or he loves me not
But you know he’ll never love you
It just part of the game

RLC

All I saw was nothing
It was all dark
Like i was in a black hole
Am I afraid of it
No
I’m ready for it to take me
Deeper into it
let me finally go
Because at the end of it all
I  have nothing left to live for
And there nothing left but that black hole
I’m ready to let go
I’m not afraid anymore

RLC

Everything will get better
They say
But those words aren’t true
Because it Dosent get better
It just
Another lie
In my life

RLC