When I hear your voice
Late at night
your  the one thing in the world
That make me want to stay
Because you
Are
My bright place
When I’m in the dark

RLC

one day
A girl was with her friends
I think they were her friends
But she knew they weren’t
Time goes by in the car
But something happened to her
She can’t feel a thing
She can’t think
All she says is I wish I had friends
They say she’s her friends
But she knows the truth
She gets out of the car
Fall to the ground
Because she can’t walk
because she feels like she’s dying
She knows it time to let go
She says tell them that she loves them
And she goes into a deep hole where it all dark
And she hears them says
Oh my ******* god
She’s dying
They try to wake her
Up
But she can’t
And somehow she wakes up in her bed
Trying to remember what happened
And all she remembers is the black hole
Nothing in it
People say you see your life before your eyes
But her
She saw nothing
Nothing
Nothing at all
And that when she found out she is nothing

RLC

I remember you saying
It’s all your fault
And that always was in the back of my head
That everything was my fault
Somehow we meet again
And you wanted me
And I didn’t know what to say
I close my eyes
But all I can think of is what you said to me
When we where kids
And
How it’s true
When we are adults now
And it didn’t get better
It got worst
And how everything is still my fault
And what You did to me  
Is my fault
What I said to you was my fault
When I lost you after that
It was my fault

RLC

Time after time
The same thing happened
They are there and then
They are  gone
You think about them every day
But they never do the same
It's like I was never in their life
But they were  in mine
Because when it's all over
When time stops
I won't keep calling
I won't ask for them  back
Because I won't be back
Is it better for them
To see you in your casket
Or actually, see you in person
I don't know because
It's to late
Because I'm not even in they're life anymore
Gone for good

RLC

I thought I needed to find someone
But as I think about it
I need to find me
And who I am
I’m not ready for someone else love
Because I need to find love in myself
And who I want to be
And not what someone wants me to be
Love me for me
I don’t know how long that will take
But I know it’s time to find me
And who I’m supposed to be

RLC

I can’t do this anymore.

RLC

Each time
The same thing happened
And now I know what keeps happening
It wasn’t you
It was me
I wish I could go back to make it better
But the pages of the book
Are ruined
And that chapter is done
I wish the story could have kept going
But it couldn't handle what was happening
So it was over before the story was ready to end
The book is close
The story is over

RLC