Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
Rebekah Crews Nov 2020
When will it be all over
Just let me go already
I’m tired of this
You already know how this will end
So let me go
Nothing is going to stop me

RLC
Rebekah Crews Nov 2020
You want me to change
I try to
You say try harder
What do you want me to say  
What am I supposed to do
Be this girl
That isn’t broken
That is always happy
Doesn't talk too much
I tried to change
But everytime you tell me
I’m not
Not
The girl you wanted
I gave up
And now I wonder
who am I
What am I
You didn’t want to know
Who I use to be
I gave up on me
And now that girl is gone

RLC
Rebekah Crews Nov 2020
Loves isn’t love
Because if you say I love you
what you said
What you did to me
isn’t love
You broke me

RLC
Rebekah Crews Nov 2020
I think Letting go of something
that meant a lot to is
Harder then the first time
Because it bring back
The pain of the people who did it to you first
And the memories
Of you falling apart
One by one
To where you can’t get out of bed
To you just want someone to hold you
So you just hold you self
Because no one can do it
You try to get up
But the Weight on you chest
Push you down more and more
Where you just lay there
In the dark
Till another person come to get you up
And put you in the light
Till they do the same 
As him
Or  that one girl you met this summer
Because they just like the others


RLC
Rebekah Crews Nov 2020
What she found out
It not what she wanted
But what she need to here
The reasons
They leave
The reason
They stop trying for her
are because they can’t handle
Who she is
What she dose
What she says
They say she push them to far away
That they can’t handle it
So now she know why they leave
It not then
It her
Who ruins what they had
And the thing is as all the people who left her
She left her too

RLC
The
Rebekah Crews Nov 2020
It tried to hold on
But you broke it more
And what she had left
Was just a little bit
But it all gone now
She gone
You lost her
She fell to deep she can't get out  


RLC
Rebekah Crews Nov 2020
What the point to keep going
Because everday get worst and worst
Everyday People start to fade and leave you  
Everyday you ask your self would they actually miss me
But you already know they won’t  
Everyday you sit there thinking is it time yet
Everyday bring more pain
Everyday another thing happend
Everyday  you ask yourself
Why  did the 10 time you did it  didn’t work
Everyday you keep braking
Everyday you just want to be a different person
Everyday just keeps going and going
You just want it to stop.

RLC
Next page