So many years have passed
Yet nothing has changed
Many relationships have gone yet now have lasted
Maybe there's a reason
Maybe its fate
Telling us

Don't hold back
Follow your heart
Or maybe its time
To close the book

Yet I cant close the book
Everytime I see or hear your voice
I fall,
Not bad but back into the thought
That something could be real
Is it real, or is it just something we hold onto.

You say I love you
And I say I love you too
Does that mean its real,
Or does that just mean words

You say I want to be there
But will it ever happen
Will it be to late
Will I have sed I do

Will I have to make a choice
Childhood lover
Or real life
Could it be real
In love with someone

I've never met
Doesn't that happen in fairy tales
Could this be my change at
Meeting Prince charming

I am happy
Yet you hold me back
I try and run free
Yet these chains hold me
Dragging me down
To the darkness
I've tried to escape
Years and years
Been in these chains
Holding the walls together
With bones and flesh
Still never good enough
To be set free
Its like a trick
You see the light
Then snap
Vanish .......

I'm opening up to a stranger
They just sit and watch
While you open the door
Of darkness
That you have been slamming shut
For year I thought
I'm just messed up
I'll never fit in
Why am I in this world

But now I see that
The door needs to open
To fight through the darkness
And into the light
To a brand new world
One that's waiting for me
With a smile upon it's face
I can survive and so can you

I'm a human
Not a door stop
Not a object
Not a *** object

So why do I feel just like that
Arnt I suppose to feel
Arnt I suppose to live
This so call life
Is just an empty hole
With a door to far out of reach
Darkness is becoming overwhelming
As I cry
In the corner
Wanting to run
But no strength to move
Is it time to let the darkness
Take over ....