The emotions flowing from a nip on the page.
Work as a connecting medium which carry profound meanings and contentment.
Sometimes flicker due to uncertainities.
Sometimes sheds due to overflow.
It is non toxic but can warp the things that can't be of no use.
Just a pigment which shows the real colours of life.

Full of thinking, full of  dreams,
sometimes pauses, mild or extreme.
Full of drama, full of hope,
misleads everywhere but still can cope.
Doubt, proud, loud, sometime shouts,
easy for him like eating the sprouts.
No ending with some blackout,
but seems sure to get all workout.
Storming of miscellaneous thoughts,
stuck with it like the endless knots.

याद आई अभी अभी तेरी,
क्या कुछ ग़लत तो नहीं किया?
याद आई तभी तभी तेरी जब कभी सोचा,
तू नही होगी तो याद कैसी होगी,
जैसा अभी हाल है, या फिर तेरा ज़ीक्र होते ही रो दूंगा.
अब दूर है तो तेरी दवाईयों का डब्बा खाली है,
दिल में मेरे तेरी गालियों का हिस्सा खाली है,
तेरे सिरहाने से अभी भी नारंगी गोलीयों की खुशबू आती है,
अब दूर हूं तो तेरी याद आती है.
तूझे सताया है बहुत, तूझे रुलाया है बहुत,
आऊंगा घर तो गले लगाऊंगा तूझे,
मगर कह नहीं पाऊंगा तेरी याद आती है.
याद आई अभी अभी तेरी,
क्या कुछ ग़लत तो नहीं किया?

i am what i am
will you take me as i am
i am a situational overthinker,
every moment lived with you should be remembered.
i have naive and soft heart,
but every time it feels broken and heavy.
i feel guilty and embarrassed,
to things i can't change.
don't know,
if someone will love me,
as deeply as i do.