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229 · May 2015
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Dreaming in the closet and I will have the same as you. You must know I feel you.
As all and before. Come hither. Bring your noose and the last dress we sold our skins for.
Cheap witness, plagiarize our scars and pass them onto former lovers.
The newest additions run no deeper than the stories of your hide resting in his closest.
And how funny it is.

My dreams and my silences against your pleasings and your oiled canvas.
May you rub your nose open.
Your skin will fall.

"Please no more. Leave me with the husks of before."

Listen. And your age will weep it's loss.
Your strings are knotted. Just above the hemline, your goddesses crumble.

I try to struggle.
I try the dance with any devil present.
Believe that you will remember.

And I try so hard.

So sleep and dream.

Maybe an equal amount make it out alive.

"Bring me love. "
Tragedy.
195 · Mar 2024
bag of hair, go asphalt.
i cling

neptune put
,

a bevel
wears and wears

your voice is opening
every

Venus waves
friend

my tin eared memory

into wool trap door,
stale still

it goes here

something new varnish

quite dark

a cherry from 1999

and you've decided

to whisper
my cuticle bed is pushed back


true beast
new beauty standard
#tragedy
i understand this frustration with advil
their simple string becoming your celestial knot
nay, your rot

shouting at touch tones
can't see you, no sun to glare
a new day is to blame

wake up and half bake last weeks clay
trouble, stumbling over a witch doctor's tome
meteor near, catch the Lord's eye as it crosses


take you sleeping fitfully
me under bridge
holding you nervously


i continue my walk
catching gnats and stabbing the air


disconnect your jaw so i may introduce another
Tragedy
see how dangerous


there's it
something blue
blackberry, pourrait être allergy


Yeshua


for this stone rolls
lo que alguna vez fue
and who's he become


allow me to enter
impel for break
me bridge before crossing

bit gold in youth
voiceless impressions
a loose tooth, some indent


i finally die
on top the mausoleum
behind a mezzanine


see how dangerous
there's you
i lift you into the sky


mountain zeus from this view,
may i fill your heart with pain?
with no cause to doubt
my belly protrudes.



I surrender.
Tragedy
172 · Jul 2024
what is the weight?
fold me into place

it's a free ticket

my petal falls off
tragedy
169 · Mar 2024
blood's camouflage
between resilience and vulnerability


sit on the grass with me
bury me


please offer

eyes, sanguine


could we turn the fan down


in stone glib

useless word
useless blue world


wet from concrete
we but cement
tragedy
chewing the scar



it's something given

confused, please grant me this burr

guilt & I dance into your throat

your ghost losing me
together now
searching your left behinds


one strip of me
pale, finally open & quiet
walking away
tragedy
154 · Apr 2024
Torment's Hold (DNR)
Can't feel him breathing.
Still holding mine.


Soon to be stab wound. My eye.

It's grey. It's jelly. Blue-green snake crossing new sandy patch.


Baby believe me, Biloxi betrays me. Saw you in drawn out hues.

Herding colour and tone.

We hear your tears & my misunderstanding.



Hold on to me.



Momma' pull in. Yes this gift for thee.
The sun to shine by noon. The moon we'd pull closer.
What this flower sings is memory.
A true friend, your palette. Mine laughing & muddled.
The thunder and the lightning heal my wounds.
Waiting on the refresher.
The coarse discourse of loneliness. I'm prepared.

Maybe yours, maybe mine.



Napkin on the table, swaddle my newborn with the damp one.



Wishing for that lonesome whistle's cry.
It's almost mine.



Somewhere in the graveyard.
If I hadn't asked, you'd remember.
Turn away.
If you hadn't asked, I'd be there.



Looking back, it's me getting better.
From there, it's me getting out of here.


I pull ticks out of Lethe so as not to run this anger dry


I put my teeth to steel.
Into fiery doors I pull.



Some wish.
Something for you.


For Adam.
Tragedy
my fingernails were always useless

i knew.

epiphora,
yet exclaim
ninety degrees be this way.

foot to floor, and it's gasoline

kahlo.

preserve me
voiced in war's water
film this cool slaughter.

earliest evidence for sonant

Eisenhower & Kennedy

paupers

new clot which my blood must recognize
Tragedy
149 · Feb 2024
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hair in your eye

hair in my heart

if to be a cleanse,


one week
one month


limb removed
my friend
limb removed


collage
call us


light green wish

light green dish


corn or tensile
it must
tragedy
148 · Sep 2024
Send Love Suwannee
the river's ice between my teeth
my small heart exposed
slow & white
my eyes black with rot


curious
i see your call


shoulders haunched & thin
watching yours turn


what am i
who am I


a new scar here
an abscence of some force you knew


my teeth drop
is it clitter clatter
or were it pitter patter

the bridge is lit
this river, dead or dark
as yet, frozen


rain, sleet, wind
my fangs fall away before my snarl
makes use


it is you
faces you

a small goal is granted
a warm wish in this naked winter
i held a heart once, nurtured & loved


granted breath and warmth


i howl and crawl away
into a new grave
the soil turned
stony, grey & salted


did you think of me?
did you remember me?


did you call for me
or were it just my memory?
tragedy
145 · Apr 2024
Ghoulish Absence
something to see
it's me

& red shirt
naught to give
sand between your phone calls
sandy big toe
uncomfortable


later, a shrine to flash



always said you were full of ****



now nobody wants me
pour friends and tell me


"yes, i still can"


hello
why is it so dark in there?



second edition of an emotionally absent mother
updated
expanded

currently catching fire
Tragedy
140 · Apr 2024
gash, it were sugar
tear mine
yours there

this heart skims and tears
i'm something here staring
heels stomping my green eye
it's me drooling
scream and
it's my froth and here, in left hand
the push
or pull
sleeping under the bit
killing you  
California, am i concussed or am I my friend


kibble kettle
and me mother
i come
drums tick
my friends


my life
thankful dust
give thanks

******* you lust
for you i trust


finally gives way
behind
filled

my friends click
my friends die

i didn't know we were far
alabama

man that
hoop loose point

man that dog bit
dead

man that kid
dunked


me asking to be
me or he

near
Laura


staying
or shivering



my corpse hovers near Laura



my **** and his seed
it's poured into a hill
my new escape

twenty vial
is this my new mile


life over.
no, under.


This vegetable's town.



dim and sweet
my corpse hovered
Tragedy
138 · Mar 2024
Brian Jones
desperately in need of something that turns and rolls my heart
green
rusted wire

inhale grenade

second thoughts about this
let's not talk about it
yes, dress

closer?
no i have to stay far away
#tragedy
135 · Jul 2024
hover mower
she lays with control
on your left


my axe falls

I'm changing lives


inside this final pocket
tragedy
133 · May 2024
your seed
muscle lean
stretched
it's fun with saltwater

tanned skin
kissed
bloat in freshwater


blood and *****



head to wall
watching your secrets
spill out
tragedy
132 · Mar 2024
'94
'94
me who slit yours

yours who cut mine


little brother


as me stronger

you now weaker



if your head near mom's lap


me scream and see mom's map



o' darkness
i seal
#tragedy
131 · Mar 2024
never, my heart tightens
i'm finding this future

*****
  scar

how her and here
my brother in a clay plot

i peek
open and cut gut

***** and see


to throw over shoulder
i stare
eight years


disassemble


new **** in ice-box
say it's
a parcel i cannot sign
#tragedy
116 · Sep 2024
Muted Trumpets.
it's high midnight and I'm up to my old tricks again

in an hour I'll have my nose prepared
in two, I'll sweat and pray

praying the windows I opened last year give way to Carolina air

me chewing an ice cube
with you pressing my shirt

and a shiver breathes into me

it's a funeral, you tell me

in twelve hours time I ask you how I got here

another hour and it's your voice
causing me to laugh from my belly

pounding my fists into your tombstone

too angry to light my cigarette

the willow hides the moonlight
sheds no tears on this chapter

the willow hides night sky
a reflection from my dark eyes

they warble in fear

for the sound my heart is like to make



it's three years later
chewing soil from your grave


the worms but ash

my heart
a muted trumpet

pale imitation
crystalline defeat

silhouette of a cursed shade


it's five years and the marble runs smooth

it's ten years and the willow roots join mine

a legacy of agony
countless copper dishes of bitterness

thirteen years a testament of longing and needless suffering

every smile bled to death
every night a star turned inside out

it's two years ago and I hear your name
Tragedy
place these tears into that socket

grant me peace & suffering

In forgiveness found, divine correction graces
Tragedy
113 · Jul 2024
i shiver
with me trapped inside

the apple thrown years ago
tragedy
112 · May 2024
cold man, sibling
value
family

core your knees
a visit
your mouth bury thee

shaky
me nerves



******, never had
i now wash her brain



what channel
refrain



warm black milk
closer and closer


months ago, a threat me *******
be action equal


you down, extra credit
flaming bush


monuments to the fallen
warm black milk for thy brethren



taint a threat
my world moves with promise

— The End —