Sweat stings my face—
not from effort,
but from holding it together
too long.
Something’s gone quiet
deep inside.
Not peace.
Just absence.
My heart feels hollowed
by repetition.
Even pain gets bored
when it’s expected.
I’m suffocating
under normalized collapse.
Spacing out like it’s ritual.
Fading
like my body forgot how to stay loud.
Ran thinned.
Worn through.
Care spilled out
and didn’t come back.
There’s no scream.
Just dust in the throat.
Just me,
still here,
watching the nothing pile up
like it might mean something again.