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...Ali četvrti deo, pod nazivom "O čovekovom robovanju", posvećen je drugom delu čovekove prirode – strastima.
Sa strastima se sve komplikuje. Ali baz njih ništa ne vredi.
To je ono kad razum kaže "ne" – ali uzalud.
Kad imate osećaj da srljate u neminovnu propast, ali ne možete ništa da sprečite.
Mnogo je greha, bola i zla na tom putu, mnogo je povređenih i nesrećnih.
Ljubav? Da li ljubav iskupljuje? Da li se možete opravdati ljubavlju, makar pred svojom savešću?
KOS je priča o nemogućoj i nedopustivoj ljubavi.
Naravno, sve ima svoju drugu stranu. Opravdanja su kratkog dometa, i ne kažem da ne treba suditi. Ne kažem ni da treba oprostiti.
U pozorištu, u drami, jednostavno imate tu privilegiju da ne morate zauzeti konačan stav. Možete se samo prepustiti tom svima poznatom osećaju kad Vas osećanja snažno vuku u vrtlog iz kojeg nema izlaza. Kad Vas najdublji unutrašnji osećaj istovremeno svom snagom vuče u dva suprotna smera.
Konačno, svi smo tu, na istom mestu, svi smo zajedno uhvaćeni u istu klopku sadašnjosti, zaglavljeni u istom tesnacu stvarnosti, sa svojim okrutnim žudnjama, i svojim smešnim nemogućim snovima.
KOS je priča o ljubavi koja je otišla u nemogućem smeru, a JESENJA SONATA je pričao o uzaludnoj ljubavi. Izuzetnost, slava i uspeh često ne donesu sreću. Naprotiv: čak i obična svakodnevno neophodna ljudska toplina može postati nedostupna i nedohvatljiva. Možete biti sasvim drago i pristojno ljudsko biće. Konačno, ima li iko pravo da zahteva više od nas? I možete imati sasvim ljudska topla osećanja vezanosti za nekoga, i želeti mu sreću, i raditi sve što je u Vašoj moći. I onda ćete se neminovno susresti sa saznanjem koliko je sve to beznadežno nedovoljno, i kako nikad nećete uspeti da onome ko Vam je sve, Vi budete makar nešto...
Suočiti se sa izvesnošću da je sve uzalud, i da nikad ništa neće biti dovoljno, a pri tom ne podleći gorčini, osvetoljubivosti ni pakosti, nego ostati jednostavna, topla i susretljiva ljudska priroda – to je neprimetna uzvišenost neprimetnog malog čoveka.
A niko od nas nije dovoljno velik da bi imao pravo na bezdušnost.
Zato ponavljam, ne kažem da ne treba suditi, ne kažem da se mora oprostiti. Samo preporučujem da bez kalkulacija zaronimo u te uzburkane vode ljudskih osećanja, i da prepoznamo sebe u drugom i drugog u sebi.
Neće škoditi, a možda poneko od nas stvarno postane bolji, veći i lepši iznutra.
Saša D Lović Apr 2015
spušten sam do izbezumljenja
kolena čvrsto zakucanih za pod
poljuljanog pogleda
žulja me duša
razvagane mi psiha i afrodita
ne mogu
ni na jednu stranu
samo pravo
do iskupljenja
Za Venka Hristova Borejna
Najsrećnija razdoblja u 2018:

1.1. – 17.1. Mars u Škorpiji budi strast, Venera u Jarcu daruje vam šarm i lepotu. Nekome ćete zapeti za oko. Pravo je vreme za ljubavna uzbuđenja.

31.3. - 23.4. Venera u vašem znaku daruje vam snagu privlačnosti, zato privucite u svoj život ono što vam je potrebno. Stižu materijalni i ljubavni dobici.

p.s. Nazalost ovaj prvi period je propusten ali ne brini uskoro ce najsrecniji dani ponovo doci.
Pre par godina, izlazim iz kuce i upucujem se pravo na pesacki prelaz.

Na prelazu onako po pravilu pogledam prvo desno, a odozgo ide taxista, cini mi se usporava, a iza njega jos dva automobila.  Mislim, ako taxista stane, mozda ga ovi iza zaobidju. Nije bas za prelazak.

Pogledam levo, a odozdo jedan jurca kao da ni ne vidi da je u blizini pesacki prelaz. Mislim se, kakvih ludaka ima, ne prelazi jos.

Pogledam opet desno, taksista se zaustavio, a ovi iza takodje. Mislim, mogla bih sad, samo ovaj sto jurca odozdo da prodje.

Pogledam levo, a ovaj sto je jurcao zaustavlja se ispred pesackog, sta mu bi?

S desne strane prilazi otac sa malim detetom, 2-3 godine drzi ga za ruku i videvsi da je ovaj stao, gledajuci samo ka njemu, zakoracuje da predje ulicu.

U istom trenutku okrecem glavu ponovo na desno, a odozgo stvorise se niotkuda kola hitne pomoci koja jure bez sirene. Hvatam brzo coveka za rame i naglo ga povlacim  unazad, i u istom trenutku kola hitne nam prolaze ispred nosa.

Tad shvatam zasto je onaj ludak stao, ne zbog pesaka nego zbog hitne pomoci koji su iz suprotnog pravca jurila u njegovoj traci.

Nakon toga prelazimo ulicu, a otac iza mene se smeje, zahvaljuje i dobacuje "znaci ovo je onaj vic, ...sreca u nesreci".

Uzvracam mu osmehom i nastavljam svojim putem i dalje smejuci se u sebi sta mi se desilo i sa jednim lepim osecajem da sam nekom mozda spasila tog dana zivot :)

*mh, Decembar 2016
Mateuš Conrad Sep 2020
150/100 & 142/90 -
   hardly rare ratios in terms
of blood pressure...

but prior to that...
prior to weighing in at 253£s...
and having the nurse
cite the fat problem
using a concentration camp
analogy:
voluptuous and giggly...

well... there was me getting
all pretty for the visit...
even applying beard oil -
soaking wet from soap
and a brisk walk...

        that i had to walk out
of the house with a brain
agony as if my skull had
to next a hedgehog with this:
beaten sponge like substance
moulded from
    an octopus and
some swizz cheese...
        
      a walk most memorable...
sunglasses although
the day was overcast...
some music on the headphones -
culture: harder than the rest...
and... an apple...

the left hand in my trouser
pocket... the right hand moving
to the method of eating
an apple while walking...

     because there was a method...
in Knausgård's meditation
on autumn...
                it's not like haven't
done this before...
but... yes...
eating the whole apple...
with the core...
for... prior to eating the bitter
core: the sweetness of the pulp
in mouth from first bite
insignia hard...

           yes... the core... a reminder
of something: otherwise...
what guilt? to throw an apple
core onto the street would be
like... spitting out a chewing gum?
i could have:
            
  and then... come evening....
a new way of drinking...
   25 x 10 = 250ml, which equals...
             circa 500kcal...
apparently i need to bring my
blood pressure down...
i will not be easily persuaded
by high blood pressure tablets...
at least: prior to a bicycle...
if...                a solid diet...

yes... but most certainly translating:
alcohol turns into fat around
the waste: so much for ******* it all
in for a veneer physique...
                   it's not that bothersome...
bothersome is...

looking at the eastern europe
region section
       on poetryfoundation.org...
and seeing how...
there's not a single ****** poet...
             tristan tzara is not included
in the list: so much for my english...
perhaps a much
   misunderstood "exile"...
the idea of nation-building
right now is a blister -
         traitor as i, "technically" should
be writing coś takiego...
                  i.e. something like this...
  
u nich: wszystkie głosy są
                    gotyckim postrachem
...

what a lovely gloss of:
ideology from busy-body to nobody
to: a muddling in middles...

back to visiting the nurse:
          by god and the devil's
testicles and *******:
            wearing a face mask
in a very formal setting...

   was i complete cool cucumber /
bonanza bananas ******:
at one point i pretended to smile
to reciprocate the nurse
"perhaps" smiling too...

           and how nonchalantly
she gave that concentration camp
analogy and the modern ill
of machinsation easing certain
physical labours...

just saying...
            what a strange view from
behind a pseudo-niqab...
       i'd just need to shave my beard
and my hair...
well... i did shave my armpit hair
before going outside...
and as i stood in the mirror with my
arms behind my head...
the hair on my torso: chest
and stomach... and these two
pitiable holes of flesh and stubble...

metro-man!
           all that would be
necessary now would be a tinge
of pale pink in my clothes...

       from the list of eastern european
poets: austria is eastern european...
milan kundera says that there's most
certainly a central europe...
but it is well known in western europe
that's a banality outright
and also a banality concept...
          
the greenwich meridian thumb -
central being germany -
  some little cluster-**** drifting
between existence and negation...
     a far away place we know little
of... Chamberlain with
a loo roll coming back from Munich...

ivan blatny: as denoted by
rude pravo, march 30th 1948 -
                  perhaps i share some
of his struggles...
alas! where are these ritzes of
yester-century that i too could
perhaps frequent:
for all those... "uncomfortable" people
outside a purpose built:
psychology macabre...
                    pyramid schematics
were once the furore!
- and sensible language!

jak grochem o ściane!

the list: elfriede jelinek,
             marko vešović,
              ernst jandl,
               jános pilinszky,
         marin sorescu,
               miroslav holub,
      friederike mayröcker,
   paul celan,
        tomaž Šalamun -
           (if) i add more to the list...
it will be the same list
should it only have included
SHalamun or veSZović -

pić, palić: konia walić-
   drink, smoke, *******...
alt.: pije, pali, konia wali
  (he) drinks, (he) smokes, (he) masturbates -
so much for gender neutral
pronouns when...
there are gender neutral verbs...
except with a past-participle:

piłem (he said: i drank)
piłam (she said: i drank)
   paliłem (he said: i smoked)
   paliłam (she said: i smoked)
   konia... waliłem... etc.

it's just somehow staggering that
the english can be thus
butchered, treated like a piece
of crude ore...
   that grammar can be
a bad surgical glitter coax...
to give birth to...
       i'm sure joseph merrick
had a beautiful soul...
                  but i imagine...
the veneer of a generic body...
but the language that looks
exactly like: when frankenstein
took it upon himself...
to inseminate a woman with
gorilla *****...

yes... quiet frankly: what a day!
that part of walking
with one hand in my pocket
and the other holding an apple...
just walking and eating an apple...
i don't think i need to dream;
there was enough architecture
in that alone...
a skeleton and the roughage
of cement / slabs...
and of course... a pair of shoes.
how little time
but thank god
i can think these thoughts
and then
later struggle like
King David before
the Pslams
and leave only "holy books"
behind
and i saw myself in fire
before the water
on a beach
and i was eyeing a mountain to
climb
in my harvest i counted
the waters
from heaven rain on the earth
and give us
rivers
and lakes
and i worked geology from stone
and ice
comes god **** big wig
me...
"''"
and the '""'
sound the difference:
Iouses and luciferous are coming home
i am returning from the Islands
of Hawaii
from England
to Poland
and i asked the Polynesians!
i asked them!
rid me of western individuation
phiolosophy
and the End Result
the Atomized Man
EUROPE AWAKE!
EUROPE AWAKE!

EUROPREWAKENBEWOE!WOKE!

fake born
i have an accent
i am a foreigner
but these sons are mine
i loved
the English Youth
and i gave them black clad bicycle gang
membership
and i saw them cycling down
ny street
even my father
i think of god closest
my father my mother and god
the distant youth
oh rhyme when i think of you
how immortal the flame of the shield
the immortal flame of
the mediocre field injenction jive
and jibe...
jibe..the minds are at work to get
the jyst
i am writing in English
yety Pope
YETI POPE
DEVILs WORSHIP
it's a Miltonian Democracy...
watch **** play guitar
get a milk and mIFl...

  because i have spaceship ***
gets me ***** and egos
into the stars
i'm actually using
****
to find me *******
i am aiming
******* is whiskley
is good...

the bgrvity of one the gravity
of one
the Himalayyaans and Ann Anne please
i'm a married man
and labour comes
free market
i open a book of poetry
like a priest opens a book of the bible
i am warrior
i am priest
i am the first and last responder
Nottingham Forest
Biblo ******* Baggins
the Prodigy
Hiblo Gillbtr
Hillbruh
like pianiast
****-Israel
not Christian-

.......................
..........................
.............­.......................

long long pause...
we talking
Hiedegger
bishop cardinal
CARDINAL
and (pope_

like sign language i think
pause...
   pause
the flies are gathering
and the blue bees and
the indececie
in de'en CCs...

          SMOCZEK
ja
WIDZE...
to tonna polskiego
kto ja trwam i zmacvh
in ten chwyt w pravo:
O tem: tan tan tan-tan-tan
tantantan  000100010001
pytam:

nie o slowo:
wskazufka:
numer: err err

pytam BINARY
PYRAMID
THAMES IS EYE
of ALEXADRIA
vowels are 1
consonnants are 0
there are more of them O
0

()
[]
{}

i pray there's hope
no from one puddle of the world
like London
but from poor Poland...
a Pope
a learning prospect of the the Late Roman
Empire...
i am the pope of the Navigation and
the Dead End people of
this world without
Nation
or skin beyond deep
orange came from pink
dust and protest
i will see
the driving in living
and given so much of life
learn to ride a horse
HUSAR do DOMU
HUSSARJA DO DOMU
ZAWRACA....
ku temu domu ja wracam...
za i wy wy wy
jak tak blisko Arab stoji
i ten kwota(,)
pleaese let us pedantic i told you
colt
stay away from my girl
i wonder
she asks me
i know my shadow
and your *** is spaceship
believe me girl
i am loving you i'm at the cruxres-vegna...
VEGNA-Road...
moim: to polskim
to znad Landu... i to powtarzam:
tego blosko:
bosko:
i tego z siebie dam
dam wam znac
za EZTDEM...
RZY consta Z(.,') YDA....

    pokwitewanie...

  pok kwi t'eh o'h w'annnia...

desert and the dessert of Rome
the myth of Greece
and Democracy...
i see Rome confiscated by both
Greece and Islam
Greece is already under Islam!!
Greek is imbued with the Love of Islam...
Greeks have
abandoned Christianity
when
they listened
to the 1 + 1 = 2
\if
if/

    here you are: and i am: black
and priest...
the English can be the last civilizational srtate
of being
and you can be excused running
naked
i wonder
the poets and the priest
who youi want c.c.t.v. from god
with the priests and poets
and i wonder
how the poet-philosopher
poet phiolsoopher priest
anfd she
is
poet prostititute
tutti frutti
mother
maiden
not another P or Ps or P...

oh right...
i'm a winner because in ****
i bandaged
the right *** right
and i'm hearing the aid
LESBIAJBANJO
BANJOLEZZBOHWOH...

i'm getting the grit of
the [personal with
the grit infused:
there's the locality:
a: locality:
there are other funeral dewvices..
the article beyond the
definite and indefinite article
the plural
article and the possessive article
and i will not do this job
on hte page,
nail... and the cursed lips
i aseked wind and Barking *******...
invitation to do your work
cherish is:
long before
there's a time of keeping signifying memories
like impassable objects:
a res cogitans can't pass through the res
but a res extensa can
res extensa is telepathic and
myopic and reptile:
in ape in waiting...
Stjepan 1h
ZBOG ZABAVE
U konobi sam noćas
s prijateljima feštu napravio.
Sve sam novce potrošio
cijelu noć se provodio.
Pjevamo slavonske pjesme
lijepa djevojka je pored mene.
Grle me ruke njene
moje usne je nisu htjele
samo postojiš ti za mene.
Naša ljubav je kao sunce nakon kiše
od tebe draga neme djevojke ljepše.
Kad je zora svanula
muzika je utihnula.
Prijatelji moji moram poći
do naše kuće draga doći.
Priznat ću ti mila sve
sada kasno je za kajanje
nemam pravo na laganje
sve je bilo zbog zabave.
Kažeš mi opraštam ti sve
naša ljubav prevelika je.
Moja jedina ljubavi
mi se volimo kao golubovi.
Neka nas dobri anđeli
kroz život budu pratili.
Opraštam ti sve.
Stjepan Orlić

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