I wish I could pick up the phone
and hear your voice
the same voice
that comforted me
during the worst times
the same voice
that shattered
my entire world
all at once

I want to hate you
I wish I didn’t care
but really
I love you
Your touch, your eyes
Your voice, your laugh
Your smile, your humor
everything about you seems perfect
but really
You’re toxic
Love, you really are my drug.

and suddenly
everything started to remind me of you
constant reminds of what we were
of what you threw away

i still smell you on my clothes
i think maybe tonight
meant something to you
like it meant to me
but i know
you're miles away
talking to her
thinking about her
instead of me
and i feel like i'm falling for you
as you're falling for her

Keep smiling.
Don’t stop.
Push through the pain.
Just smile.
It’s simple.
Why is this hard for you?
Just. Smile.

they say love is not supposed to hurt
but it does.
it hurts to say it.
it hurts to feel it.
it hurts to know it.

but maybe it's not the love itself
that is painful.
what's painful are the cracks
and ropes
that trap us to this mess.
I'm tired of being trapped here
and I'm tired of feeling hurt.
I wanna escape
but there's not a single way out

I miss you.
Do you miss me?
Why'd you end it?
Was it worth it?
Are you happier?
Is it real?
It's not real.
It's real.
I miss you.
Come back.
Do you miss me?