I'm twisted
My mind a disaster
I'm so vulnerable these days
So easy to set off
I cry like a fool
And you watch
Because my foolish tears sting
I wipe them away
And I need you
I need you
I'd like to attack you
So that your once again
Deep within me
But the time has passed for that fun
I've shed tears and it's turned you away from
Pleasurable thoughts
And back to the sweet ones
But I like it when your like that
I like when you want me so badly
That you simply can't keep your hands off
I'm twisted
Because I want it
I want you
And the odd part of it is
I want you even more once I've had you
I simply cannot stop this desire
My love drives me to the incessant need
To be so close that your pelvis and mine stay
Connected,together in sweet sweet ecstacy.

I looked upon this boy
a stranger that I'll never know,
and i had an emotion so strong,
it flashed like a star against my vision;
white hot and blinding
my veins searing
every inch
filled with a new passion
I wanted him to see me
to look on me with more than
just eyes
more than the simple sight
of a friendly passerby on the street-
but to really look at me
study every angle of my face,
the curve of my lips
as they unfold like falling petals.
I wanted to be the inspiration of a painting
he'll create one day,
edges all soft and blurred
colors calm and fleeting
like the single moment we had,
knowing everything
and nothing

"Why do you love me?"
That was your question
Was it not
I love you because you are you
And I love how open minded you are
You smile at my stupidity
You are vibrant and intelligent
You have a quality not many others have
You are you
In response to your question
I shall reply simply
I love you because I have nothing to lose
I only have you to gain
And that is why my dear
I love you

I don't know what it is,
but I distrust myself
when I start to like a girl
a lot.