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juno Dec 2020
are you saying sorry because you mean it?

or

is it so
you can finally

leave me

b e h i n d ?
sometimes,
i
can't
believe
you,
my
love.
juno Apr 2019
"violets are red
roses are blue
you’re an *******
*******"
this is for my friend elias. dod if you see this, love you.
juno Jul 2019
i found you.

after searching for what felt like forever.

found you.

haha.

hate me now

i dare you.
juno Jul 2019
maybe ill **** myself over it
maybe itll make me cut myself again.
i dunno man


maybe you should stop 'lil guy.

y'know.

i might go bye-bye because of you.
juno Jan 2021
i
will
not
wake
up
tomorrow.



goodbye

forever
and
ever


deare­st,
jasper.
i’m
too
tired
to
live.


i
will
be
leaving
now.
juno Jun 2020
you are,

constantly promising me these things

only for me to find out that they aren’t true.
to find out that you will yell at me and call me names if i ask.

i’m bullshitting to you,

i’m guilted by you constantly putting the blame on me,

not even listening to what i have to say.

i am sorry, can’t you hear? can’t you read?

though what i said cant compete with what you have called me.

******* *****
*******
useless
worthless
disappointment
not good enough
annoying
stupid
******
*******
******* kids
*******
**** all of you
*******
*******
get out of my house
live with your mom
yet i had called you coward, a harmless word. after all, you were dodging my questions left and right. you are a coward.
juno Mar 2021
it would be funny if i just got up and left.



surely.

that's what you're waiting for.


my breaking point
fresh
out
of
happiness.
juno Dec 2020
your eyes are like stars,

they shine so bright in the dark,

you light up the world,

the colors,

the aura,

are so


dead.
Gay
juno Jun 2019
Gay
If mustangs are gay,
I’m a mustang.
by elias.
tell him to make his own account
juno Dec 2020
frog
necklace
for
you
juno Aug 2019
she said she never said that.
i guess my everything didn’t mean anything to you.

thanks.
i guess.

i’m not the one for you.
i’m not the one for anyone.

i’m just here.

slowly having a panic attack.
juno Aug 2019
you can’t do anything right
you can’t do it
just give up

you’re not worth it

just **** yourself

no one wants you

honestly

you’re not even getting on the team

who’d want you on the team anyway

you’ll just drag them down

no one wants you

you’re just a *****

just give up

just give up

just give up

please just give up

no one ******* wants you

it’s not worth it!

****

bye
juno Dec 2019
I WANT TO BE GONE.

******* GONE.

FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER.

I didn't ask for this ****.

I don't want to be a walking mess.

******* hell I should've stayed at the ******* hospital.
juno Mar 2019
goodbye, grandmother.
i hope you’re happier at home and
not with us
since i know how
****** we are.
i’ll see you in 3-5 months
juno Jul 2021
i came back

just like i do
every
year

every time
i
break

and
flow
away
like
dust.
im
happier

but
at
what
cost?
juno Feb 2020
it hurts

like hell


it feels like

i’m being carved open



but it’s okay


i’ll go anyway




it’s all ******* to you man
h
juno Sep 2019
h
thanks for deciding to live :)
juno Aug 2019
she can’t be gone.
she can’t.

she’s a little girl.

she loves her.

she loves hailey.

her hailey.

so just please,

hailey just please,

don’t die.

please never try to **** yourself ever again.

we need you hailey.

alice needs you.

alice ******* loves you.

she loves you so much.

-

thank god

you’re okay-
juno Nov 2019
Aye my mom let me out and I'm officially discharged.

Finally.

I'm gonna catch a flight to Finland now.


The gang's finally gonna be together again.
juno Apr 2022
your fingers fit perfectly intertwined with mine
your arms lay comfortably, so perfectly, on my back when
i lay comfortably, so perfectly on you.

you lips touch mine perfectly,
as you kiss me softly,

with your hands perfectly placed on the back on my head,
fingers through my hair.

you, my love
are
simply
perfect
perfect
in
every
single
way.

444
juno May 2019
the hands of a violinist,
my hands,
are small
so they are able to
play wonderful tunes.
are gentle,
so the violin
isn't hurt.
are soft,
so they're stroking
the strings.
are powerful,
so they create music
with meanings that
no one else would know.

they differ between violinists,
but they are my hands,
they are my hands.
they help me,
stay safe,
hold things,
draw and paint,

but most importantly,

share a message
using words
and music.
i was bored
juno Jul 2019
I remember visiting Lizzie a few hours ago.
I’ve woken from my slumber and I scanned the room.
I see Lizzie staring at the wall, with an annoyed look.

I groan from my hangover.

After greeting her and her cousins,
I couldn’t remember anything else.

After 5 shots of *****, the rest of the night was a blur.

Good morning, Sweden!
juno May 2020
to the mother who left me behind after attempting suicide in an attempt to escape from this abusive household.
i love you, please visit soon.
juno Jun 2020

to ryder and susie: surely enough you have now.
juno Apr 2023
i have felt
heart broken.

a boy
broke me,
but

when i was broken
into millions of pieces,

somehow,
i still found the strength
to put myself
back together
again.


its me
against the world

and i need no one.
juno Jul 2020
rest in peace pupper,

though i never met you,

you made her so happy and thank you for that.

god i wish i met you but, i love you.
watching her little videos of you made me happy. rip heidi :(
juno May 2019
what is abuse
juno Jul 2019
you said i looked nice.
you said i always look aesthetic.

aw.
thanks.





i think i look like ****.
cause nothing matches

its ****** clothing


i think i look like ****.

:>
juno Jul 2020
im finding more and more things that i don't like about myself

i need to get things off of my mind
juno Nov 2020
what is considered home?

is it safe?

is it a happy place?

is it somewhere where you can be you?
someone
take
me
home
juno Jun 2019
what does it feel like to be home?
juno Sep 2019
i wish you’d like me
i wish you’d care
i wish you wouldn’t slap me if i annoyed you
i wish you’d be yourself.
i wish you wouldn’t copy him.
but you do.

is it for the popularity
is it so you wanna fit in

do you want to be popular

i’m sure you don’t

why would you copy his hairstyle

like everything he likes

be him

when you could be you?

x
i’ve got too much on my mind like how fake my friend is. how i’m not used to having more than one meal a day. how i’m never getting better. how im always on the internet. hah i should be sleeping
juno Feb 2020
i’ve told myself to stop eating.
“you’re fat. quit eating lol”

stop talking.

you’ll just make things worse


stop falling for people


at this point it’s idiotic.


how long will it take u to realise that no one wants you??
to: me
juno May 2020
the more i eat the more i want to *****

but it tastes good,

so i guess i’ll keep going until i throw up.
juno Jan 2021
blood is so pretty,
dripping down my thigh,
even though it hurts it’s pleasant to the eye
goodbye.
juno Oct 2024
for wanting my things to be left alone
for wanting to be equal
for not wanting to worry about my stuff being stolen every time i am away

for being me
juno Jul 2019
ich liebe dich.

!
!
!
sprichst du deutsch?

nein?

OK...
Translation

I love you.

!
!
!
Do you speak in German?

No?

OK...
juno Dec 2023
i wish you would do the same.
juno May 2019
i dont have any
i lost my inspiration
i lost my creativity
what do i do now..?
juno Nov 2020
why am i different?

why must i feel uncomfortable in this body?
i am not a female,
so why do i have a female body?

did i do something wrong to anger the gods?
is this a punishment for breaking the rules?

surely, i did something wrong.

something wrong enough to make them do this to me.
maybe
it’s time
juno Jun 2020

youre such a great person, im just ruining it.
juno Feb 2020

i like your hair *******. stop making fun of me for being short, you’re just a beanstalk
juno Jun 2020
'cause i know you were just playing me,

but it hurts.
juno Feb 2020
i’ll talk to her, i don’t mind it.


i don’t wanna talk to you
juno May 2019
i feel like i'm going to rip out all my hair
i feel like i'm going to cave in my skull
i feel like i'm going to have a 3 hour panic attack
i feel like i'm going to punch my chest til my heart gets punctured.
i feel like i'm going to **** someone
i feel like i'm going to accidentally hurt you.


i feel like i'm going to die.
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