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Alemitu Feb 1
My mom never taught me how to play with boys
So i didn’t think about buying toys
Since being a dot was my choice
You’ll never hear my real voice

I’m a classic ****** over mess
Too much scars, a waste for me to undress
Think of you more, you think of me less
Do you know me ? You’ll have to guess


Devoted hurt soul
Just want to be adored
Not just you but from all
But i knew you’d get bored

Manipulation on command
You’d think i wish to be the man
A little stroke from the fang
And my love for you is unbanned

My dad was a stranger
His life to his favor
Clown behavior
Like a ghost saying See you later

The only man running from his dreams
After realizing it’s not what it seems
Who can blame him when he screams
all the light in their eyes, just dims

I can reason any crime
Just to prove am still a shining dime
A minute is a year in my time
Yet i’ll show forever is my prime
Alemitu Dec 2024
Why would i ever let go of the pain ?
was my only proof against your dreams
Hurting you was not my plan
Yet you still believe me as a villain it seems

I know you didn’t mean to love me
My blood not on your behalf
You’re not at fault truly
Everyone leaves when it gets tough

Im my own creation
should stand in pride
For all the emotion
The world was supposed to guide

Neglection of overwhelming feelings
I believe can stand a match
for a twisted knife in the middle of a ring
The poor souls to weep and watch

made my self a god
Who affects the sluggish
felt like the old bud
Which made my love perish

Now i cant breath
Wondering how you feel
Sinking and seeking filth
Felt too real

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