Do you feel it too?
Or am I scribbling a madman’s manuscript?
The warmth, the haze—
This feeling of a desperate chase.

Does nature only mock me?
Does it grace you?
The wind caresses the skin of all beings—
Do they call you a pawn
In a mesmerizing scheme?

Or am I just being dreamy?
It is necessary for my heal.
Is it the same, the likewise intuition?
Do you feel, what I feel about this creation
Or is it - crazy guy's manifestation.
Do you feel it too?
What I feel?
Listening to my conscience I scream.

I wanted you to take me out on a date,
but you said you're too busy,
romanticizing your sadness.
I guess you need that sorrow
to write your music,
just like I needed my heart broken
by you
to write my poetry.

Can you feel my love
Roots rising from underneath the ground
Reaching for you, through you
Rekindling our veins and following our hearts desire
For true love can’t be a Lier,

Divine union, said the whispers
That was the gift after the blisters
Attaining Conviction,
Was part of the lesson

Can you feel, my love?
Foot secure, hand in hand
Mending of a void
No longer paranoid
Did you notice that too, my love?

Been a year my love
Drowning in tears, and the sun
Rises in peace my love
Feet in fear and rust
Nurture the love I must
Gusts fills in for the silence and frust
Did you notice that too, my love?

Can you feel my love?
Roots rising from underneath the ground
Reaching for you, nothing taken for granted
Rekindle our veins and follow our hearts desire
For true love can’t tier?

Turns out they were right
all the glitter
is not always gold
that some truths are better not told
that bad things
are more complex
then we think
that truth are more complex
that not everything is black and gray
that truth can be twisted
I give up
nothing I can do
the truth is twisted
and hate to tell you
that the truth

I saw myself die
In the way that you want her.
When I thought that I had you,
I was suffocating.
If I stayed and waited
And gave and pretended,
I made believe you would come to me.
But I want to be wanted.
All I was
Was used.
A tool, for now.
But nothing mattered.
She gets your heartache
And she gets your longing,
Your reverence, and sweetness.
I didn't know what I was missing.
I didn't know what was possible
Until I saw you in her arms.
I want to be wanted.
I fell for my own illusions
And let myself think
That right now was enough,
When what I wanted was forever.
What I wanted was a partner.
I want to be wanted,
But you don't want me.

To be loved is to be seen
And I never realized just how invisible I felt
Until you came along
And saw me in full color