I did write my famous lines

the power of my pains

did bring more rain to all who reads

my heartfelt words

that I had written down

in  my own bloodstain ink,

My words are strong a

yet very deep like the sea

it olds things of long ago

it talks about the pains of yesterdays

I will never deny my tears for all to hear,

They fall into the cup for all to drink

that will run deep

into your veins as you dream

all about me

darken dreams will make you feel

you are going to die in a hateful ride

in another time of long ago ,

You will scream out so much pain

but no one will ever hear a thing

my pains will arise in everyone's eyes

that sees me dancing around

in the cold September storm,

To all those who reads about me

you will hear the cries of the foreign tongues

of mockery of darken time

that cuts away at the mind.
- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Moonlight reveals her pains, fears
in the storm of rain of flowing tears
brought me back to those broken years.
Upon the angry seas, angels did cry,
in darken dreams
that makes her scream
Dark Angel is being so mean.
Oh, velvet moon you never come out too soon
you had given me sight that brightens my eyes
in this late painful June.
Now winter has made its way
that is keeping the sky grayer
my heart is feeling it has gone numb
because I am locked away in a darkened throne
where no one could find true love
that comes from heaven above.
Dark Angel has broken Moonlights wings
as her spirit slowly sinks...
she was left with broken in darken dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Love is the wild card of existence
I remember looking in the mirror
all I could see is you looking back
at me with love in your eyes,
Love is a discovery of ourselves in
each other and delight in the recognition
Love is a great gift and I am glad
You are in it .
- Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angel told me he loves me
more then I will ever know
But then why am I so sad
Why do I feel him wherever I go
I feel his eyes are always on me
I know he loves me because he told me so
But why does his love have to hurt
He plays games all the time on my mind
He tells me to look in his eyes
And I will find the darkness of his soul
It's me he wants to take control
I was alone until I met him
now I cry to get away from him
I can't forget him out of my head
Out of our bed
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
Help me please get through this
My Dark Angel gave me life to his dark side
A reason for change  like the season
Is how he changed me
Darkness is all I can see
Why my poor heart bleeds
my heart is numb as it can be
My winter is colder than before
my summers are all gone
I know he loves me because he told me so
When he takes hold of my arms and squeeze them very tight
just to make me cry
Bits my lips to make me scream
When he is through with me
he tells me over and over how much he needs me
He loves me more then I will ever know
This I do know
Oh how my world has grown cold
I see him where ever I go
His words are like a mystery song
Should I go down in history
Will anyone misses me
why yesterday I cried today I smile
I don't know if he is happy or is he made
I don't know if he is fake smiling me
He had taken away all my happiness from me
He gave me all his loneliness
He gave me love to make my life worthwhile
only just for a little while
He takes my hand gave me to spend and said the words to me
I love you more then you will ever know
I know he loves me because he told me so
Do you see all the things he has given me
Look in my eyes and I will tell you my story
I know he loves me because he told me I am his world.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You were always there to the very end my dear lover
you had always been my friend even to the very end
You have a big part in my heart but it is time to let you go
This I do know  
I disappoint you or let you down somehow in our life I see
It is your big brown eyes
I do apologize for making you cry this makes my heart sight
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
What must I do my friend?
What must I do my lover?
Please take my hand and watch my tears fall hard
Let each tear that falls touch your heart  
I saw the end before we'd begun,
I saw your hurt all that time that another gave
I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won
Someone so wonderful so full of love to give
But it was not for me to clam  
You gave our love to another under the law of pain
Of one night of lust that is what end us
I took what's mine by eternal right
Took your soul out into the night
I walked alone hoping that this pain will soon end
My dear friend
It may be over but it won't stop there
You will always be in my dreams in my life
When everything end's
I am here for you if you'd only care to see
what you had meant to me
You touched my heart you touched my soul
But then you cut me deep and made me bleed
Why is it you can't see what you had done to me
You changed my life and all my goals
at one time you made me whole
that had all end in just one night you have given in
To your anger to your lust now look at us
Your love is blind and that I knew when
My heart was blinded by you
I've kissed your lips and held your hand
Shared your dreams and shared your bed
But I have a heart and it is saying I must go
I can no longer hang on to what could never be
that would be you and me.
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Slowly the coldness came back to me again
slowly, gently the sunlight fades to darkness
my mind racing another time
Dark Angel took control with no love for me to hold
Shatter dreams is what he brings
there are no hopes for me
nighttime has silently arose
soon it shall be time for Dark Angel to take me in delight
time for me to unite him with a darken kiss
close your eyes and surrender I hear his voice
With no wounder that crossed my mind, I was ready to
have some fun for the rest of my time
Let your thoughts bring you in with mine
I will take you for a joy ride
The touch of his lust of the both of us made so much fun
We had *** all night long and some
It was my time to show Dark Angel how it is run around hear
I made his eye's rolled back like he was going to go to a place
He had never been because he is the maker of sin
Let's do what is needed to make my body pleased  
because I am ready for the ride
Dark Angel has that look in his eyes he just got surprised
I have taken hold and I was in all control
slowly, gently the sunlight fades to darkness
nighttime has silently arisen and Dark Angel gave out a moan
almost a cry that Moonlight gave in to his ***** sin
of the delights of his lust.
- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I'm up by myself thinking what is going on
up till now,
I think man sometimes don't have
common senses into how to love
it is so funny how I just have given up on my defenses
I had been holding in my heart so many things
all this time that made madness come to mind
I thought he was one of a kind
but I realized it was all lies
this beat is nothing but trouble
he has cast me into darkening dreams
where it is  I hear all those screams.
He was a man that could easily twist his words
to make you smile or to make you hurt,
Now in my mind, nothing seems right
all I see is him
always ready to fight.
It wasn't long he was given me trouble
my heart wasn't doing fine
He was making me lose feel I was about to lose my mind,
this guy is not right
troubles are in his name
the kind of trouble to drive me crazy
he walks around acting like he got's everything down
when it comes to loving me
He plays around and thinks he is the king
It's kind of insane what he is doing to me
I'm searching for a reason to let him run free
To get away from me
Somewhere inside of me I know I once loved him
all that changed with all the trouble he has given me
nothing but the trouble is he
I can't even think when he is around me
I must set myself free from this sickness
he is given me I'm up by myself thinking what is going on
up till now, I think man sometimes don't have
common senses into how to love
It's funny how I just have given up on my defenses
on what I had been holding in my heart all this time
I thought he was one of a kind
But that must have been when I was losing my mind
When I let him in to play with my heart.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My voice is very empty
my heart is bleeding as if it was dead
the lies are out there floating in the air
The sea is casting its spells out on me
to liberate me from love and hate
torn between what I believe
I cry to God to clean my pains
To take away all my humiliation
that has been cast upon me
I cry out day and night at sea
Help me, please to heal my heart that bleeds
of my soul's degradation
I'm like foreigners that don't understand why I have
been so miss treated when it comes to love
It is like I have been wearing a mask to it.
Oh sea why is this happening to me
moon touch my bleeding heart
God take away this bleeding pain
rain wash me clean
let the penetrating pain cast its war
deep down in the heart of me and set me free
let it bleed out upon the sea.

- Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I think deep down within the reason why so many
has not let go of the past and why
they keep hanging on to it so tight,
It is the fear of shouting the door to the best
the thing they ever had
the fear of letting it sleep away again,
Sometimes what we once had in the Past
was something that was so powerful so beautiful
so great that it all end and was never found again.
- Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The waiting land of better days
Just faded away just like that
The fields of righteousness are few
The fields lie in darkness,
After the flame died away,
Loneliness and darkness filled the soul
Drugs and cheep woman and men
That is selling their souls,
Life had no meaning to them you could
See it in their zombie's eyes,
They live in Satans' hotel;
The coldness of their souls is out to take
Another young life into the drug world,
Understanding the ways of the Life of
Darkness and gloom;
Kids are walking around thinking they
Are doing just fine, Just to find their
Mommy and daddy's killing of there
Souls to another blow of the drug pip,
For all that has been spoken of the night
Will **** one's life, If you would walk by
Satan's hotel you could feel the control of
The lost souls; lost in the eternal blackness
And never to be seen again.
Something new has come into another life,
Taking the demons in their mind and a pipe
In their hand; The young and the old under
The control of Satan's world;
Parents looking all over town wondering
How to find their kid then they hear there
Kids learned a new trick,
For the angel of death has arrived in that
The cold sad lonely night when another has
Taken a life,
Broken down of the drug world, Satan's world
When you check in to Satan's Hotel.
The way that they act is no way of coming back
To the way of better days, You can see the evil
In their eyes' an urge to ****, the desire is a thrill
To **** the good in another Soul,
Once upon a time, They had Jehovah in their lives
And walked in the light,
But all of that had changed when they said goodbye
And they let Satan's in their lives by taking the drug pipe,
Dark Angel is all over the place hunting for new souls
To take into their control,
The broke word that, killed dreams of the young and
The old; nobody there forgave sins they just keep making
Them, The Drug fights take a blood bath of the knife,
Behind the walls, you can hear it all,
The cry's of the night when a baby cries to be fed why it's
Mommy is out doing what she knows best,
So now the baby's growing up to be the victim of prostitution
Of preconception and true damnation, the young minds
reaching out into a world that is lost every time,
They can no longer see the twisting emotions
that they live in.
They will be longing for the person they once used to know
But that long ago knew they live in Satan's world.
- Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The stars hold far the dreams I dreamed
The flame you write in the night of you and I
Every moment I just want to scream to be free from you
These pictures of you that run in my
Head makes me wish I was dead
These words you say make me cry out my gray days
Who are you that has invaded my dreams
Who are you that pushed me to believe
You care for me!
I don't understand the language of your
Words of darkness
You have laid out my path in your darken ways for me
Only to allow the signs to get jumbled in my head
I try to hold on to what is true
You make me so blue
Who are you?
Where do you come from?
Some night you'll be around stalking me out
My memory of you are making me crazy
My dream is deep
My life is never going to be the same
You make me so ashamed
Struggling to survive another night
I struggling against the odds of you and I.

- Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I walk into my beauty room
just to find the talk of all times,
I tried to be friendly but it was hard
to talk to an unkind,
My thoughts start to unwind,
A rainbow in the sky to make peace to
the unkind, just to find that is when my life began,
So be it when I shall grow old,
Or let me die only to get cold,
I continued in my beauty room looking over all of me,
I wish my days to be bound in the beauty within,
each to each by natural piety of the beauty deep
within a world defined in my beauty room.

- Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Why do you keep your thoughts on lock and key?
with those tiger eyes of the night,
your mate must hold many secrets from thee
When the wind blows and scatters amber autumn leaves
You can see the pain in the cold winters rain
You ride upon on upon your beast with deep struggles
on you're mind that can't be defeated
So you holding on to faith and love hoping it will all soon end
Oh, Dark knight
does she knows you don't sleep at night because you
have an aching soul?
Do you still hear the voice cry out saying O smite him with your
jasper claws! and bruise him with your agate *******!
because you fight for the love that is what you do best
why are you tarrying o knight do you want to fight you're
weary of your sullen ways of fate,
Does she worry about your steadfast gaze in the night with those
tiger eyes that want to fight,
magnificence is the heart that holds on to love
Your horrible and heavy breath makes the light
flicker in the lamp on the way
Oh, knight why do you hold on to love if she holds on to secrets
that holds on to pain?
Your eyes are like fantastic moons that shiver the sea of love
Your tongue is like a scarlet snake that dances in lost faith
of fantastic tunes of the night gloom's
Your pulse makes poisonous melodies,
and your black throat is like the hole of pain
that don't want to go away
so you haunt dreams that make screams.
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Lemons, clay, Orange tired eyes
almost like they had been hypnotized
with so much Love on their minds,
With dancing queens that are not so mean;
With so much beauty they seem to hold
In a life that is so cold, but they stand so bold,
from newly liberated air.
They stand up smelling the mystery around the land;
Storm-colored skies that beautify the night,
Dawn fiery arms that seam so strong dancing away
Too better days to come with Love on the run.
everything I need is staring back at me on hands and knees;
orange blossoms in the stunning of the day
Where true love makes it's way, endlessly,
effortlessly, I breathe the love that sets my heart to thee.

- Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My heart did slumber in the night
my spirit seal among the sea as I sleep
I had no human fears
I had nothing to worry about
life has taken its last stand dreams
are a place for life
it seemed a thing that could not feel
the touches of earthly years
tears touched the eyes
Oh, the silence is where I lay to sleep
no motion for my body to feel
my daily life had taken a turn
I now neither hear nor sees
only by years of thoughts and my
writing of ink is what is left of me
rolled round in earth like autumn leaves
with rocks and stones, and trees maybe
Oh, life is something of dreams.
- Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

City Of Light's and Shadow of memories
that reflect honor to the dead
that lose their life in a fight
they never have known they were in,
oh, crying sea that truly bleeds
lengthening over the sea
love guards the night as it
parts peace into the city of lights,
the sight of true love dimming into
the night with love on their side
oh, true love flickering into the
starlight deep into the sky
as the velvet moon shines on high,
the intelligence holds the news
that gossip that moves like tittle tattles
that rings the bell for true peace,
this is music to others that fly on high
into the night skies;
the sea is the way of faith
that voyage along through life;
God Jehovah walks along the sea of you and me
soars in the heavens with loveliest sparrows
long lives the rose out on sea watching over
the city of lights that cries into the nights.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

He'll take your life and play a game of hate
He'll run with you're heart and do as he, please
he'll wreck your world as fast as he can
Wreck your world with lies that make you cry
Rage, rage against the dying of the night
As you sleep you will dream of he that makes you scream
Don't open the door when he wants to come back home
You are drowning in his lies in his darkness
You are bleeding away in so much pain
He is scribbled away at you're mind playing all those games.
Take a stand to remove this nasty spell
If not you'll find in time you had lost your mind
with a heart that has gone numb so please don't play dumb
get rid of that nasty ***.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Sing to me in your true silence old moon
in which the seasons do change but not you
Oh shooting star you have pierced my heart
Sing to me of the night don't give me a fright
Let me see you with my own eyes
Don't hide your love in the night like a crying dove
When through the purple sky that screams at me
A scarlet river I do see of true beauty that touched me
In terror of the night, I had to cry
because love came to me in the true meaning of life's beauty
Staring right at me
Oh, how it made my heart sing away all my pains.
- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My spirit is too weak, for the pains of life heat,
If I knew potential to feel good, I would jump on it,
I would ask no one to be different so that you can feel good
about who you are,
The weight of hate in life is so heavily on the minds that
make the world fight for their own rights,
If you could change the cold world from their bad ways You would,
You would free yourself of all of that cumbersome impossibility
of needing to control the world, or control your mate, or control your child,
My spirit feels so heavily weak to see the way of a cold life
we live in day and night, others are even taken their own life,
In a life so cold,
I am the only one who creates my own reality,
For no one else can think for me, no one else can do it,
It is only I, every bit of it, I that can make a difference
in my own reality of life.
- Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Why don't you come to overhear
tell me all about your love afar
Tell me all about her,
Is she worth throwing our love away
I was the love of our youth
just in one night, our love faded in so
much pain of most untrue.
I waited for you to say what you need to
But the more I was standing next to You
we got into a heated fuss of your lust
I felt the coldness of your heart that came between us
loneliness and a cold empty bed of bitterness
with time I will be as good as new over you.
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I listen to the song you have sung for me
Without it making me cry
I listen to all your words
I felt them cut deeper within my soul
I felt like my heart was going to break
into millions of pieces
I'm living but my heart is slowly dying without you
I'll remember the love we once shared
But all the Bad times I will ignore
until another storm
because I don't want to feel this pain over again
I remember it too well
Oh, black rain cloud not today I need a break
I think about the way we use to play
we use to dance in the rain
I think about our love and all our dreams we made
but look at us now, we are fading away
When we were together
we made music
we made memories
we made love so much fun in the sun
but now all that is gone
we made the history of you and me
I was given a little rain
but we both had also made storms
Let the sunshine again
come shining through this darkness I cry
Let love find it's way back into my life
I hold onto you in all I do
Because I love only you
for so long we danced around our feelings
but then look what love given me
Storms and rain with dreams that make me scream
I'm alone without your love to hold
all I renumber is the jealousy in your eyes
will I ever see the love in your eyes again?
I had done everything for you
Or did I do it for me when I set you free?
- Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, let not another die in bloodshed cries,
how life is a longing in ones vain
look into these eyes you once bestowed
tell me oh haters what it is you see
a lovely light of another kind that stands on high
gleaming into the night,
Did you see the Life rose that stands on the sea?
the beautiful rose that grew in the inner gates;
I do see what it is you don't,
it is funny how dreams come to me and let me breath
the words I hear and the things I see can bring pain
but then it can give so much peace,
Let the unfortunate be and let them see
what the haters are doing to thee that stands by me
let the cries of the blind echo into the night
the sounds will wake the perish that is calling on the Name
oh, haters of life these clumsy scribbling of lies
will bring you in pain for all the bleed shed you bring,
Let death feel it's own pity, and regrets of bloodshed lie
that has been bound by the laws of hate;
raise your eyes in the direction of the north
what do you see? Did you see the hate of this world
all the detestable things the evil has done?
oh, valley plain perfume the air with lies,
you filled the land with violence
you have coked-out true love
but then you cry out in your own blood shed lies
shooting at the souls you could never hold
God Jehovah will act in rage and His eyes will not feel
sorry, neither shall feel compassion on that day.
- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Even In My Darken Hours,
I see the night is deserted
and the mountains hold snow on top
as the sea holds dreams,
I know I am not alone because God sees me
he is with me even in my darken hours
the sky is so beautiful
and the velvet moon shins on the sea
where dreams come to me,
I know I am not alone
even when my haters cast their stones
my intestines may feel so many pains
that may bring on the rain
but Jehovah and Jesus and all the angels see me
while the world is being deserted with bloodshed cries
the flee sadness in the heart's that bleed
I feel your warm voice within my soul
that hugs me even in my darkest hours
you shine your light on me
I am not alone because you are with me.
- Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Bloodshed cries are falling upon the land of man
let your unceasing earnest prayers be made
oh suffering, sad humanity
look what you have done
your hate and jealousy made a war,
Why don't your hear the words
of the Sovereign Lord Jehovah?
Look! oh men on sandy lands
you are doing the work of your Father the Devil,
but God Jehovah will make a place
for His little flocks to stay,
Oh you in a man-made war you call Armageddon
is starting to arrive in fount of your eyes;
house of Israel are doing what are you thinking?
you play your games in the darkness holding hate in your hearts
your acts are making war making bleed shed
holding on to killing machines
but not holding on to Jehovah God Words,
Jehovah will put a hook in your jaws of his haters
oh, evil ones making attacks
your fighting will not last
you pull your hate under the wheel of lies
you hateful men are acting like a wild beast in the night
you will fall very ******* the hot sand
of blood stains of man in a war, you will not win.
- Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Why do you make your way back?
Oh sad dreams, that never fade
I don't know why you come back my way
my heart of love is with me
my heart of pain needs me
my heart of need protects me
I only change the pain that cut's me deep within
when my heart becomes so weak
I ask my God Jehovah to help me
I hold no doubts darkness stands in fount of me
in my past old love had hurt me fast
in his heart, I didn't seem to matter
broken is what I once was
lost I once walked into the dark with a brokenhearted
my soul had once gone cold
the love I didn't hold
I felt my spirit had left me
the pain felt as if I had been cut by a knife
I wasn't free from the pain
while others had been standing about calling me names
I traveled deep within my soul
when love was once all I had known
once upon a time I had no life
the past of the seed of darkness kept me to bleed
oh haunted dreams come over me
in those days of saddening ways
on the given posts the faith of the brave
I do write a picture of life.

- Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Let us make this travel into the eyes of each other
making a spark of our love shine throughout life
Let's look deep within each other's hearts
just to see what we will find.
Tell me of the adventures you see
when you look at me
and I will tell you mine
do you see that my love is powerful
it run deep like the Mediterranean sea?
I want our Love to be written in the stars
Let's lay our bodies among the flowers of spring
in the meadows of love
just for you and me.

- Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Lullabies and Memories as the moonlight beams the night as beautiful as it can be;
To set my soul at ease
whiteness on the pane, flakes large
enough to plunk at the window glass
The cloth of love is far away in the meadows of dreams
Of forget me not's while I sit in the emergency room
Oh it snows like this a heart comes bedded in
I pray that my love will be with me soon
Oh wings of love this is my heart crying out to you
Swooping away in memories like snow and water
with a dialectic kiss
The snow is like crystals of hopes and dreams
slanted crystals of true love memories
so many thought-bubbles away in my mind praying you
will be fine as I sit hours more looking out the windows
While December breathe in a snowy climate
The colored glass is stained in ink of you and me
Of lullaby memories.
- Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My empire of pain in rain is what you gave
you always will let you down
you will make you hurt
that is what you do
If I could start again without you
I would with no end
A million miles away is where I would be
I will keep myself from all this pain you have given me
I would find a way to find love that is true
that wouldn't be like you that keeps me blue
But that isn't the way it is for me you see
You have it all and take me apart
you left me in the dark
I'm still looking for my own heart
You're living your life
You're taking
You're giving
But you are also breaking
it's never enough for you
You put my life on hold
you have taken everything from me
and left me in you're Misery
I bleed
I cry
I die
I want to live my own life without this Pain
I once had seen things on a brighter side
but now all I see is rain
please make it go away
Let me find a better day without you on my mind
take these darken dreams
Take back all the pains
all I feel our see is the dark side of things
one day I will give you all back
what you have given me.
- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The dream is like beautiful stars
that shines from far to touch hearts
gives broken dreams
that is what happened to me
every time I close my eyes I see you
I feel your pains of another day
I feel the old cuts getting deeper
I can hear your voice from far
oh you are leaving your mark
It's like a dark paradise in dreams you have given me
there is no one compares to you
your eyes of compelling pains are on my night and day
I'm scared that you are  waiting on the other side
every time I close my eyes I look for you
hoping you had changed
among the stars of a darkening paradise of dreams
I could always find the pains you gave
It's like a dark paradise you had given me in dreams
there is no one compares to you
If you reach out to touch a star
all I can see is broken dreams
when you reached and touched me
you made me cry
you made me feel I was about to die
your touch is never nice
your heart is cold as ice
Oh, darken paradise you made your dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I’m not waiting for anything that is of natures beauty
snow falls gentle down on the snowfall
very silently on the grown,
in a mountainous country,
only mountains all around
you could see the bright moon shining beautifully.
In the deep stillness of this cold snow blown night
I sat my chocolate cocoa on my desk
watching the steam brake the cold in the air of my room
thinking of nothing but to walk among the forest
withered trees where we once played out are life dreams.
OH, you tenanted shade that cast all those dreams away,
I am home alone without the love I once called my own
in a home empty and cold watching the snow taking control
of true winters' dreams without you hear with me.
- Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I dwell in my loneliness of a broken heart
My home is where I live with all those memories
This cold pain hits at my heart like clockwork
I but I kept it all to my lonely self
I never let you see my pain
even when you walked out on me
I held it all in
But when night closed in on me my heart started
to feel the pain
the cuts you had left on my heart
you left me in a place of gloom
I know somethings are just meant to be
and somethings aren't like you and me
some summer's ago
You left your trace all over the place
you left your mark all over my heart
you left my heart in the dark with a broken heart
If you look outside from our home
You can see the fences the grape-vines ruined all dyed up
The roses lost their colors
They are all black and dead
But your words are so alive
running in and out of my mind day and night
The big tree outside from my window had lost its beauty
Lost with time like a said little rhyme of you and I
broken dreams of a place we once had called home
I dwell with a strangely aching heart when you left me
You vanished and left me of your memory's of a forgotten road
Of how much you truly meant to me
Broken is what I am this cold winter night without you
by my side is taken another part of me.

- Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

He is a clown with a big nose that is round
He has a big sad frond that could almost touch the ground,
His cheeks are rosy nice and pink
with a heart that sinks down deep
He has the eyes that sparkle in the night wind,
He sits alone crying about what was and what didn't come
This old dark world put this clowns heart on the run,
His old shoes are so big that all his tears fall in,
His costume be perm pressed,
His old heart overflown with sadness,
Every time he walks around every one makes a fuse over the
the way he looks and the way is dressed
Oh, his life is a big mess,
His face is painted with heartaches,
He holds his head down low holding balloons for the show
children run to greet him will hast on their face,
Wherever he may go his life is one big show,
When it comes to love he just bleeds
with the heartaches of long ago,
in spite of all, he has been through,
He walks alone holding on to his broken heart
hoping one day it will mend and be set free and able to breath
and start living again.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Love is the wild card of existence
Love is the deepest of one's soul in life
Love is the string to God
Love is the white light that shines bright
in the deep dark night
Love is the emotion that moves two hearts
To become one that beats like a drum
Love that song we never want to lose the sound of
Love is what makes the world go around
Love is what everyone hungers for
hide even died for
Love is powerful
Love is the key to another's heart.

- Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Anguishing skies, how heavily it dies
Into the west eyes how once cared,
Sunset to an evening star from far
made its ways to the hearts,
Past touch and sight and sound on sea
makes it is way back to me,
Not further to be found, the hopeless underground
Falls the remorseful day
The battlement of the world had taken its stand,
A golden path that puzzled the thoughts of man,
the sea rides on high the watery maze that takes place,
Ask me no more where was Love on shore,
When June passed the fading rose made its way back to the Sea
watching over whoever can see,
ask me no more the tingle's of the night with the moon
on domed lights give me the storm of true love
from heavens above.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

OH Loneliness, you have made a home
Angel of mercy touched my heart tonight
I know what fear is and the pain of it
it has always been near
Loneliness made a home it follows me everywhere I go
I've seen the velvet moons of my crying nights
it shines on me like it truly understands me
oh, how my tears fall like the stars of the night
tears and seasons of my blues over you
time is passing us by like a heated uprush
what is all the fuss about us?
when it is winter my heart grows thin
my loneliness gets the best of me
If you only have known all the tears I had cried
all this confusion of your lies
you had told me you would never leave my side
are love is way too strong
well I guess you were wrong
I look around me and all I see is the jealous eyes on me
they watch everything I do
just making sure you are not with me
in my loneliness, I had got down on my knees
I started praying what does all of this mean
Why were you so mean to leave me with all this pain
I got on my knees to pray for your Love
I prayed in my own insecurity to find myself in you
the dreams that are forever are the love I made with you.
- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My heart is damaged
I crowned to the king how did this to me
because in time I will bring him to his knees,
the one who says he truly loves me.
The habitations of all things which dwells
I thank God for the beauty he has given to me
I was once from the cities
what a pity
that had once consumed my heart
in true fashion of what I call fake love
where men gathered around just too blazing the town.
where the King roams
just to look once more into each other’s eyes
yet that was never a surprise,
I thank God for this love of my life.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

It's a full moon tonight over the city
where love is making the night fun
I have your name in the stars that are shining on high
dancing around with the velvet moon
Lights around the city keep my mind going back to you
on this midnight longing
I'm missing you
I wish you heard with me holding me
dancing with me like we use to
But somewhere tonight you are looking at the same star
our star, our velvet moon
I know you are thinking about me too
I want what we can’t have
that would be you here loving me.
- Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Now that the winter is gone
Spring can move along
playing its sad songs
The grass on the hills
are as beautiful as they can be
love is running around as free
as anyone could see
But all I need is you right here with me
I look all around just to fine those memories
of you and me
all things now hold their peace together
in all types of weather
the birds are up high in the trees
making spring a love song
But for me,
I'm still alone
wishing my love
was here with me.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

So sing along and have some fun
bring a drum and beat along
to an old funny song
dance with me get off you buns
jump around and have some fun
don't let your feet get cold
just jump around the old campfire
hold on to the tun and the the
sound of the beat move your feet
Let's sing along that cuckoo song
let's sing and dance all night long
let's sing on high and low and see
where this old song goes
let's go down by sea and dance
with me and let your feet sink in the sand.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I have been waiting oh so long
I'm just beginning to feel this pain  
that keeps carrying on
for what is true
and for what is wrong
I'm just beginning to give
what I've been protecting
I'm just beginning to Love and live
and learning how to forgive
before I leave
I must say thank you for the pain
you had given me all these years
bring on the fears and tears
I have learned so much from you
that kept me so confused
leaving me feeling so used
and abused...
The pain of love
you made about us
your madness
gave me a life of sadness
  You hurt me so bad
just the thought of you cuts me deep
leaving me always
weeping in my sleep
Before the light of the dawn
will always carry on
before this evening comes to a close
you bring me more sins.
I have been waiting for this nightmare
to come to its end.
- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

He sings to me a song that we only know
we dance on the sand of romance
the stars and the velvet moon looking down on us
He sings his love to me from heaven above
I had never seen the sea as beautiful as this
I am in enslaved to my lover's heart
he sang to me with so much victory
we made history
He gazed so brightly into the night of our Love
A love so free at easy like the summers breeze
his Love sung to me like no other
He sang to me in a voice so sweet and clear
His voice of true devotion of our Love
He filled my soul with new emotions
His love is so true and rare
A love I could never fear.

- Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Before this evening can end
I have to forgive all sins
that came my way to a heartbreak
I have been waiting so long
for that right man to sing his song
until the night closes on in
It has been some time ago
when I had your smile
yeah, it's been a while
you drive me wild
I just might make it another night
But I will keep holding on
Until the night closes in
I'll just keep holding on
to the Love we once had
until the night turns today
I see you again
I never want our love to ever end.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Abandonment with anger
the abuse, pain harbored within for so long
Careless love that got pushed and shoved
until I had fallen out of Love
Deceived left in sorrow
my heart has gone numb
my soul went cold
my body felt caged up from life
I'm clueless for this danger I am in
alone with no love to hold
damaged cut deep within
with so much sin
Darkness found me
and careless me fell right in
Bittersweet clingy and needy
dazed along the way
slashed by betrayal
I will never let love back in the end.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I sat down to a place of silence
just to clear my head
So many things had crossed my mind
as the season started passing me on by
Photos of you started rolling around in my mind
Oh how I miss you most of the time
the countless gifts of your royal love
I look to the heavens above as the darkness gathered
in a storm cloud of pain
I would sit and watch the rain come down
into my place of silence
my heart had broken into many pieces
like the falling leaves of autumn
each left has its own beauty and history
But each memory that I hold has something of long ago.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery