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775 · Mar 2022
secret crush
tina kimi Mar 2022
i hate you
for not knowing
how i feel

i hate you
for seeing
you everyday

i hate you
for feeling'
this way

i hate you
for believing
that you feel
the same
688 · May 2022
NOTICE ME
tina kimi May 2022
i give and give
while you take with no end

i would not for an hour nor a minute
but for a second

would appreciate a thank you
for me to know my self worth
488 · Jan 2021
2021
tina kimi Jan 2021
new possibilities
with old dreams

a brand new start
on a journeys end

a new life
that has lived

we are blessed
to see other opportunities
#happy new year
407 · Jan 2021
.......
tina kimi Jan 2021
I do not  mind struggling
to get a bite each day

Nor the torture of getting
up on a beautiful day just
to spent it laboring

what I do really hate though..
is another human hating on another.
it never makes sense...
332 · Aug 2021
secret love
tina kimi Aug 2021
I can not get over
your shy smile

way you look over
knowingly

I am head over
heels

falling for you
326 · Mar 2020
My Husband
tina kimi Mar 2020
I will never grow weary, with you it has been a adventure
night  and day

we both understand that being in love
is a constant battle
we argued, insulted each other and break our own hearts
it is the burden of being born in the world we do not choose

I accepted your scars like you did mine
and it is enough for us to watch our children
grow

if I hold your hand and it is old and grey,
then I am satisfied we have come this far
321 · Jan 2023
secrets
tina kimi Jan 2023
locked so tight
keys thrown away

keeps you awake
afraid to talk in your sleep
288 · Aug 2022
u
tina kimi Aug 2022
u
your eyes are sending messages my heart cannot decode

if by chance my skin feels yours time may stood still

as i may want it to last forever
263 · Oct 2021
Untitled
tina kimi Oct 2021
bearing my whole soul
to every person met
causes my soul to slowly fades

there nothing exciting and mysterious
left to offer but lies
221 · Jun 2023
Tired
tina kimi Jun 2023
My vessel is old
yet my souls yearns
for childhood comforts
tangled in the past

I am tired and a step
further is just painful
memories a more fonder
then the future ahead
204 · Aug 2022
HAVEN
tina kimi Aug 2022
if dreams are real
i will be able to built
a fortress for you, my children.

a place where freedom is vast
where our thoughts can roam
freely into colors

a  haven to make our own choices.
198 · Sep 2021
Untitled
tina kimi Sep 2021
there is darkness and numbness
voids of nothingness and meaningless
purposes and hopes

if you are nothing but invisible
190 · Jun 2020
raka chinoko
tina kimi Jun 2020
kan gura kuum bere pule raka
sa shea via pa soloso pia???
hita va lengu tinoni hua
tintogha san hua Gngana

raka chinoko
kani shea taku raka
pa soloso pia
chinoko kani noro
190 · May 2023
empty inside
tina kimi May 2023
i am a child during family gatherings, i am the cup of tea. whispers are spoken but unheard only by me. nobody really really liked me cause i am too light skinned to belong. i grew up being a people pleaser, trying so hard to prove to the world that my birth meant something. that i matter, solving everyones problem but mine. in the end nobody cares, i have been manupilated, used and taken for granted. i just want to belong to anything and realized that an outkast will always be an outkast
182 · Aug 2022
Untitled
tina kimi Aug 2022
when the head is holding the pen,
it is one road to all destination.

when the heart steps in, it is
many roads to one destination.
179 · May 2020
Mother
tina kimi May 2020
dear MUM,

it takes me being a MOM to truly understand
and I love you
162 · Mar 2020
birthday
tina kimi Mar 2020
celebrating my youngest son's birthday
with no money but  with my thoughts
another birthday will come and things
may change
160 · Apr 2020
Insecure
tina kimi Apr 2020
her face stings
not for the slapping
mostly for the hurt
in her  heart

tears are welling up
and she is controlling
herself not to cry
because the kids are
watching

he looked confident
just because he had muscles
yet he's just another coward
soo afraid, afraid of words
that defines him
160 · Dec 2020
LOST INSIDE
tina kimi Dec 2020
crossroads, tunnels, mazes
I found, myself lost
in myself...

a little girl looking out
in a woman's eye

trying so hard but
too weak for this world..

I am lost, lost inside
myself
158 · Jan 2023
i should not
tina kimi Jan 2023
Kind of funny
I never really
Really thought anything of you
But you grow on me
Your smell, look and touch lingers wherever I go
157 · Aug 2022
Living in a Ticking Bomb
tina kimi Aug 2022
Hapi Isles was what my country once called before the civil unrest.
Referred to as the most friendliest people in the south pacific.

we so are so friendly in fact that we told our western allies, never mind cleaning up your World II mess. Just leave the bombs, guns, machines and junks as a way of thank you for saving our lives. Right?

like our normal phrase "Set, Set,  Tagio Tumas"(all Good and Thank very Much)

80 year later here you are at my  shore remembering your loved ones who were lost 80 years ago. and i will continue to bury my people as times goes.

as we are living on a ticking Bomb, an uncertainty of when the Bombs will explode.
156 · Apr 2020
ALIVE
tina kimi Apr 2020
I am shallow and cruel
the burden of being alive

I am a saint and an angel
the gift of being alive

I hate and ****
the downside for being alive

I love and give
the reasons for being alive

I am alive because I am alive
147 · May 2020
5 mins to home
tina kimi May 2020
its getting dark
you  can feel the soft
evening wind bracing your
face
street lights turning on
and
your pace quickens
because you know
you are almost home
146 · Feb 2020
figth back
tina kimi Feb 2020
darkness pulls
stronger and yet
retreats at a drop
of light

and you can
be stronger
than now
145 · Nov 2020
THE OLD HOUSE
tina kimi Nov 2020
there is a familiarity I feel towards that old house.
With broken windows, cracked walls, dusty hallways and
loose boards.I sense it sighing when the wind blows, almost like
it will crumble.

Seeing the old house makes me feel this tag in my heart. so strong that my heart sunk and a deep ache rushes all over. a tear would drop at first and a next. And I always end up crying.

there is familiarity I feel towards that old house by road. and I  must take the short cut today.
144 · Nov 2020
Untitled
tina kimi Nov 2020
table has definitely changed
i become more of you which i hated
no quilt , no mercy
living  just for lust AND money
144 · May 2020
solitude
tina kimi May 2020
the constant struggle of
seeking warmth for  your cold
and empty heart just for a second
hoping for someone to hear your wonderful ideas
just for a second
waiting for the hand  to wipe the tears
just for a second
And it all hurts , struggling to be noticed
142 · May 2020
If i have the chance
tina kimi May 2020
I want  to run far, far away as my legs can take me
to make the distance between us be as long, long
as it can be
where I can hear only the birds singing and see butterflies
fluttering by
till the sun sets and the silence gives me inner peace while i
sit gazing at the evening star
138 · Jul 2021
how it will be
tina kimi Jul 2021
if you are eighteen
it will wiser to wait
then fall in love

love will drag you
till you become bitter
a forgotten fruit
that has crumbled
and had to fall

live your life first
so regrets wont be
regrets
138 · Mar 2020
HI
tina kimi Mar 2020
HI
I am introducing myself
I am a Solomon Islander(Pacific Islands region)
and yes your right never
heard of it.
we are used to people not
knowing where our country is,
making it more isolated
English is my third language,
yap, I write fluent then speaking
it.
my wish is to visit Switzerland just to
see chocolates and chocolates..
I am sorry hello poetry for not contributing, I wish I could
but in my country its hard getting a visa card.
137 · Nov 2020
it will be no more
tina kimi Nov 2020
while asleep I kissed you goodnight
then saw your little hands and hold it
within my own. it was so small my hand
covered all.

I then know, this hands will grow and so are the giggles and crying. Mummy this and mummy that.
so i lay a while beside you to remember you
as you are now
136 · Apr 2020
PAST GLIMPSE
tina kimi Apr 2020
glancing into nothingness
my mind wandering off somewhere
I sometimes see my little self
playing and laughing joyously
136 · Apr 2020
inner self
tina kimi Apr 2020
do you see me?
yes, that is me
laughing and
joking;
living the time of
my life. That is also me
having everything I ever wanted
But do you
see me?
135 · Feb 2020
Coping
tina kimi Feb 2020
it is a big world we are living in
I heard them say and even seen
it sometimes
yet I feel like it is too small
for even me
135 · Mar 2020
Dear Dad
tina kimi Mar 2020
if you are here, you will not believe it
but the world is slowly crumbling
and pretty soon chaos and disaster
will explode everywhere
you probably were here during the SARS
period, now there is another more cruel and
hungry.

     now I am afraid to read the papers, watch TV and hearing the news on the radio like I used to enjoy with you because all you hear and see now is death, sorrow, sickness and pain

     Dad even though I miss you when your gone, I am glad you do not live in this era. I just wish you would know though, I am scared not for me but for my children.

love, your Daughter
my letter that will never be read by that one person that matters the most
135 · Jan 2020
Say what you think (not)
tina kimi Jan 2020
if I speak I always fail
to truly express what
I actually think

I wish you could read my
mind or there exists a place
to establish a link

sometimes I'm frustrated
because what I say did not
hit the brink

so I apology in writing
because its hard to speak
135 · May 2020
New begining
tina kimi May 2020
anger has aged me
I need a new skin
so I am peeling off
these dry skins
caused by pain and
hate
134 · May 2020
Untitled
tina kimi May 2020
hush...

can you hear the laughter's
can hear the waves greeting the shorelines
can hear children playing
can you hear the birds chirping
can you hear the wind whistling
can you hear me calling

hush and let go .....
134 · May 2020
Memory lane
tina kimi May 2020
I was glass glazed momentarily staring at an old picture
I found in an old box
I looked so tiny, as I stood beside my two brothers and older sisters
while mum and dad stood at the background.
tears starts dripping down as I look at our faces, we were so happy that our happiness was captured in a moment
it all seems like anything is possible
133 · Jan 2020
Crush
tina kimi Jan 2020
I am still lost
if you could not
see me.
133 · Mar 2020
Lullaby
tina kimi Mar 2020
"mucha bela chacha
kare uhlo uhlo
moko mae meka
vaka tepe mae suragha ni hoi"

"sleep my child
do not cry
or else the
white man ship
will come and take you"
#lullaby songs in my native tongue.. I sing it to my kids as well. kind of strange
132 · Jan 2020
could eat a horse
tina kimi Jan 2020
head throbbing
eyeballs drowsy
no salvias  
superhuman scents
stomach rumbles
I can win this
one more hour
tina kimi Mar 2020
is it in human nature
or is it a social norm
to be soo afraid of the truth
that we accept the silver
linings of the authority
132 · May 2020
Untitled
tina kimi May 2020
if I have the chance to write
a letter to my younger self
i know i have so much
to write, mistakes that I've made
and roads i should never have walked

but i will just leave this small note
"you will be just fine"
129 · Apr 2020
If - By Rudyard Kipling
tina kimi Apr 2020
If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too:
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim,
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same:.
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build'em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings,
And never breathe a word about your loss:
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much:
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!
128 · Oct 2020
Torn
tina kimi Oct 2020
my enemy never hurts me
as much as you do
and you are supposed to be my
hero
128 · Dec 2020
Keepin it at check
tina kimi Dec 2020
my thoughts I share
whether the world cares
I do not care
this me tryin not
to be insane
128 · May 2020
lover
tina kimi May 2020
I dreamt of you last night
my forbidden fruit

it was so perfect that
I woke up smiling
127 · Jan 2020
Catching up with Life
tina kimi Jan 2020
double trouble
             when you see in double
                                                    the bills
#RIP my credits
126 · Apr 2020
Work
tina kimi Apr 2020
waking up with the same
monotonous life
walking to work on the
same pathway

hearing the same tippy tap rhythm
of the keyboards over and over
the whirring and whooshing of the
printer which never stops

And talking civil all day while hoping for when
will the building will be on fire
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