Losing a lover is a bullet to the heart
Losing a friend causes many tear drops
Losing a fight can be a painful lesson
while others say its a painful blessing
Losing everything can be a concern
but losing your soul is unending burn

Love is blind
Love is pain
Love is intensely
Both beautiful and strange

Magical spirits of the night
Take me to the raising light
Where no human has a sight
And all things glow bright

Look up to the sky
And close your eyes

Bring your feet together
In the snowing weather

Hold the gold dust tight
As it lights up bright

Blow it into the wind
And make a wish

If a fish can’t fly in the sky
And a bird can’t swim in the sea
Then how can I expect to be something
That is simply just not me

Words of wisdom were once said to me
“Mind your own business”

Might seem a bit tacky
Might sound a bit rude

But inner peace is only found
When you focus on your own world.

Motivation isn’t to do
It is to think about doing
Just like strength isn’t to speak
But it is to be silent

Open endings in movies are always amusing
Some people decide that it’s a happy ending
The guy gets the girl
They save the world
They are still alive
They still thrive

While others decide it’s more of a dramatic ending
The guy doesn’t get the girl
Sacrifices are made to save the world
This person is dead
And the story comes to an end

Maybe our endings just reflect what we expect for ourselves?

Music through my veins bleed
Spreading the crimson beat

As my mind lights deep
And my soul starts to breath

Melodies start to rest free
From my head to my feet

Musical sheets my heart can read
Sorrow, intense, yet sweet

Words of long devoted passion I hear
Years of uprising and downfalls I feel

All is quite, all is sealed
As music through my veins bleed

I know your out there
Somewhere wondering around
Chatting with your friends
Or maybe sleeping in
I don’t know you yet
Your likes and turn offs
The personality traits you hold on
But I already miss you
I wanna hold you in my arms
Although I have never met you

Not everything is ok
Not even close to ok
I didn’t get the thing I wanted the most
And that makes me feel unk
That makes me feel heartbroken and crushed
And a little bit tired
I really wanted this
But it didn’t happen
And what’s worse
Is that I can’t imagine my life without this thing
And that is not ok
But yet deep inside of me
I have a little just a little faith
Ik that god is watching
And he knows that for me it’s not ok
But it will be ok
In fact it is ok right now
At this very second
Bc this thing was not ok for me
Nor I was ok for it
And so god knows
What is ok and what is not
And hence thinking about that
Just the fact that god
Sees, listens, and knows
What is ok for me
And has already written
What is meant to be ok to me
Makes me feel ok

Saying a simple word
Can change a persons world

Wither it is for the good or bad
Wither it makes him happy or sad

With one simple word
You can either feel cozy or burn

Sometimes I am on the verge
On the verge to cry
On the verge to break
On the verge to die
For all I really want
Is someone by my side

As darkness strikes the night
And Lanterns light up the sky

An owl flies like a kite
Through the wind cry

Brown and white wings
And sharp crystal eyes

Standing on the tree twigs
As mountains rise

Small feathers fall
As the moon so bright

An owl calls
For shadows in sight

The sun sets on a narrow plane
Hugging the clouds covering the seas
A picture that god paints
Making all hearts rest to peace

One person’s sadness
Is another person’s happiness

One person’s want
Is another person’s need

One person’s reality
Is another person’s dream

Picture the brightest light
Reflecting the crescent moon
Under the gleaming night
Hearing the sweet calm tunes
Holding the stars very tight
And making the haze swoon

I notice people connect with simple poems
Like the simplest of feelings expressed in poems

Not the complicated vocabulary type of poems
Or the overly tragic/happy poems

Just the simplest words written in poems
Are the most memorable type of poems

I lost myself
Pondering in my thoughts
What it is
And what’s not

It’s like a race against time
“Should I quit the fight?”
“Or should I hold tight?”

clouds fill up my head
time for reality to end
time for me to dance with my lover
time for me to isolate what bothers
time for me to be the star
time for me to get far
time for me to make mountains move
time for me to cure mental wounds
time for me to navigate into my fantasy
time for me to live in my own reality

Your idea of life
Will be reflected on your journey
No one has an easy path
But some carry on head high
While others cry at the beginning line
So think positively
No negative possibility
Feed your faith
It is not late
For what is meant for you shall come
In the right time, state, and place

Do I have regrets?
It always starts with a yes
And ends with a no
For the things I wish have happened
We’re not meant to be
And the things I wished to never
We’re absolutely crucial
To form, grow, and stand
The beautiful person I am

Some men are cruel
Some men are mad

Some men are fools
Some men are bad

Some men are kind
Some men are wrong

Some men are blind
Some men are strong

Some men are cold
Some men are grateful

Some men are gold
Some men are unfaithful

Some men are insecure
Some men are lovely

Some men are mature
Some men are bubbly

Some men might have a heart of ash
But not all men are a piece of trash

They say the eyes are the window to a persons soul
So why am I misjudged for a dark one
If they can truly see what’s my soul
They would not spit and run
For what’s inside is gold

Star flower shine so bright
Star flower light up the night

Star flower next to the moon
Star flower grow and bloom

Star flower warm to the heart
Star flower with colors of art

Star flower sings with love
Star flower raise up above

The drops of rain
Covering the streets
The smell of coffee
Warming the air
The slowing of thoughts
Bringing the peace
The sound of the car engine
Lurking in your chair
The shades of dark blue
Settle with ease
The emptiness of noise
Which is so rare
The state of happiness
That I can’t leave

We are strangers
Not knowing who we are

But I would love to meet you someday
And travel every near and far

I would like to think you’re out there
Gazing at the crystal light star

Wondering who I am
The girl you thought of for so long

Silence is not a sign of weakness
Yet it is a subtle art
Words can save your temper
But silence will save your soul

Patience is always the key
It is what we need to receive
It is to get what’s meant to be
Not through rush
But by patience and trust

I am no philosopher
I have never fallen in love
However if I do have to define it
I would say a mother’s first look at her child
A father’s tired smile
A friend who is your armor
And a lover’s respect towards their partner

This universe has a billion stars
In our lives we see a billion stars
Each of them close together
You wish you would look at them forever
However there is one moon in the sky
All alone as the birds fly
This universe only has one moon
In our lives we see only one moon
I wish I would be the moon in your life

A candy corner filled with treats
All eating and all laughing
As I came closer in delight
Of all the sweets I can get
An old woman reached down
To get the box of treats she fed
But came back up as a witch
With grey strikes on her hair
A gloomy wrinkly face
And darkness cursed in the air
She took what was in her hand
And instantly she stabbed
As I woke up with my hip in pain
This nightmare has left me faint

Am I the only one who sees the truth in people?
Am I the only one who knows ok is not
or a fake soul is easy to spot
Am I the only one who can accept reality?
Am I the only one who knows what is a true friend
and not just an ignorant who goes with the trend
Am I the only one who knows what is right or wrong?
Am I the only one who values my morals
and listen to the peaceful chorals  
Am I the only one who is truthful?
Am I the only one who is an open book
But yet I am still misunderstood
We keep on asking ourselves if I am the only one
When in reality we are non

The pen wrote this
Not me
The pen wrote this
So free
The pen wrote
What I couldn’t see

The more I look into your eyes
The crazier I get
Realizing I will never
Be the person to fit
All these dreams and fantasies
You have already set
What should I do
Knowing your the person I will never get

These days are over
These days are gone
When you made me feel like I was the one
These days are over
These days are done
When one touch made me feel numb
These days are over
These days are torn apart
When your smile stole my heart
These days are over
These days are dark
When your eyes were a piece of art
These days are over
These days are lost
When our footsteps and love crossed
It was wonderful until we paid the cost

“Knock!knock!” the sound came
The door opened very slowly

“Hi heart how is your pain?”
“Worst..” he replied coldly

The room was pitch black
As the empty hallow filled

“Well don’t be so sad”
“You just need to be held”

There were cracks in the ceiling
And dust that filled the chimney

“I know it’s hard to let go of the feeling”
“But then you will heal quickly ”

The heart started to shake
“But what if there was still hope!”

“Heart, you need to let go for your own sake”
“You need to move on and cope”

A moment of silence went by
I knew heart was doubting

I then sat and let out a sigh
“if it is written for you, it will come for you, even if the mountains were shouting and the world was drowning”

“you think so..” the heart said
As the lights started to begin

“I know so” I nodded my head
And that’s when the heart lived again

Life is hard
It has never been easy
But the greater the hardship
The greater the reward
If the door closes
The gates will open
If the rain sheds
The flowers will bloom
And we are just like the sun
It goes down and comes right back up

I love the way you lie
It’s just like an onion
Delicious but makes you cry

In a silent night
And wind moving in peace
A glimpse of a girl’s shadow
Rises on the streets
With her sparkling wand
And mystical cat
She flies across the town
Wearing her pointy hat
Collecting star dust and plants
Mixing herbs and casting spells
Looking at the crystals
For whom needs help
Interpreting lucid dreams
And Talking to sprits
In her magical breathless sanctuary
Writing her spells like lyrics
She drinks some tea
And then goes to sleep

Why is it back??
That feeling of despair
I thought it was gone
Disappeared into thin air

Stars aligned
Shining bright
Crystal snow
City glow
Slow pace
Beautiful face
Red roses
Looking flawless
Warm covers
Watching lovers
Butterflies tingle
Scents linger
Candles flicker
This can’t get better

Love is this
Love is that
But in reality
Love is never this
Love is never that
Love can be anything
You think is “this” or “that”

we will live till the end
we will never understand what is meant
some people don't have the chance to live
and for this time is a gift
every second you spent
wither it is something you sent
or something you wish to prevent
at the end
we sit there wondering where time went

That toxic blood needs to stop
Flowing into my mind and heart

That poison running through my veins
Locking all of my senses in chains

The wildest thoughts rushing in my brain
Making my body twist and shiver in pain

That toxic blood needs to die
So my mind and heart can survive

It started in the summer
The day things changed
The unlocking of a heart
To a thing that was unmeant
The rush of tears and ache
Along all the sleepless nights
Wondering what went wrong

Speaking is a sign of weakness
Silence is a sign of weakness

Running is a sign of weakness
Staying is a sign of weakness

Love is a sign of weakness
Hate is a sign of weakness

Quitting is a sign of weakness
Pursuing is a sign of weakness

People will always try to define you as weak
Whenever they want, whenever they seek

So do what feels right and fine
And ignore their “signs”