Everyday I'm losing faith
What is what was begins to ache
The emptiness from past mistakes
Afraid to own myself these days
I lost it all it's you I crave
That taste that smell
Your loving traits
Your hug of warmth distance away
Your touch of love release restraint
If touched my world begins to cave
In within it's not to late
To make a life worth living straight

The passion that beats deep within this kids being
The need for a love he's never physically pleased with
Searching for a purpose an outlet to release
The insecurities that thread the seems of his existence
The lack of confidence that speaks on his body language of resistance

I thought I had all the answers
I thought I knew the way
Thought I was something special
Lost in a blinded haze
Now I'm waking up
Not sure what to do
My poetic passion I pursued
Is drowning with no love or a muse
A boy lost from the truth  misdirected construed frustrated abused
By his tormenting brain of a ruin
A battlefield has uprooted
Tossing and turning in his sleep
He hasn't seen her in his dreams
Feels like his purpose has no means

Old souls are wise
They've made tons of mistakes
Time after time
The same ones
On and On
Around and Around
Dont learn too quick
Still young
Possibly a
High school for
Souls and Spirits
To learn Gain wisdom
Move up  Carry On
Sliding by
This rides the one and only
Finish line pay off debt
Balance karma
Give more then you take