through the bars of love
she longed, a caress in stars
sunrise, acquittal

We have been hurt
disappointed
insensitive words
... let it go

take a deep breath
... exhale
feel what I feel
give me... all of what you feel

In the morning light

Happy birds sing their duets

The owl sleeps and dream



A willow tree weeps for rain

The thirsty brown leaves frowning



A thunderous storm

Soaking up the desert sand

Frogs leaping in ponds

I awake in the early hours

birds singing

enjoying their feast

my hands exploring your body


Naked flesh on my fingertips

perfectly dreaming

about your touch

ever abandoned


Sleepy slumber dreaming of you

in loving embrace

interrupted dreams

with morning brew


These are the moments

I look forward to

Until the day you search for

my naked body on your fingertips

Deep tranquil aromas
steamy mirrors
warm liquid all around
my senses come alive

fantasies of your touch
in places I soak
in this luxury
reflect

I lay back
and feel
knowing
You are right here, always!

Floating on the wind of change
traveling through
all the seasons of the world,
it brings me back to you

A darkness I have known for so long
I sit here and know
that I will never feel again
never love again

I feel everything
I feel nothing
without you
... I am numb

The sun seem brighter

The icy winter

A little warmer

Our hearts, a little lighter

It's been incredibly

Difficult to allow

Any beauty in ...

It's time for me to exhale ...

I'm breathing you in

... One moment at a time

Inhale with me

The smell of blossoms

Float with me

On this beautiful

Cloud of hope,

Perhaps, even love.

I love you
from the top of my head
to ...
the tip of my toes ...

je t'aime

Because of you,

I laugh a little more

because of you

I dare to dream again!



I am thankful

for this miracle of you



We share

We care

We dare



...to dream again!

Connected vibes
our souls dancing
our hearts paused
our lips locked

Forever is what we
dream about
Forever
oh, forever... my love

Spinning out of control
all day, baby
from dusk to
a beautiful sunset... my love

Somewhere between
the wind and
the rain
we missed the
beautiful rainbow

You are always here
keeping me warm through the night
while I pray for morn'

My lips sealed
Crying into my pillow
Eyes wide open
Into the silence of the night
An echo in the distance, faintly heard

I remain...still
My heart shattered
Aching heart
Bruises that won't heal
Finality...Finally

I woke up this morning

with the sun in my view

birds singing a happy greeting

flowers smiling as I tickle their petals with drizzly drops


But my heart is heavy

my tears are flowing

another day

colorful accessories covering my grey memories of you


Driving, as I do every morning

coffee at the office and the usual

small talk

back in my space, alone behind a closed door to the world outside,


allowing my emotions to flow

onto this page

it is the only way

I would cope through this day, my tears frozen, for now

You mean the world to me... remember that,

and keep my words

safely tucked into your

beautiful heart

                          ... forever

I never talk to strangers
it scares me to get close to the unknown
but, then I remember
how we met ...

Afternoon naps
Blossoms in Spring
Cuddles on the couch
Drives into the countryside (I’ll navigate)
Exploring your body
Forgiving you for being silly
Giving you a love note
Having you by my side
Impressing you with my salsa dance (yeah)
Just holding you
Kissing in the rain (let’s get wet)
Loving you
Morning kisses
Needing more kisses
Oh, you are amazing, AF
Picnics in the park
Q & A’s
Reading poetry together
Sushi platter for two
Tickling your feet
Unlimited conversations with you
Van Gogh paintings
Walking hand in hand
****** midnights with you
Yes, kiss me
Zzzzzzzz’s… sweet dreams my love

I have to forget
I have to let go
but your touch
lingers...into the night

My 3am thoughts
In your arms
Your hands searching
Caressing my body

I have to forget
I have to let go
But your touch
...I miss

Desperate kisses
Demanding all of me
I have to let go
but I miss... your touch

Fading memories

my soul concealing

hurt from my

aching heart



I am soaring

with majestic

angels on a bright red

persian dream



In a dream

where you never leave

In a dream

where you are still holding me



Tranquil sounds...

with every key

it moves me

further away from you



Paralyzed with fear

of forgetting your beautiful face

I know I will always

feel your love

It is late and all is silent
The summer night has closed in...
A solitary whiskey to ruminate
on the world... I love you.

Three simple words that encompass
the universe and all its beautiful mysteries.

I love you,
Your soul is with mine, as you sleep,
Like strange incense, they wisp and play.

Our souls know more than
they will reveal...

I love you
The only certainty, my only truth
I love you

A collage of
colorful memories
turns to
tearful cheeks

You are my dusk till dawn
to you I am drawn
Your voice plays like an orchestra
I dance to the tone
Of never being alone

You say I love you baby
oh, but I love you too

This is our love
This is ours to keep....

Your eyes
I see your trust
broken and shattered
I know you are hurting

Sad sad eyes
I cry with you
under the moonlight
the brightest stars

Your troubled tears
let me wipe them
A third eye kiss
passion on your dry lips

Rain pouring
no colorful rainbows
baby, let me
hold you through this hurt

Give me your
hand...
running into
the night... passionately

Share all the love
within your soul.
one day,
it will find
its way
into your broken heart
... and stay.

The parts you won't

or can't show to anyone...

I see your scars

I see you


and it's ridiculously

precious  and beautiful

that you trust me

I see you

The stars fading now
The moon a dull light
The breeze, icy cold
Time frozen on this darkest night

I smile at the faded
once colorful polaroid
while my tears
splash on my cheeks

Your arms holding me,
The memory keeps
me safe,
for tonight

Midnight laughter
turned to tears
into my pillow
a lonely body, once held

My soul weeps
begging to rest
while my aching heart
confesses to the Gods,

In my slumber...
running in the morning sun,
beautiful butterflies
dancing on petals yellow and pink

A light drizzle
a symphony,
designed for lovers
embracing into a dance

Birds chirping their morning greetings
I wake to a new, bright sunny day
and smile at the beauty around me
turning the pages of a forgotten, dark night...

The day you said
your final teary goodbye
My tears won't dry
Take my beautiful memories with you

Scattered reminders
All around me
My tears won't dry
Take my beautiful memories with you

Empty bottles
Lonely sunsets
my tears won't dry
Take my beautiful memories with you

Standing at your final
Resting place
Weeping weeping weeping
You are gone...Forever, my love!

Years ago
...Until now
Hurtful words
In between

The day we met
you...
dressed in all blue
I should have known

Blue
A window to your soul
Loss and pain
Unexpected bond

My mouthy thoughts
Many nights of anger
Your frustration
yet, forgiven for it all

I think of you daily
and in the darkest night
Beautiful sunny skies
Magnificent hues at dawn

I pray
I wish
I dream
I believe

Years ago
...Until now
I vow
to hold you close forever

The night's silence
chirping birds not yet in slumber
reminding me,
I am not alone.

Painfully remembering
Your loving embrace
my heart aches
Once again,

Tell me all the
things you will
never say
out loud

Whisper your secrets
into the deepest
part of my soul
I'll keep them safe

Unspoken chemistry
Infinite attention
Unconditional trust
from my soul to yours

My voice of love, speaks
waiting for your soul, seeking
find me under, stars

Petals dry and withered
The once pastel blush, now pale
Given up your thirst for rain
... you fall
Petal after
Once, beautiful petal

A feeling
A spark
A fire
Blazing in the dark

Screaming your name
In the lonely midnight hour
Nothing will ever be the same
Our souls searching in vain

As the day bleeds
Into night
I lose sight
Of all my needs

Small steps
Towards what
I needed
To hear

Leaps towards
What I
Wanted to
Feel again

But it
Was the
One step
Backwards, quickly

That saved
Me from
Being hurt
Once again

my morning dew
dandelions wishing
sunflowers smiling
raindrops dancing

All of you
All of me

a beautiful symphony
the most beautiful sounds
the prettiest rainbow
colours...bright lights

dancing to our heartbeats
one step at a time
sliding across
only us

Forever dancing
Forever in love

Breathing on your skin
your body my canvas
with every brush of
my rosy lips,
the sound of
my voice,
a melody of my
... love
a never ending
... passion
for you ...

For a decade or so
I believed that love
wasn't meant for me,
My heart denied any love

I stopped looking
The crushing breathless
scattered emotions
suffocated my will

Determined, I lived
in absolute solace
dreaded the dawn
longing for the moon

Fate, oh FATE

A rollercoaster ride
emotions drowning
My soul
My heart

Fate, oh FATE

On a day when love
and disbelief carried my
fragile heart
I looked into your eyes

An extraordinary moment
Our hearts felt every heartbeat
in our chests
and my soul danced

        ...to a glorious twist of fate

Your soul

I have known you, for so long, yet we explore a little more
Each day

I know
Without a doubt
That my soul
Needed... only yours

My heart aching

my mind racing

I know you need me

you can't see me


I am here

every step of the way

you are not alone

I hold your hand


you will never walk alone

I don't care how

but you will know

you will feel me...

...right here

In my lonely hour,
my heart aches for
your touch
your soft whispers

My soul
consoling my broken heart
with memories of
your butterfly kisses

when morning comes
I am lovingly reminded
there is beauty and comfort
in a new day

Dance, dance, dance,
like everyone's watching...

I carried you
for 9 months
In the safe confines
of my body

I sang to you
I played the classics for you
I read poetry
It was utter excitement

The waiting was torturous
could not wait to see
Your precious face
and touch your little toes

The day, finally arrived
pain, indescribable
Joyous tears
I was to be a new mommy

But here I sit today
remembering...
you didn't cry
But died

I held your lifeless body
my hands shaking
my heart shattered
you were gone

All these years later
On this day
I still remember
Your birthday

I celebrate your soul
for I know
God had better plans
The answers I may never know...

All I know
On this day, 22years later
I still remember how
Time stopped... briefly

R.I.P my little boy, always in my heart.

I look up at the night sky
I see you between the stars
The half moon smiling
as I close my window

Draw the curtains
another night, another wish
I fall into a deep slumber
forgotten memories
revealed in my dreams

When your kisses were still
warm against my cheek
When I could still feel
your breath against my neck

At dawn I am reminded
that you will only
continue...
to live
... only in my dreams

I have gathered
All the pieces
Our every moment
Memories I hold onto

The long walks
With sand between our toes
When it started raining, instead of
Running we kissed and got soaked

The way you said my name
Oh, how I miss that sound
Lazy sunday mornings, coffee
In bed moments

Oh, and the laughter
The purest love
Unconditionally
... just for me

I miss the
"On my way, see you soon" texts
Or the "I love you baby" as you
Left for the day

All these pieces
Fit together
In my puzzle to remind myself
I was once loved, unconditionally

Your memory remains
My most treasured

My heart

frozen in snow

the chill of winter

will remain on these lonely days


I remember

our first kiss

your lips

was made for mine


We use to lay

entwined for hours

forgetting that our hearts

was ever broken


Everyone tells me

to let you go

finally, be free

of missing your touch


But they don't know

how I miss you

how much I need you

even though I know, I should not


We have tried

so many times

perhaps,

we didn't give it our all

Waves washing away
The whispers from my soul
My heart breaking

Drowning all emotions
Wrapping my thoughts with a pretty bow
Willingly letting go
Of all of you

In my solace
I reflect
A glorious
New day

If this love is a fire

I will burn

I will walk

I will dance this fire dance



Eyes gazing

holding a

a river of emotions

we have been denied for an eternity



The blood burning in my veins

My emerald view, glowing

You look at me, and I know

I will risk my heart, once more

I picked up your
Broken pieces
Shattered, one by one

It was incredibly hard
To see you so helpless
Broken promises
Of the past

You didn't believe in love anymore
You didn't care about it at all
But you wanted to, for me that
Was half the battle won

Frustration
Anger
Hurt
Misery

You felt them all deeply!

All you felt, all you became
I embraced completely
With every beat of my heart
Every bit of my soul

I loved your beautiful
Broken pieces
Nurtured them
Still love them, as you silently dream

And watch my broken pieces
From up above
You are with me
As my night turns to day

I have loved you for years
but our love has been a rollercoaster ride
a battlefield of our souls fighting
our hearts breaking over and over

We both prefer our solace
it hurts less
than for us to be together and
fighting over a love that will remain
                                                              ... a battlefield