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ill either see you never
or forever

edit: i hope i never see you

Feb 2023 · 821

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not wanting to die
is good enough

Feb 2023 · 662

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i dont have words
i only have pain

Feb 2023 · 81

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the only hard part
is not knowing how

Jan 2023 · 104

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why is the air
choking my neck

Jan 2023 · 74

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what instances do i take things personally
and then ill know all the other times i wont

Jan 2023 · 373

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exactly when i need to think straight
my mind gets clogged

Jan 2023 · 123

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there is no autocheck
on my beliefs

Jan 2023 · 89

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you cant force me
you can manipulate me

Jan 2023 · 65

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for now ill pray to G-d
for always ill keep wondering

Jan 2023 · 242

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the stories i make up in my head
the story of my life

Jan 2023 · 308

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if you fooled me
dont blame me

Jan 2023 · 362

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i dont get it

Dec 2022 · 469

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i want to play by the rules
but i do not know them

Dec 2022 · 128

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living is
overrated

Dec 2022 · 391

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every long day
adds up to a pixel

Nov 2022 · 85

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she told me she thought i did a good job
and my brain called her a liar

Nov 2022 · 197

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oh just please G-d be more clear
on how exactly you need me to dance

Nov 2022 · 153

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my brain
is toxic

Nov 2022 · 125

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im desprate
im taking a gamble on G-d

Oct 2022 · 85

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let me at least revel
in the moments i dont wish to die

Oct 2022 · 96

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the sun is shining through the window
and inside the weight of black thickness

Oct 2022 · 140

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sometimes my bad days
are many rounds around the clock

Oct 2022 · 149

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yes fear will stop me because
im terrified of feeling like i want to die

Sep 2022 · 83

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they say life is like a roller coaster
but i hate this amusement park

Sep 2022 · 93

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my life is a relentless series of
a boulder on my chest on and off

Sep 2022 · 85

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when is it intuition
and when is it fear

Aug 2022 · 247

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pushed onto the tightrope of life
continuously plummeting into pain

Aug 2022 · 162

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I don’t care for the rat race
and if HE exists, HE doesn’t play either way

Aug 2022 · 149

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G-d if i knew for sure
you’d be the center for sure

Aug 2022 · 101

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its either all over eventually or
there was meaning all along

Aug 2022 · 101

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either G-d or life
is a hoax

Aug 2022 · 88

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i don’t trust my reasoning
it’s not reliable

Aug 2022 · 101

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G-d you better have good explanations
when i get up there

Aug 2022 · 101

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why do I always also get a headache
during emotional turmoil

Aug 2022 · 87

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just tell me ill eventually
have clarity on existence

Aug 2022 · 64

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when is this over please
(embodiment)

Aug 2022 · 63

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im confused about existence
and everyone’s just going about it

Aug 2022 · 63

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if G-d doesn’t exist
there is no point to my pain

Aug 2022 · 80

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G-d if you exist
how’d you come about

Aug 2022 · 280

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oh just please G-d
tell me exactly how to dance

Jun 2022 · 163

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i’m drowning in the ocean
with boulders on my chest

Jun 2022 · 240

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some of you don’t wake up
with a walnut lodged in your throat

Jun 2022 · 112

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and how can you know true love
when true love faded in the past

Jun 2022 · 473

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thank you for also being sad

Jun 2022 · 112

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when a headache is the least painful thing
i’ve felt today

Jun 2022 · 220

helpless debilitation

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helpless debilitation

when you turn to G-d
and don’t feel Him with you

May 2022 · 201

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Unable to brush my teeth
bec throwing up from stress

May 2022 · 92

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all this discomfort
and no relief

May 2022 · 93

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and now even sleep
has no rest