there are no words, only feelings that cannot truely be shown
no one knows exactly how she feels, it makes her feel so
Alone
no one is there, no one is around
her heart is filled with something that has her
Confused
she has never felt this before
it Hurts
it makes her feel so
Sad so Sick
it brings tears to her eyes
it steals the energy from her body
to fuel its ever growing
Pain
it will not go away, no matter how hard she tries, tries to
Forget
yet it always finds a way to bring itself to the front of her mind
nagging her until she can take it no longer
she gives in, gives in to its unstoppable persistance
it drives her mad
it is always there, it never leaves her alone this feeling
it is as if its only objective is to break her down
tear down her will until it is absolutely nothing
until all that is left is a
Scared
Hurt
little girl alone, and afraid of the monsters lurking in the darkness
waiting, waiting for her to return to them
return to their grasps, for the little girl had left many years ago
yet they knew one day that she would come back to their lair
for the feeling growing in her heart was no match for the girl
they would go on playing their games
passing her back and forth, and she lets them
she waits until one day when their fun is over
and they are through
thoughts of freedon are the only things that keep her going
for without them she would be consumed
consumed by pain, and fear
she knows, knows that there are fields of daisy flowers
waiting for her to come to them
for one day she will be free

shed a tear, scream out loud
never forget the day
you walked right in
and walked back out
leaving a trail of pain
all it took, all i needed
was to see you everyday
it was to much you could not take it
my love was never enough
you wanted what i could not give
but you stole it anyway
my innocence will never stray
your monster mind will not decay
you left your mark
i will always know
i cannot forget
the impact you have made on me
you took your toll on my life
i will never be the same
i let you in
you showed me how
you stole my heart
but yet you wanted what
i would not give
all it took to say goodbye
was one look out the door
i watched you leave
because all i said was no

the beat of a drum
the strum of a guitar
the voice of an artist
my heart beats with the rhythm of the song
my blood rushes through my veins
making me feel so alive
my eyes are closed as my heart soars
the sound of a song
the motion of my body
feeling everything
yet nothing
complete bliss
the words swirl around me
engulfing me
filling me with something unimaginable
feeling as if everything were okay
for just one moment its only
me & the drum

i stand in a twisted sea
my face stings as the waves slap against me
they pull at my limbs, trying to tear me apart
i try to get away, swimming as fast as i can
but the waves pull me further into the storm
the waves seem to grow stronger as my fear increases
i start to loose hope
the waves are going to win
i let them pull at me, willingly let them take me under
the water burns as it goes down my throat, and into my screaming lungs
my brain starts to go into a frenzy
sending signals to my drowning body
suddenly my arms feel as if they are flying
my legs feel a strength they have never felt before
i am going to make it
i am going to win
finally my head breaks through the surface
i take in deep breaths trying to calm the burning sensation in my chest
in the distance i spot an island
i feel a renewed hope
the waves start to die down, as i swim towards the shore
the heat caresses my body as the sand takes my shape
i will never leave this place
for once i feel safe