In my dream I visit her everyday
She is the closest to my heart than in reality
She is my all as I am nothing to her
For I throw a tear for her once but she chuckles over my laments for her

Should I wait soon for her mind to change or have a mind change to have another
Hey tomorrow is Hope coming my way or least I go hunt for new luck

My heart is slain with a focused mind
I can never have it all though I have myself

Fancy they wish for
Moments i pray for
As they lay high flying with the birds
I hope i hold your hands by the palm and walk with you
As they carry bags and trollies i carry smiles and laughter on our voyage

I know money is necessary but cant be everything

We got God and we got we
We got music and sounds of nature
We got rain and kisses of the sun
And soon we get a copy of us

For if the wind blows us in the same direction in a union of the roots and soil
They ground shall be I to catch you the leaf off the tree

Once I was deeply drown into her
Fully to the teeth
I was armed to love her

My heart was fully hers fully attracted like a magnet
Tho she shied away from our commitment
A rat was smelling all around her

For what I knew or not I tamed my mind to finding the hurting truth as false says

I drew closer as she drew further
My eyes dried from tears I didn’t cry
For she saved me from a fall that would have broken my bones

My life saddened by her actions but acquired life time lessons
I clinched to hope that I would win her over a battle I won through losing her

But then tomorrow I smiled better cause my emptiness was filled with moments of time

The one you are is enough, clearly over and above
you are the one  a master piece the rest look to for copy
To you I can’t look away twice never
I can only shy away to say if I had one chance to speak with you I would pray you to be mine ,
even if only the heavens celebrate us
God will be pleased with my choice
you are blessing and I wish to be blessed

lets offend the clouds so you can rain on me
lets obey the sun so you can burn me with your hotness
my heart was molded from your smile
brightening every breathe with chuckles

cant wait for morrow when i have you today
for with you is spring and you away is winter
your vibes are streams of flowing waters a sip for lifetime glory

reminisce with me
out of my addiction for you
you are the drug that drained me and one that healed me

i never defend what i have done
for it speaks loudest
it could have been a shortcoming more worthy than a praise
i simply stand in amidst my fears to find the courage to step through it
yes i do mistakes, but i aint a failure nor a coward

I became a whisperer soon as she tamed me
Like a little pet i was to her
I grew feathers rather than fur with a mind blowing marginary focus
The days were shorter 24hours for each timed i winked in her presence was a dozen of days
Weeks were a mere meditation of a moment for i had befallen what i never saw coming
And so i turned into my own victim overthrown by my desire
She always said none to me but found myself bumbling to give her maze

Take me bites and cuddles i am not for a ride
I have lived today a tomorrow many have dreamt to live
My arms together have tangled
And blessings have overflown to harvest the least of where i sawed

If non knows not my story they shall die as wonderers
My sweat tastes like whisky for i have dreamt in day light and sipped overnight
I am the deemest light in the tunnel, a sight of eternity

My heart is on a rampant run far from the catch of what it’s feel sought
Perhaps the glorious feel was a dream bigger than a glimpse of seekers

ven a mi mi querido amor, my crush to her amid my shiver.
Savest her cologne the realest woods thundered in bouquets in bits of taste in fragrances.

Mayhem, in my aluta for her. My spokenlessness amid tenderly desires
Wide affirm she glitters with smiles
Far wide I shrink of worries
What could I have missed if delay my way to find thee fairly lady
Set off my targarine saliva what tastes worse than being a coward tho what sounds best when you stand over the Calvary and her intertwined over you
And so her eyes over her hands she spots on to him to be lucky your lucky guess
Be it me or tales of another the diamond in her forever shines
#herdsmanofprogress

yes i dream only things visible
not a dreamer without action
see them captured men in thought
their future lays in the past

hallowed be in faith
a manifestation of hope to acts
the surrender of affirmation to make meaning of life
a tomorrow beautiful with scars of progress
rewind to celebrate the Graces braced to you

so now i baptise you sunshine (mine)
To lighten my dark days and brighten my night
Like the french whisper it soleil
The sun that cant be buried for it carriee the future
If the moon should sleep the sun shall rise and if the rain wets me the sun shall dry me up

Life is beautiful when you make it , its colored by many congratulations and gives you a chest high

You have to make it at all costs, over the hills and valleys your flag must be at the top.
Dont wait for success to come to you, go for it.
First you learn then you will win and life will be beautiful as you smile over your scars.
#herdsmanofprogress ~ TBM

Where is my tomorrow
It is my forever and it’s not yet here
My heart skips each time I know we are to meet
Yesterday said it will be today but didn’t see you yet
Today said I wait till dawn
My patience is drying out

Hey tomorrow did you forget we had to meet for a betterment or do you need transport to make it here
I am told you are pregnant for me with babies of joy, peace, love, wealth and abundance of goodness
Did the winter rains delay you or the summer scorch burnt you

I still won’t give up wait on you for I have waited on you since I was a toddler
You are my Jeremiah 29:11 and so are you my psalms 23
Hope told me you’re the future to dry the tears of yesterday
I await to dine to a forever friendship

Life is way expensive
But least i can afford peace

We are all slaves to something
‘Especially fear’
Fear of being less than we are known for
Loosing people we are attached too, work
Fear of starting all over
That of uncertainties and insecurities
Fear of leaving a great status behind
Mostly the fear of death

But if costs your peace, think it over
Make a marginal steps
You were raised to beat the odds and find you for there is more about you that isn’t yet discovered
And there is always better on the other side of life
Take a leap of faith and hope in God
One step at a time …..there is more to life
#herdsmanofprogress

I am overly disappointed in myself
I am calm and empty like wind blowing through a bottle
I have alot to achieve but no time as age doubles
Doubting my ability is such a pain or should a man not know when to give up

I am tired and restless
Watching my planted trees with no fruits
They said the light is at end of the tunnel, its where i stand but darkness awaits
Where do i go
The broken limbs, the altered faces
Fasten away my worries for i ask where is my tomorrow

The champion in me collapsed long before
Though i still tall. My tall breaks to shortness
I am away from my normality
Dying slowly

They saw the good in me and plundered my innocence
All run away with a share of a friend only my leaves to dry
They took my kindness for blindness but my cautious stood out
I acted stupid seated on wisdom
And they flame camped on turned a blaze they lighteth their guilt

Who are you
They are the people
To enjoy on your behalf without an attempt to  make you better
Until the bottle is empty the drunkard never stops drinking

They keep coming back, my face keeps the smile as my heart holds the lessons
Karma is sleeping on a rail with an epistle of chuckles for life took him to the streets
Karma put an alarm and only forgot to wake

So then i run a lonely race winning the solo award
One man comes and draws an oversighted victory
With horns they laugh with me but my resilience has no room for hurt
For sweet is the taste of their thorns as my mind made peace with trending pretence
#herdsmanofprogress

The wife you dream of
the boss she is,
the selflessness in her
she is one number but out numbers all
we cant discuss her beauty its not for sale
And if she is to smile son of men will be left injured in glammer
She is plus everything good minus hurt
get enrolled to admire her over your dreams
For dreams are desires non living and she is a living heart

Where time revealeth the closest to you,
the rain of sunshine whispers through the wind.
By then time stops and the mind is set a blaze of thoughts all in impossibility.
To relate is one and to be one is another.
The pain of sweat each drop off your face.
To be innocent or proven guilty a query with unmeasured price- all for money all for peace all for justice all for all, when the cuffs drop is when the mind breathes and life reborn it’s the freedom from what holds us back

I saw the pain coming
As i was ready to feel it
For love had to be tried before all hope is lost

It almost felt real
And true i felt the goose bumps
I went right deep where i knew i could loose by brain to her
She had great reception even when she didnt have me for her wishes

Down her heart i swarm for it was an ocean to me as an Island
I went marathons for simple steps walked by her
I panted in hustle to cravings i could save for a lifetime
I stretched out buzzled to make her smile the price of the scars at my back

I am a hero for trying out my dreams
I am so lucky i tried and lived in the moment
I shall hurt joyfully
For what wasnt meant for me got a better piece of me

We were judged so early
They only met us at our worst and thought that was our best
We soared through trail and rose up proud
They sought their way back but our hearts had closed off
Now the tree they once wanted to cut gives them shade and fruits

My mother taught me how to always smile no matter the storm,
no tear is payment for what you go through.
So then smile and smile more

If you cant control the world dont try stopping it, only live , hope and pray

Day will come and so will night
And when you make it through, the Lord shall provide.
#herdsmanofprogress

Pour out into the pieces

The ground ***** my drips

Melt the pieces off the thirsty throat, a cader of tough swallow

If i willow the below the sighs fade in silence #herdsman

My love is priced
Overly and above
I fell for it with possibilities now i cant afford it

Were there signs i didnt read
When she smiled and i tumbled
I must have fallen so hard
Never to get up

It has cost me friends and money that have no price
And i am cast out of my dream to love
And so i can go for less the dream at the price i can afford

Your dreams are waiting for you on the other side of hustle.

When you make it in life
You become a good example everywhere
Dont forget to make it!

Hey mom
It’s very different here without you
It’s difficult when you’re not here
I have everything besides you
Fake people, and money surround us but your words still sink in my heart

People got to do what they ought to do
To become who they got to be
And settle for what they got to have

Look at me yesterday so weak in the name of aggressive
Somedays couldnt afford a meal but i now peacefully skip
Taken by emotions over words said to me and now a ninja who sips to every spoken word
See how tears governed my eyes and now laughter seizes each moment
I ever thought of nuckles to solve them peoblems and now i gladly walk away
Being broke was the anthem yet now i run the budgets

I wonder if you would have liked me yesterday
And forget not,  today isnot stopping me for tomorrow awaits for me

When i am sober i think of love and affection
I want to marry
And make us new rules to love moon and back beyond the stars
Apples for cherries, kisses for hugs and wine over glassee
Drowning in you every minute every bit

But then i toss a bottle
I remember what love did to me
So i strike and run
Break the rules of love, wine in a cup and day walks
The marry idea over music sips, the aroma of food to **** any desire arising

Banzu careless cripper
Known to nullity as cares for no one
To drink is a daily Merry even to a sale of half price
The normal and phoebic have a slice to want Banzu believes can’t exhaust

Today it’s fried tomorrow roasted
Wines over spirit
Just a lost soul Banzu lives
What is tomorrow when I have today, I have my life to the brim my child will work for his own
Banzu get up the night fall so tight used by strangers and dumped before sunrise

Banzu knows of God but not one of church for Banzu disappointment in preachers cloated the mind and now left to the streets
The denial digging deeper in and foxes feasting without credit

Oh no
Banzu is lucky to get infected but only time can tell
The passion of drinking alcohol with a label to every bar
Banzu loves not to eat and so the immunity slags
Child watch not, I can’t tell what you’re to become
Banzu once on the call, twice and thrice in a stagger of sleep
What is left of me? Banzu the living dead

My naked watch of her as she seats bottom top of the glass
The taste of her beauty shines right down my throat

She dances in the blender and whines in the sieve
Marrying fruits to into a healthy sweetened soother
Her thickness bites to hunger with a sip of joy to satisfaction.
Can I have yours too my eyes speak
For my lips indebted to more vitalis

Sinobi my wanter
In her I am trippler
Over load and aboard
The serene enchantment averred

Hooks on beams
Ties of currency
Paid marathon of my racing head
Oh dubly double you
The weight of smile breaks my heart
Who saw the big boy cry for the luck of what he saw walk past him

My wanter wanted
The rose faded red to dark blue
Thick as a jelly
My swallow holds my gut
If she didn’t seek no doors could open
The affirmament in cross heads to bite a straw of reflection
A no go goner my fighter to the last drop

I have a Calvary of thoughts
As I fable with words in my mouth
I least not know when to say them
Water me up so I may cool
The journey has one route
Her say is a map to follow

Make I know what I got
A spaceship of joy and torment of absentia
What wonders I live to tell
Of munchies and a taste of long reserved grapes of wine served by a tower of her lips
Such a mountain to climb up in faith such a ***** in ride back in victory

Make I temper you
Sweet sensations of algorithm
The algebra of feelings
The dance of dolphins in a cocktail beauty
A sip of yes to no of yesterday
Power me in slices
I cough sighs of gold and myrrh
Your my winning score, the coin and charm and lux over my chariot
Down the pendulum I slumber captive of my morrow
herdsmanofprogress

Everyday got to Eat
Eating to Live
Live and Grow
Grow to study and get Experience
To get Money
Money to buy food to Eat
Eating to Live
Live to grow older
Older age with wisdom thus experience
More money in
Money to buy more things to Eat
Eat to live longer
To another tomorrow to repeat yesterday

Find me find luck
Where illusions float and messes flop
In me is joy despite sadness
With me is to live asides wishes
For many wishes **** the body before the soul
And now you're to choose heads over tails
To be blind or deaf over luck to achieve
The tomorrow comes that we await if we are ready to go by today

A bunch of dilemma
Over the worries i sought and not aware of which exact
At the fountain my rest is but my heart races backwards over moments
What could this joy have caused, tragedy
Burying the future for temporary pleasure
The voluntary dance in the den with the company of fake lions smile

It's the call I made to receive what i never desired
A fired riffle, a roasted soul, a crippled tomorrow
Dash out of wishes luck waved goodbye
Compelled to humility, butchered hopes
A fear factor revamped
If tears can't solve the puzzle, let the knees be a testimony

Once I was a bar man
who sold porridge
Money was the goal as skill drove in
The drink I sold I had no idea of making
Though my efforts as a tender gave taste to the drinkers

One for the road on the hot sip
Only the stomach testified to the burning
But who sells porridge in a whine glass
A places a straw right there
Yes I did

Test me once to serve you
Trust your buds to hold it up
See you lips running to the glass as your hands shake
Sweet in the mouth with a cling of bitterness
Say no more give me more

I wished to have you a thousand of the millions of time
Like a day dreamer you being my one and only
Scared to be your lover if loves fails I could not without your portion
The abssesion alive a future sorted

Remind me of yesterday the smiles we had still ring like bells of a cathedral
Stain me with your affiliation am sick of lullabies
And when we see no tomorrow yesterday was ours
And if then it matters our friendship is thinker than love they saw, tears intercepted and tales of storming mistletoe

What's a new year with your old habits
What's new when your mind is still evil
Where is the new when the heart is bleeding
Who is new when you can't let go of your past.

asides

If we cared about every day
No thing like special day would carry us away
So then life gets a pick to few we call surprises
New movement Vs new food
The pleased over the unbearable

A day ago I made you happy not enough for a day after
The ever joyful times
In counts of small and never tidious times
A clunter of moments to cling on
And a never bothered tomorrow

Mindset of a free mind
Arena of adventure
Destiny of discovery

Forgive me father for I have sinned
Like I did yesterday and have I done today
My weakness have brought me to you
In you mercy I kneel for pardon
Not worthy of nothing but begging for mercy

My spirits logs for you
Thee feet mislead me time and again
My heart to is a liar as it sugar coats pain and I fall again
Rise in me again father
For your holiness I log for as tire in this end of unknown voyage
Keep me to you than my enemies knowest of my moves

From mud I am
So ***** your creation I stand
Rather cleansed in the blood of the lamb
Forget me not my cries are to you alone

I am married and yet single
Carrying the mantle and symbolism of wedlock
Aching with the distance of love
For who is my partner when my other half is heavier than me
For my choice has outlived my manhood and stations me with guilt over my existence
My living is a pain to me and my household a prison i built
Who shall bear my agony

i am so wanted and very desired
But it's my pocket more desired, I carry it and Nash to fill it
They love it and brings joy to them
I ache with the distance of love
For my partner wants what is wanted at my expense
My full duty turned harrowing
My own prison I built
Who shall bear my agony

Can I speak of it
Oh man dies a soldier with no tear
Hoping over inevitable fate
My glory cries, my heaven hells
My own prison I built
Who shall bear my agony

Luck finds to favor
Desiderium
The Heights of purchase over less an edge
A sobbing class routes in glass in a glimpse of subtle
Peaches in rhymes and melodies
Concord in strike fuming over tendons of resilience
Come or my an affiliate to and rooted in and with greatness

Can I write you a rhythm
To remind you of your scandalous beauty
That have tamed many men falling for you like a magnet
The sweet that you are is the pain that they have
Their sobbing hearts want you alone will they fit in one heart of yours
Release them ***
Your fortune against their desire

Injured soldiers to just one general
A heart of she that bears the greatest of smiles
Those in denial of her live longer as her beauty is a beast claiming souls
For if am weak take me too, the paradise of feeling your blood flow
The moments you make life worthy
The second you are a dream come true

Slain by your wonders
Your hands breed temporary heaven
See the rise of men only to fall by your side
Their strength to find you, weakness of befalling with you
Hammn my hamming guts the same pain they are left with is my desire to reach and taste
Must I be a hero in this, if I must fail I too befall along side her
The glory claim.....ahem them the men rose as soon as they fell

Never sleep late it may be early
Never wake up early could be too soon
Eat in fear you may choke
Drink fast slow slows the enzymes may **** digestion
Walk like your running the mind may learn of the big dreams you're to achieve
Speak big and high so the small voice in you can die out

When it rains I become a fugitive
I remember the sense love made
As the cold strikes through my bones
My hairs stand and my veins shine out
My blood boils and I think of her

When it rains
My thoughts climb over me with sensations
A reminder to find a lover
It's like a spell of love over desire
As I am on the wall dressed with discount to whom shall I run for my blood to warm

The descence of mind yawns for cling and match, rather my mind ignores my temporary intentions
But when it rains not, I am normal and thoughtless
Covered in a champions garment until it rains and wither in shiver, bite my teeth and long for sheets of embrace

Die if you must
If you are to live
Learn your own survival
Wait for no bells
Nothing will change for your sake
time is for those that have it

Don't you say it's all hard some are simple
Being broke is free
Keeping money is harder
If you must not hustle
Wait for no bells
Nothing will change for your sake
Time is for those that have it

For if bed is good
Sleep whole day
If you succeeded no one will blame you
If you must fail its your option too
Claim your own thoughtful throne
If you wish not
Die if you must
Wait for no bells
Nothing will change for your sake
Time is for those that have

Down in the dungeon is where I am
Well known by many appreciated by few
But that doesn't matter

They made the promise
So they must fulfill their pledge
Is this how you can repay me
With soar wounds and weeks out of the sight of light
Will I see the betterness of life or face bitter living

They come and gather around me like I am a sacrifice to make
Though I lay down onto this cold ground my crime is not known to me
It was a good deal to them whilst my dreams of payment were shattered
What can I claim only my freedom
It's been days and my tears got exhausted and my way back to life lays on a line
Me holding knowledge of what kind they are threatens their living
At the end of the road in the middle of no where
Uncertainties crowned over my head
Sounds like I am gone soon anytime any moment

Karma catch me if you can
Blind you I laugh at ease
Fallen at your feet hundreds of moments
I see me shine brighter each time
Swallow your pride am all the way up

To the wicked eaten by suicide
Karma miss *****
With no lane to walk
Have your own ways rather than clown others living
Jealousy hugs you tight
For you sleep around other people's business
You nose addicted to what ain't yours to care
Balance your own failure

Life is that you
The usual suspect when things go wrong
So mean to many in robbing them
If only you could give so much joy like the way you assemble problems in people's households
For you breed more trouble than benefit

If we had a chance to chance you
You wouldn't survive mob justice
At your pledge you take and break regardless strong or weak as you have no record of hurt. You hurt one as many times as you love a game you have mastered
But see we know God who made you and we are brewing armies against you

So pathetic with no drop of kindness
Watching over every living with jealousy on each step they make
You can never wish them peace but pain alone
To heal with you
We born victors and our purpose is winning
Take pride in shame for when the chariot of glory picks us we shall leave you ahide