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Feb 2014 · 885
A Response Poem;
Cathyy Feb 2014
I'm not brilliant, I'm just winging it'
'Cause life is a song with black and white notes,
So I'll write you my song without singing it

I'm not beautiful,
though I'm flattered you think that,
And though the feeling could be mutual,
I'm not sure I could say the same back..

It's not that I don't think you're beautiful..
I've never really called a guy that before?
But your poetry helps me get through it all,
and for that I know one thing for sure,

You're a risk taker,
not a ****
nor a heartbreaking piece of work

You're a poet finding his muse,
but unfortunately this muse is bad news

I'm a mess of a dreamer,
a heartbroken fool
and my mentality could drive you to the brink of insanity,
and though you say I can't drive you there 'cause you're pretty mad yourself,
Maybe we just need time to learn how to love ourselves..
Love Always,
~ Cathyy ♥
Feb 2014 · 1.9k
Meet.. Invisi-Girl!
Cathyy Feb 2014
Have you ever noticed all the superheroes in your school?
That kid who's strong enough to lift things and throw them
at the other kid who's strong enough to actually take it.

Those popular girls, the cheerleaders
who always find the positive in everything
and have super cool elastic flexibility!

And those super cool independent chicks with their headphones in,
hoods up, shutting out the rest of the world.

Oh and of course those 'Clark Kent's who are so intellectual
leaving you puzzled and curious every time.
Those are the best kind of heroes because they're the underdogs.
You wouldn't think any of these guys would ever
be capable of being your Superman at Prom.
But you take away the glasses and then you'll really feel dumb.

There's all those cool superheroes hanging in the canteen,
spreading around like a bad cough in the playground
and then.. and then there's me.

Hi there.
I have the tendency to fade into the shadows of the ground,
My weakness is focal point.
The spotlight would burn against my sensitive skin like how
a sunrise would burn the skin of a vampire.
The attention of a million little lights
would be the cause of my own fire.

And if you look into my eyes..
If I let you,
You'll see my life flash right before yours,
you'll suddenly feel scared to know me..
but you'll care enough to try.

I guess you could call me Invisi-Girl!
'Cause I don't even wear a cloak,
nope,
I don't even need a cloak,
to be seen as the most invisible girl
in the world.
Feb 2014 · 536
I like that word, don't I?
Cathyy Feb 2014
Just think about it..
Right now, someone you love
thinks they're not good enough..

For someone who they love.
When to you, they're perfect.
In fact they're more than perfect
Because of their small imperfections combined.

Someone right now, doesn't like their hair.
Doesn't like their size, hates their own laugh.
Someone right now thinks perfect means Barbie
But Barbie is plastic and perfect is real.
... Well, you're real.

Well, you're my perfect.
Jan 2014 · 805
You're Vulnerable.
Cathyy Jan 2014
I get it,
I really do.
It was 'our little secret' too

I was scared,
and confused
threatened in the comfort of my own bedroom

..But what more could I do?
What can anyone do?
The insensitive tell you to move on from it,
your best friend is scared to heal your heart in case she stomps on it
therapists and teachers will never have a clue
and the girls who don't know you will even judge you

... So why make it harder for yourself?
I know you can't forget, but try to forgive.
I know you wonder why it happened to you but try to understand
you're much stronger than this.

Well you must be,
why else would God give you a battle like this?
If you speak up you'll be safe
you'll be the fighter who lives'

So be a little stronger.
Be a little braver.
No one's gonna hurt you
We're all gonna save you.

Be a little vulnerable,
its a gift that none of the popular girls have
because to me you're still innocent,
still wonderful even through the bad,
still beautiful even when you're sad.

..You thought no one would understand if they knew,
But I lived it, so believe me I do.
Jan 2014 · 1.6k
You're Oh So Disney to Me.
Cathyy Jan 2014
Free falling into the pits of Wonderland,
I wanna fly to
        somewhere
                   Anywhere
                            nowhere with Peter Pan

We're slowly fitting into place
So let your hand slip into mine
And let my fingers trace your disney character face

We're gently stirring up trouble in
These coffee cups of limited love
So can i get a refill?
Maybe if i rub this teapot like a lamp
I could make your wishes come true
If the world allowed me this chance

I may not have much to offer
I'm a writer, not a doctor
I might look like a furry beast
Even on my good days
But you'd be my beauty, my Belle,
And this I mean, always.

I don't believe in fairy tale endings,
Not anymore
I'm that loser who dreams of disney beginnings
And if i had you even as a rose, something i could walk past and just adore
I know i'd go through life winning,
I wouldn't want to fall through the crust
Of this 'Wonderland' anymore.
Jan 2014 · 755
'Paper Heart'
Cathyy Jan 2014
I'm gonna wait for a new love,
to scribble out the pain

the pain you left, inside my chest
here, where the ink from my heart pours
out your name.

My paper heart has lost it's beating
and I can't re write my past
so please just write the next few lines for me.
Please let our last moment last..

....

'Cause if love is communication,
and hearts are made of paper..
then let our mouths do the listening
and save the goodbyes 'til much, much later.
Jan 2014 · 982
Maybe I'm Just 'Needy'
Cathyy Jan 2014
Oh I'm always gonna need you darling,
even when I'm old and scarring

And even when my thoughts get darker
you draw a smile on my face with a permanent marker
I can't erase all the troubles I have raised
But I can't deny that it's better this way,

Oh I'm always gonna love you darling,
even when we're far apart and
hating each others guts,
deep down you know,
'hate' has nothing on us

I'm sorry for the times I've been sad
but surely everybody feels like that
I'm sorry that I get this way,
Maybe tomorrow I'll decide to stay..

Oh but if I'm lost or I'm scared,
would you find me?
If I rot would you care?
Or just slightly?
Does it hurt when I'm crushed, when I'm broken
Am I worth any of your time,
can I keep on going?

'Cause I'm always gonna miss you darling
even if you're still right there beside me
Maybe you'll miss me too, or just slightly
.. Maybe I'm just needy
so guide me.
I'm so happy this poem trended, the words have a lot of sentimental meaning to me,
thank you for reading, thank you for your time <3
Jan 2014 · 1.4k
I've Found Alaska!
Cathyy Jan 2014
All this time,
I've been using the fault in our stars as a compass,
looking for Alaska and ending up in all the wrong paper towns

.. trying to write poems to impress people,
who don't even give a ****.

Well now, I've found a friend,
a few to say the least.
And Alaska may just as well be the 8th wonder in the world,
for her words and poetry never fail to amaze me.

Alas, I've found Alaska!
We're somewhat distant but under the same sky
Two different stories, two difference souls,
but hey, great minds, all think alike ;]
The words in bold are John Green book titles! ;]
Jan 2014 · 794
'Mirror Mirror'
Cathyy Jan 2014
Mirror mirror, on the wall
Who's the most insecure of them all?*

sigh.

I don't even know why I try,
I can't even look you in the eye.
Oh mirror just tell me one more lie,
Tell me I am the most confident,
Most beautiful star in the sky..

Or better yet,
Show the world the me I am,
'Inside'
How confident and beautiful
I am when I don't care about
My 'outside'
Jan 2014 · 717
Dear younger me;
Cathyy Jan 2014
Don't change yourself just to fit into a world,
that's constantly changing
Itself.
Jan 2014 · 3.8k
'Unpopular'
Cathyy Jan 2014
So what?
If I'm not 'so hot'

Why do you care
If I never change my hair?

Okay maybe my videos won't go viral
But the aim is to make at least one person smile

Honestly, I shouldn't worry
About being ignored
Or being 'totally!' unpopular..
It's gonna make a great story someday.

.. The day I become a somebody.

                    SO, before you trade your                              glasses in for a pair of contacts,
Before you chop your mop, and throw on the make up, before you chug down that *****
Which makes you talk crazy when you snooze,
Ask yourself; 'What do I have to lose?'

.... The rep you don't have,
Or the pride that you do.

Popularity is down to you.
Jan 2014 · 830
Raise a glass!
Cathyy Jan 2014
Here's to the girls,
With flowers in their hair

And to the guys who write poetry
To show that they care

Here's to a new page
Of a new book..
Of a new adventure..

Here's to being touched
By the kindness of a stranger

Here's to anyone who thinks
They're not 'one in a million'
You're the one who's worth a million
You're a star that lights up billions

Here's to you,
You light up everything
Jan 2014 · 908
'First Love'
Cathyy Jan 2014
How can you ever find the right words to write
the last song
the last letter
the last poem

... for a first love?

How can you ever learn to trust again
when all your promises were broken,
all your future plans were crushed..

... by a first love.

How can you ever think that you deserve any better
once you let the best thing ever,
slip away from your fingers..

..The bar's set pretty high,
for the next girl or guy
and though my first love,
will never be my true love
she will always be,
the one I'll always love.
yeah just so there's no confusion,
hey there followers!
I just wanted you to hear from me, that yes..
I think I am bi-curious, but we're all poets here,
let's not judge! aha ;3 ..&thank; you for reading. x
Jan 2014 · 526
Oh, By The Way..
Cathyy Jan 2014
Nothing you ever say is irrelevant,
meaningless, or pathetic..
Always use your words for good,
and write passionately from the heart,
and that itself, will make you poetic.
You see, everything you say,
every message you convey,
and every point you plot
can make you sound either genius,
OR ingenious..

either way,
You're a genius. ;]
Jan 2014 · 691
'Arrow'
Cathyy Jan 2014
Should I stay or should I go?
Test my wings or stay at home?

                                
                                            Explore the world I've always dreamed of'
                                             But lose myself in the midst of dreamers?


Opportunities, flying, here and there..
but I'd give them up for you, I swear..
Oh, you and I..
We're always been quite a match,
for you are the bow and I am the arrow you're holding back
ahhhh, weirdd shape poem *** I tried to make it look like an arrow haha..
but no this poem is so relevant, I'm not sure about what sixth form/college I should apply to..
'Should I stay or should I go?'
Jan 2014 · 579
'Sam'
Cathyy Jan 2014
'Just don't fall in love with me'
Well you don't make it easy for me do you?

'Make sure the first person who kisses you, loves you'
Well you love me... don't you?

'You can't just sit there and put everyone's lives ahead of yours and think that counts as love.'
Well I've always been 'seen' as a wallflower, haven't I?

...

'Just don't fall in love with me'
But yours is the love that I think I deserve..
'A perks of being a wallflower inspired poem..
Maybe it's not as deep as the others,
but I still think these words count for something.
Jan 2014 · 582
'Angels'
Cathyy Jan 2014
There are no demons really,
Just misguided angels,
I believe.

We are all angels really,
Even if we harm and we cry
Even if on most nights, we wish to die
There's nothing wrong with wanting to get to Heaven faster,
In order to guard someone else's life.

It is wrong however,
To believe that you are not good enough
To be one's ideal angel
For you cannot fly and you do not shine,

It is wrong to feel like you are unworthy
And could never help
Because I promise you someone who loves you,
Needs their angel tonight
Jan 2014 · 374
'Life'
Cathyy Jan 2014
You say that life is cruel
Well maybe life isn't,
Maybe it's just the people who are.
Jan 2014 · 802
'Beginnings'
Cathyy Jan 2014
Everyday is a second chance to begin again,
Oh darling don't you know,
Today you can begin again

..But what about me?
How can you be so quick to leave me behind?
It's like I'm losing myself,
whilst trying to find myself
and it's logical yet completely stupid at the same time because
I ended up lost in a maze I didn't even want to walk into..
It's like getting stuck in the middle..
of a book with no pages
Perhaps I should write myself a route out of all of these mazes.

..Well now we've reached the en-
No. No it's not over yet,
my poetry has no limits,
my words will never just lose their meaning over
time

.. Time.
It may be running out but darling,
never will it
End.
Jan 2014 · 587
'Perfect'
Cathyy Jan 2014
Her name sinks into my skin
to kiss away the scars
She means more than just everything
but that's not why I love her.

Her eyes are the night,
and I'm the city, enchanted
her smile, her laugh,
is contagious.
But I promise, that's not why I love her.

Her voice is a melody,
of an Angel's choir
Her presence is a blessing
and just one touch leaves me inspired

Needless to say,
I could go on forever
But the reason I love her
is because she's not perfect, she's better.
Jan 2014 · 1.3k
'Lifeless'
Cathyy Jan 2014
I'm lifeless, on the floor
Bring me back to life
with those eyes I adore

I'm hopeless, like a ship losing direction
Save me for I am drowning in the sky's reflection.

I'm breathless, you're careless
to all that I care for,
a friendship, so ship wrecked ,
Oh we should've been a little careful

I'm dreaming, of breathing
in the same air that you love
But I'm lifeless, life's timeless
when you love with all you haven't got

— The End —