I can hear and see your lies from
miles away.

Maybe the distance is a gift but
That remains unknown.

I enjoy when you are happy,
But it never last long.

Soon enough, you scream-
you hit.

Which is followed with more lies.
Your actions have caused more hurt than imagined.

Nothing seems to ever stop you,
Not even the love of your life taking all you have known away.

What I remember most is when I had to scream back,
telling you to stop.

You Never Listened.

And now you're leaving,
we almost got through it,
and now you're leaving.

You think its better but its worse;
leaving me not knowing what to do.
Leaving me with a family that's yours.

Someone help, we are drowning in
anguish and can't save ourselves.

You sit on the couch and stare
at the black screen of the tv.
You can't fall apart now,
we need you more than you
could imagine, so it hurts when you hurt.

I can't take it just as much as you can't,
you were the one to raise me and I can
now walk in your shoes; so I, of anyone knows,
you need to take a step back.

Don't do this to yourself, don't do this to me.
Keep composure- i can't get my words out fast
enough for you to hear because if it lasts too long,
you won't listen.

You told me that I'm not enough,
You left me fearful of myself-
embarrassed even...

And yet again I am wanting
the ground to swallow me whole.
At least I will be away from you,
which is for my own good even though
I want to be with you more than anything.

Sometimes I feel you
Don’t want to come home again

We all miss you here
And you know it,
But that is the thing;
You don’t care what others think.