If someone asked if I would **** my self,
I would say "Yes, absolutely, easily."
the hard part isn't getting the gun,
the rope,
the candlestick in the kitchen,
It's pulling the trigger,
stepping off the stool,
dropping the candlestick.
I could do it though,
"Yes, absolutely, easily"
"please reconsider"
they say,
in lowercase of course,
after all, it's not their lives on the line.
"your family?"
the ones who point out my flaws,
"constructive criticism."
"what about your friends?"
my friends are fine,
they have millions of others.
"well, It's against God's wishes"
the same God who's never answered my calls,
the holy one that everyone but I get a birthday invitation from,
I couldn't care less.
"you'll actually never pull the trigger"
yes,
absolutely,
easily,
I would,
I've played sports for years I know how to follow commands,
I'll write a sticky note and put it on my mirror:
"Pull the trigger :)"
and the note will stare back at my body.
I've always been a fighter,
that doesn't mean I have to fight for life though,
I've never liked living anyway.
so, my answer is simple
"YES,
ABSOLUTELY,
EASILY."