I'm a poppy made of dried metallic blood; bitter,
wilting and fading in a never ending winter,
my lifeless petals falling like brittle carmine confetti so solemn
upon the grass where a newborn papaver rhoeus will begin to blossom.

A feeling strange, dark and true. I follow its path, it leads to you. Tender days when we were together, now blown in the wind,  light as a feather. I sit here at last, at our special place, my fear has been realized, I've been replaced.

You are my everything.
You heal me of my internal wounds
Relax and relieve me from the days stress
You block out all negativity in my life
And swerve away my press
When we touch we merge together to form one being
Although your person is small enough to fit in my pocket
Your soul surpass mines and when we're together we're equal
Soaring up like a rocket
And you and I are unstoppable...
Until we hit a comet and your left brain stops working. .
Then I'm forced to find another more suitable to please all my needs
But I still got love and hope for you and me
And you and I and I can't do it
I feel so stupid without my music
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm truly am        
But I need new earbuds to put it.

there's a part of me that keeps
checking in to see how
your life is going. I can't shield
my curiosity from the pain
when I see that you have replaced
me in each pose
every sunset
and a single smile that
was not catapulted at me.

One will taste happiness,
Your lip's softness
And that final exhale
You give at the end
Of every kiss.

The other will taste sorrow,
Your silence's pain
And that final glance
You give
Right before you leave.

One will feel your skin,
The beating of your heart
And the smile
You make
Between kisses.

The other will feel pain,
Your absence
And the sound
Of your voice
Saying goodbye as you leave.

He will be blessed
I will be cursed
He will walk between clouds
I will walk among devils

He will be chosen
I won't be anything.

One day,
You're gonna be dancing with a girl more,
Perfect than me;
Who tastes like strawberries and,
Smells like peaches
And as you watch her move
You're gonna sit and down 5 shots just to get the thought of me from your head
But it won't work
And I swear if you take her home the moonlight will keep you awake no matter what you do
And you'll be laying in bed trying not to think about how we danced around your room in the moonlight
How we kissed under the stars
And how I,
I tasted like strawberries too
And you'll finally understand that all the things you never said
Could've made all the difference in the world
And now that I'm gone there's a space within you
That can't so easily replaced
And you'll realize that you loved me more than you let on,
More than you intended to
But by then, darling
It'll be too late.

I tried to recreate the memory you once confessed you loved
I just didn't expect you to confess you were in love
You have lost the weight I have gained
You have made new memories that layer over the only ones I own
How can I stand next to you yet feel so far from home