i come home
around 10pm
after musical
rehearsal.

i come home to
a silent and empty
house.

its like im
being rejected
from my own
home.

Ah, February
It is the month of love, and
Total rejection

❝  ❞

        He's gay and I'm Bi.
        I said ‘ Hello ’ , he said ‘ Hi ’.
        I love him but I keep it,
        I admire him and  it's secret.

        Secretly admiring him.
        Secretly looking at him.
        Secretly stalking him.
        Secretly loving him.

        We became friends
        But sad it definitely end.
        When the time I confessed
        The true feelings of mine.
        I laughed and sighed.
        Haha! I'll be fine.

        I still talk to you
        And you do the same.
        I still love you
        But it's sad you can't do the same.

        I want you to always remember
        My love for you will stay forever.
        I love you, my everything-
        The best and gorgeous art I've ever seen.

        Again, he's gay and I'm Bi.
        I said ‘ Hi ’ but now? He can't reply.

I'm always so proud that I love someone like you.
You can't love me back and so I'll wait.

It was said that we're all the same
Came from the same dust,
From the same collapsing star
But truth shines brighter than that of star
We were not all same
It's clear that you love that guy better than me
And its because we were not the same