there is a part of me that nobody knows
except you
I keep it under lock
strapped down and chained
starved, pale and gaunt
to quiet it
to silence it from calling out in the still
to **** it if I could
and be done with it
only for you to undo me with a whisper
with words in a line,
with a memory
that throws off my desperate restraints
lays waste to my barricades
and breathes fire into me.
making the chaos so full and loud
inside me
that it suffocates me
and i cannot breath
or cry out
or find relief
except to surrender.
a beautiful unraveling
of skin and bone
that strips me down to my soul and fragments
to give everything that I am to you.
with a whisper you could tear me down to atoms
you are my beautiful destruction