#left poems on Hello Poetry

chrishambolic Dec 2020

I wrote this poem that i will never let you read.
I'm still sorry for everything i did.
Saw you moved forward and found someone better.
Your smiles we're different now,
not like when we were together.

I pray for you every night;
for your peace, forgiveness and love.
Things I'm not sure i can have.
To the most sincerest soul i ever did met.
Thank you for the memories that i will never forget.

#alone #love #forgiveness #sadness #left

kalo zadukr Dec 2020

When you left

After you left our chat
at the warm corner of that quite cozy room.
Long after the scents you left in the air were gone,
And the sincerity you had, were not around any more,
I waited few more hopeless moments.
Then I did my best but failed to be sincere as you were,
Then I waited few more moments to find your flavor in the air.

But  the dust full past showed up.
I saw an adorable unruly boy, looking at me,
As if I was seeing my past  in front of me in that cozy room.
We were looking at each other blink less; until , it was really late.
Then the boy left with proud face.
And I was very confused , because you were gone.

I thought I should go home.
I stand up; and I tried to find the door to get out that cozy room,
A dark round hole showed up in place of that door,
In there, I saw someone lighten a bunch of fragrance
By my own dead body.

I started feeling body less
I could not find me in that room
Not at that moment, not ever.
My body was vanished.

I saw my dead body in that black dark hole
I got a sniff of  death
And I sunk in death.

When you left.

#love #left #forever #death #fantasy

Amanda Kay Burke Dec 2020

Time May Not Allow Tomorrow

Those who lie dearest to your heart
Care for
All we have is now
Might not get another chance to express feelings
Time may not allow

Strong since I met suffering
Visions of future bright
Silent but risky assumptions
Have more than just tonight

All I do is wish for forever
You never truly know
How many moments remain taken for granted
Or chances left for love to show

So tell those you love how you feel before it's too late

#live #love #life #time #allow #tomorrow #chances #left #show

chrishambolic Dec 2020

Shall Await

You once promised me eternity,
but you left me astray in the middle of nowhere.
Now you're gone with the wind.
They say all good things must end,
but somewhere down this road;
I'll still be waiting for you.

Waiting for you to return,
even if it takes forever.

#love #left #alone #waiting

Traveler Nov 2020

The Poetic Ending

My ego tried to impress me
But the fact is, I’m losing ground
When I wrestled with my Demons
God is nowhere to be found

My RNA is failing
In a blemished tarnished blur
My eyes are getting tired and
I’m searching for my words

My dreams are but exhausted
I’ve lived and lied and loved
I took the devil by his horns
I never did give up!

What sound did I make
What word did I leave out
If I’ve said my all
Where is my curtain call

Now
My dressing room is bear
The end was somewhere in there.

Traveler Tim

Exit stage left

#traveler #exit #stage #left

TG Nov 2020

Obsessed

I´m obsessed with you,
Obsessed with the toxicity
Obsessed with you leaving me
Obsessed with the unknown

I´m obsessed with the dreams about you
The scenario´s i´m creating in my head
Obsessed with the urge to talk to you
Obsessed with the desire to see you.

I´m into you and I always wanted you,
You cutting me off, made me even want you more,
And I´m obsessed with all of you.

I´m obsessed with your dominance,
I´m obsessed with how you know what you want,
I´m obsessed with the way you flirt,
The way you have your life put together.

Will this obsession ever be over?
It´s a question for me
And a uknown mystery for you...

It´s hard. It´s been two months and it´s so hard to cut someone off you were building a future with. It became unfinished business, cause the relationship never ended. He just left, without explanation, without discussing, just disappeared and moved on. My life crushed, but at the same time, I didn´t want it to end. How can something so beautiful end so cruel. My pain is still there, it hurts so much. But I will get over it one day. As long as we keep the faith, faith in humanity & god.

#poetry #sad #left #unknown #love #sadlove #obsessed

mae Nov 2020

right

we always joked that i was right about everything;

but i wasn’t right about you.

#sad #alone #left #desperate #searching #wrong

mae Oct 2020

she says i love you

she says i love you to everyone she knows,
because she’s afraid it will be the last time she can.
and i say it back,
but it’s forced.
and i struggle.
for so long those words didn’t make sense to me.
but now when i say them back to her,
as she leaves my car,
i mean them.
but in a different way than she does.

#love #alone #left #struggle #depression #poem #ily

Shevaun Stonem Nov 2020

hypocrite

After leaving I thought I knew it all,
and that’s the worst part.
Because all I ever wanted was silence
but now the silence pierces
like a dart.
And I thought I was strong to walk away
from ruins- but tell me,
does it take more strength
to walk or build, in all honesty?
And all the words I chanted to my heart
are the opposite of what I now croak
from the bottom of an empty bottle,
from the hollow of my soul,
from the redness of my eyes,
from the fullness of my mind
and every ounce of my wit
now only proclaims,
you made me a hypocrite.

hypocrite | shevaun stonem

been there, felt that too?

#hypocrite #strength #leaving #strong #left #staying #missing #longing #losing #bottle

grumpV Nov 2020

𝕕𝕒𝕕, 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕕𝕠𝕟𝕥 𝕦𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕟𝕕

hey dad
i knew talking to you was pointless
cause you still think you were right.

you don't wanna know my hurt.
you don't want to understand the pain and agony in my head, in my heart because you never cared enough to ask.
you never even tried to be there.
none of you did.

where were you when the leaves fell off the trees like the tears from my eyes in the cold winter air as you smoked away your problems.
as you smoked away me.
one puff more as i begged you to stop, but of course you didn't.
you never listened to me anyways.

threaten to put your hands on me.
you always seemed to fix your problems with drugs and violence.
every excuse is a new step towards the breaking point.
the breaking point is what i'm scared of.

its like every hurtful word is another blade on my skin.
crimson blood puddles flowing out of every crack you left in me.
if my own father left me.. how am i supposed to trust that no one else will?

it seems i cant be happy.
whenever it gets better, i fall back down into the dark.
broken even more as i smack down at the bottom of the pit.
in my
𝓬𝓸𝓵𝓭.
𝓮𝓶𝓹𝓽𝔂.
𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓭.
left alone
again

you scorched the burning hate in my soul for anyone like you.
you showed me that no one can change.
not even after my 14 years of life, have you changed.

i hope you feel your empty soul ache as you see me finally happy that i let you go.

i hope you break as you hold the little necklace i held so dear to me.

i hope you feel your heart rot as your kids go on to live their lives without you.

i hope you are happy.

:)

i have been disowned from my dad's side of the "family"
guess they can stand on the sidelines and watch my success from there
but they wont be part of it

#gone #left #daddyissues #withoutyou