To me, you're such a wonder ~ ~
A fresh winter rain in the middle of summer

You console me when my soul breaks
An antidote for the wounds of my heart

Never leave my side and never go away
Till I assure you and said that "I'm fine"

You give me hugs and kisses
Whenever I feel lonely and afraid

Like sunlight covering my whole body
Your warmth is everything I've ever craved

Your kisses never disappoint me
Like a daydream, like a famous movie

Yet a tragedy of another story ~

Time is limited whenever I'm with you
You said you can't be with me —

And I knew from the first page that
There's an invisible wall between us

A dimension that separates us apart ~

Wishing it will crack someday somehow
If happens, I will run into your world blithely

Embracing you with all my heart and
Saying, "Take me...I'm all yours"

I wonder if you will feel the same way ~ ~

Like a teenage girl, my heart bumps
I found myself blushing at the thought of it

But that's not going to happen —
All is just a wish never going to be fulfilled

Cause you never knew my existence ~
Cause you never existed in my world ~

You're just a gift I belong in a split second

From a fabricated universe ~
From a fictitious world ~

Like a solar eclipse, like a blue moon
You left me alone when the story ended

Only appeared in my sophistication
Never showed up in my world

Why is it so hard to meet you?
Is it wrong of me to yearn for your touch?

If I could ever turn back time,
I wish I had not met you at all

You filled my mind with lust and desires
My heart with passion, my soul with love

Eventually left me behind with vestiges of pain

And I despise the fact that you're
Just a character that only existed 

In a world that I'll never going to reach ~~~

For me, it's very strange to see familiar people who don't recognize me. I feel like I am in a different dimension where my personality has never existed, and the people there used to know someone who looked like me. When I asked them, "Do you recognize me?" they replied, "Well, your face looks familiar."

im dreaming of the
future past present and a
nother dimension

She planted, seeds in My Heart
and watered them,
With Love and Attention.
When Flowers bloomed,
they gave My Life
altogether a new Dimension.

"Perhaps, we are the people who met each other at a time warp, that's why we are still existing in this millennium."

It's like my heartbeat has been cursed by twenty lifetimes; I would trade all my days, even if it turns from epoch to eon, I will always come back to you.

I am
the highway tunnels drilled in your gums
from when your baby teeth plucked themselves out.

I am
the **** rotting on the bed,
whose gelatin you flayed off with your rusted spoon.

I am
the accused with his bounty price
plastered across the billboard sign.

I am
the dying fetus
jutting her head outside the womb.

I am these tributaries — these waves that thirst — which, at first glance, don’t connect. In time, they will prove

that humanity has claimed territory in them.
I am the mouth, drooling forth my mountain water.

This larger lake! I shall never see beyond it.
I am not the fifth dimension, where the sky hangs its hook.

So what?
I have its might. I am the colonizer in its territory,
and I claim it.

He lifts the needle
from the old 5th Dimension record

(a person can only listen
to One Less Bell to Answer
so many times)

crawls into their bed
closes his eyes

and for the first time in many many nights,
he allows himself to dream.

-

she stands there with
equal curiosity and
reaches as i do
towards the
surface

thinking
how we both
could dismiss the
truth of the glass—

knowing
we each think
alike and are of
the same mind

believing
in each other's
convictions of
being

accepting
the warmth
of our fingertips

to prove we each
exist on opposite
sides

wishing to join
one another

looking deep into
focused eyes

whispering
permission

to allow the
other's hand
to slip aside

and
pass              
through...



s jones
2020



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