#depressive poems on Hello Poetry

Faye Sasha Endroe Jun 2016

Absolute self confidence
Or nights full of doubt.
An arrogant fool
Between concern and an inflated ego
Between days full of tears in the shower
And partys to dance with anyone.
I wish I could somewhere and somehow
Find myself.

I'm still searching //
I hope the language is ok, message me if not.

#love #broken #sad #ego #depressive #desperade

Amber May 2016

Small Town Pain

You use  to  lay your hand on my
chest  and take me to new york
in a heart beat.
(The  coins   fell to the ground )
and empty were my pockets
The rain falls differently in a small town
it  cries   with you
(the grass was never  born)
and the trees in my town are old and
forgotten
Abounded  houses represent   the
people who left us  behind
every   gated community  promises
security   but   instead it locks up your dreams.
I´ll hold you down (you whipser)
soothing my frustration with  music
It´s like nature itself escaped
through the last   storm.
I´ll  scream  into  forsaken homes
and  put up posters   of
you in my room
hoping   that you (come and get me)
But the postcard  was sent
from a world (only the unliving can live in)

#poetry #pain #depressed #brokenheart #depressive #smalltown

wren cole May 2016

Strobe Light!

.RED.
Passion, obsession shooting through me, consuming me when I didn't see it coming,
Please be patient while I can't shut up for the next week about the music I listened to or the book that I read.
.WHITE.
You see my eyes go blank as I'm chirping to you and then it's
Quiet, too quiet in this small, dark room.
Cold novacaine floods my veins in a single heartbeat,
Novacaine fills my brain in a single heartbeat so I am
Teetering, tottering on the edge of die or live
Because if I can't feel, can't love, can't give
Then what's the point of it?
.BLUE.
It usually comes after and it always hits me faster than my mind,
Don't have the time to straighten out my thoughts and make things right before I'm
DROWNing
SUFFOcate
NO TIME to DELIBERATE
If this is really worth this feeling, I hit the ceiling, I'm reeling
SHUT IT DOWN
.BLACK.
Now it's darker than the night
No red left in me tonight, I've given up the fight
I'm so tired I can't see
I know we'll play this track again tomorrow but now all I have energy for is sleep.

a cycle I go through most nights + practice with head rhythm

#disorder #personality #mood #mania #bpd #manic #depressive #episodes

Amber May 2016

But like the moon I orbit around you

You are the pressure  that sits on my heart
the kind that stays  under my skin everyday.
Without  me detecting your  purpose
I have been exposed  to the  kind details of how
weight less your  love is.
Leaving no prints
and without an interaction
I am without a surface
But like the moon I orbit  around you
as you absorb my own reflection
but reject me once   our minds
conflict.
I would have missed  you,
If it was not for the  delete  button.

#love #poem #poetry #sadness #lovehurts #depressive

Darcy May 2016

Smile

The brightest smiles went through the darkest times.

#sad #depression #sadness #depressed #dark #darkness #depressive

Amber Apr 2016

The (depression) of you

I emerge like the moon
on a sleep deprived  sky
I float through the  night
only to land on your hostile ground
The evenings a salute
to   it´s failures
There are episodes
of you in my life
which  have  no ending.
I  dot the bullets, as I lay
my head on a pillow
filled  with your words
I  crave  tomorrow
but as  the  sun rips through my
heavy curtains
Every strenght I managed to save
for this  day
Was I robbed of  yesterday.
Tomorrow comes and I
go back to sleep

#sad #depression #illness #sadness #loss #mental #losing #depressive

Amber Apr 2016

This poem

was meant for you
By the time you finish
reading these words
you will understand
how foolish you were
to think i would
write a poem
about you

#poem #poetry #sad #depression #life #sadness #tragedy #depressive

Pauline Morris Apr 2016

Love killed Me

Still lying in bed
Thoughts of you still going through my head
Why did you carry it on so long
If all you was gonna do was do me wrong
You knew I was already broken
Did you need my heart as a token
Did you want to see if you could make someone die
Rip their soul out and make them cry
I hope karma does her job
I hope you are the next to sob
The only thing I did was love you
But you made me pay those dues
I've got to pull myself togeather
But lay in bed is what I'd rather
But I have a job and bills
Despite my depressive ills
I want the pain to stop
But it seems to be all I've got
Guess I'll just go back to my old life
No love, no strife
All those months wasted
All of the love I tasted
You threw me away in just one message
Without even a hint of presage
Can anyone save me
I'm going down and I don't mean maybe
Send my spirit to the sky
I just want to die

#love #pain #depressive #deceptive

Mila Berlioz Mar 2016

Untitled

I feel uncomfortable with it all
Life's turning out like ****.

Can I scape it?
I really wish I could.
I'm just not brave enough to pull the trigger.

I wish this wasn't my life.
I really wish it was someone else's.

#depressed #**** #depressive

Marshall CB Hiatt Mar 2016

Dragons of Eden

We were put on this earth to suffer,
And that is what we're gonna do.

Sagan

#depression #life #death #earth #down #suffering #bipolar #nihilism #futility #depressive