#delete poems on Hello Poetry

lovelywildflower Nov 2018

i don't love you anymore
i know that for sure
i'm in love with someone else now
but why did my heart hurt a little
when i saw you with someone else?
i never want you back
i never even want to look at you again
i haven't looked at you in days
but our eyes met today
and my heart dropped
you were my first real love
maybe i'm glad i didn't have many relationships in school
because after you break up
you see pieces of what you used to be everywhere

the bleachers in the gym where we first met
sitting with friends in the far right corner
where our eyes met for the first time

walking in gym where we first kissed
and i screamed and ran away
because that was the first time i kissed someone

outside the gym at those tables
where you lifted me on top of you and kissed me

the seats all the way in the back of the auditorium
where i touched you for the first time

the bathrooms downstairs where you took advantage of me
and i'm scared to let anyone see that part of me now
your hands in private places
i never want to feel again because of you
and that's why it takes me so long to give that piece of me

the inside of the gym when the lights were off
where you pulled me in
and pushed me up against the wall
and then lowered me to the ground with you on top
that was the first time i was afraid

the courtyard where you would hold me every morning
and we would fall asleep in each other's arms

the cafeteria would we would talk to our friends every morning
and where i would stand against the wall
waiting for you to remember i existed again

the benches by the front office
where we would meet each morning and hold each other

the hallway downstairs where i ran away from you
after running from the bathroom where you hurt me

the library where you stared at that other girl
right in front of me and admitted it
and where we skipped many classes together

outside that one room where i cried
asking you if you were really breaking up with me

the windows at the front of the school
where you broke up with me and i cried
harder than i've ever cried before
and people were staring
but i was too sad to care

the parking lot where you would walk me to my bus
and you wouldn't even kiss me goodbye

the stairwell where you would pull me close
and kiss me, grabbing me until we heard someone coming

the doors that exit the school where you would wait for me
and i would throw your sweatshirt i was wearing at you

so many places, so many memories
sometimes i see a place where we made memories
and i stop and stare
and every time, i feel like crying
i just want to pretend you never existed
how do i delete all the memories?

#delete #memories

Salmabanu Hatim Nov 2018

Ctrl+alt+delete

It was pouring cats and dogs,
I saw her drenched to the skin,
She ran to the canopy where I stood,
Her wet look,see through blouse,
and hunched shoulders,
Made A Sound in my heart,
Thud, thud, thud...................
I offered her my coat.
The next sunny day I saw her at the bus stop,
"Hi, remember me from yesterday."
" Sorry pal it was dark,
I don't recall you.
Your FILE NOT FOUND!"
I insisted,"Don't let my heart's 'Server Down."
Your smile, your style,your grace
I have clicked SAVE in one FILE.
Please be my life's Animated GIF.
She:"I am involved with someone,
I have no more 'Disk Space' in my heart's storage for you.
Please 'Ctrl+alt+delete' me from your life."

#click #save #animated #gif #server #delete

a M b 3 R Oct 2018

undo

deleted contacts
deleted messages,photos
and everything i could physically
but mentally i couldn’t delete u
but u mean nothing to me now

memories still stay though sigh

#reverse #back #time #delete #memories

Omnya0 Oct 2018

Delete

Everything I write, everything I draw; delete

The things I create, I cannot complete

Is it being insecure or being lazy?

I don't know how to be a productive lady

I feel stupid

Since I can't anything executed

My work lives in the recycling bin

It's close in resemblance to a din

The backspace key is faded

My soul is abraded

I hate that I can't articulate

Does anyone else relate?

At least this poem is finished but it has no real end

I hope it shows what I intend

#depressed #productivity #sad #delete

Qwn Oct 2018

Internet History.

How easy would it be to delete
all of your accounts?
Just pushing a button.
Just leaving,
just gone.
Leaving all your friends,
like there was never any bond.
Pretending you didn’t share your darkest
parts with strangers.
Acting like you never stayed up
to write your saddest words.
But what about the good?
Would you leave behind your lover
just because you could?
Are we just a piece of your past
that you’d like to forget?
Just a bad memory,
like a failed school test.
So just delete your history,
forget we ever happened.
Close the best and worst of your life,
and we’ll know it’s really the end.
Just abandon all your family,
leave us alone to fight your war.
I like to think it’ll be pretty hard,
but I’ve been wrong before.

#internet #history #delete #leave #gone #friend #left #dark #forget #online

Salmabanu Hatim Aug 2018

Negativity

I was a garden of pessimism,
Shrouded with toxic weeds of negative thoughts,
Always finding faults.
I thrived on them,
My spirit was contaminated,
Nobody dared win an argument with me.
Bringing down the staff at the office delighted me,
Finding faults at home made me feel like a Lion King.
I found pleasure in making them feel small,
Causing them pain.
Soon, I realised I had become a virus,
People started deleting me from their lives,
My friends avoided me,
My family talked to me less and less,
My wife and children left me,
I was shown my place.
I woke up!
I was being kicked out of their lives,
I was getting bored and lonely.
I had to change my attitude,
I had to be firm with myself,
Give myself space to grow.
I threw out animosity,fear and judgement.
I began to think positive,
Sowed seeds of optimism,
Braised myself with compassion and love.
A fresh start,
Each minute, hour and day,
A new me,
I am there with people I love and care.

#weeds #negative #thoughts #toxic #virus #delete

Willow Jul 2018

Memories

If only it was a click of a button to delete them.

#memories #heart #broken #delete #sad #love

eF Jul 2018

I wish.

I wish you knew how hard I’m trying.
How hard it is to get out of bed.
How hard it is to be around people.
How hard it is to crack a smile and pretend.
I wish you knew how much I loved you.
I wish you knew it’s not your fault.
I wish
;

Delete.

#delete #poetry #blah #hate #self #love #life