Tell me, where has my intimacy gone?
Where does it translate? Why does it twist my tongue? Where is the scripture for it?
It’s in my bones but I can’t strip it out and showcase it. Is that protection? Do my muscle and tissue keep it confined within me?
Then maybe it hasn’t gone anywhere. Maybe it can’t become a carbon copy for another because my print is so sacred.
But why can’t my shoulders fit along the seem? Why can’t the gears grinding methodically inside my head be the parts of the mass production?
I was hand-carved and strung and wired then left to wind and tick without instruction. So, then. Tell me, how do I chime?
To rephrase more accurately: Tell me, where can I let my intimacy go?
goodnight to aspecs, queer folks, ppl who know how to take a carbon copy, those who feel the ground quake beneath them at the sheer power in my attempt at ok grammar
