You keep searching for calm in the midst of chaos, hoping to find some shreds of it, like a seeker trying to find treasure in the midst of ruins. All because you fell in love with chaos and your heart has never known calm.
there are days where you spend hours trying to untangle the chain of a locket it is days like these moments in which there is nothing but peace pathetic it may be but void of a feeling so hopeless and adrift because it is a goal you can achieve just focus and tenacity and then finally you're hit with the satisfaction when it all comes apart a high so pure it has you wishing for another knot