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NOT : Part 3 of 3

Sickly
fever,
******
keep
twisting
that
*******
knife.

A mirror can only shatter if presented with the facts,
no dewy eyed saint and top floor is for the faint
And beauty was never meant for the beast,
and gifted is nothing more than the weak.
The black replaces your green hues
and outside is the winter cold,
always will leave the dew
Can't do this any more.
poetry days dead for
so are left overs.
So humbling
tide of seen.
the blurry
of vision
of me.

I will come to terms with my inhumanity
No blame but these wings that resent
I know but you could never know.
I wish for no centred freedom,
This time, I will be mail sent
and I know I'm slipping,
This is how I dreamt
I see so clear now.
I don't need
more time.
Loyalty?
No....
Just
a cloud.
mumbling mouth
of my father's
is all I will remember
when he thought
I was getting better.

There's no angels
There's no demons
There's humanity
And it makes me sick.
Numb of Terror : Part 2


am I really dead,
I prefer to be alone
not be a stupid mask
in a room filled
of not
but the same
of me
is not the same,
you wouldn't understand.
And no, you think you do,
You haven't lived 47 years
in these ****** shoes
and so until you do,
there's no comprehension,
no articulation,
no intellectualism
of a cold feel of a wrist.

Yeah, I'm fallen,
but I hope too
you are dead.
Try sleeping
with the silence
of the tainting.
As you laid there dying,
I had just one vision
It will soon be me,
and I don't feel exclaimed,
I am so.....
over but I'm.....
a repeat death.
She's on the roof-tops
and all of the skies,
and when I pop the pop
thirsty as I lay.

Lets take this up a step,
its no abbreviation,
her beauty's in her eyes
and I get lost there alone

When the disco's room vacant,
care to dissect the marbling,
and I wish I had my breath
in every one of your steps

But you never saw me......

maybe this vacancy,
was not a lively in you,
but it was in me........
gentle's not a wheeze
though a winter's breeze
and how I moved,
with the thought of you.

All the same......
Music is not a voice,
its a continuous
of a gentle parade
of all that's baffled.
words are jumbled
like our jungle,
yet many of us remain..
Its not a circus of a tame,
but not so boisterous,
the flying western witch
I can't really explain it.
I wake up
and yet,
no hiccups
no headaches,
just the love,
I understand you.
Keep thinking,
we are so different,
but underneath
our personal hells,
is the same well......
The sun gleams,
and glitters, famously...
a gilded disco ball,
hung from the ceiling,
of a peaky blue sky.

White clouds, are stretched,
and whipped out,
to a spun-sugar confection.

The wind, snags my legs,
and my bare wrists.
I feel like a side of beef,
on a frozen meat hook.

I gaze, longingly
at the array,
of tender seedlings,
screaming,
to be unpackaged, at last,
and to be freed...

to be given unto the earth,
and surrendered to the elements,
like eager children,
that they may rise, and grow!
...but I can't seem to recall
any of their names, or faces.

...I'm a terrible mother.

Were you impulse buys?
...I hope you'll all be beautiful.
The arctic, unseasonal breeze,
bites at my wrists, again:
a bad-tempered dog,
with an impatient demeanor.

...**** all of this,
I'm going back inside.
I don't get to feel,
lips that tremble,
I don't get to love,
feel her wrapped arms.
I don't feel that empathy
that's a circle around me.
I don't get to be,
a soul mate lasting the years,
of a 200 year old tree.
I don't even dream,
though she is there,
but the distance is fair.
I don't feel anything
but what death shall bring.
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