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297 · 14h
let me by
something 14h
let me by


everyones broke, dont understand
everyones broke, dont understand
let me by,
let me by

time flies
in the dark
like a shadow
through my soul
in an earth
that is cold
in a world
that is bold

no one to hear;
no one to hold
i am whats left
of their jagged mold
i feel old,
feel like stone
all i am
is skin and bone

everyones broke, dont understand
everyones broke, dont understand
so let me by,
let me by
24 · 14h
we're twins
something 14h
when we burn up,
it's lame
i'm so sick of the games
i wanna look in your eyes
and say your name

the storys' the same
the beast can't be tamed
i just want your sweat
and all your blame

i feel as though you hate me
it's what we have in common
the thoughts are all screaming
but i just keep falling

if it's all or nothing
you know i was always all in
leaving you
was never an option

your heart feels like snow
and i feel so low,
i just want you to know
that you're my twin flame

when we burn up,
it's lame
i'm so sick of the games
i wanna look in your eyes
and say your name
this *****
but please look up what a twin flame is
this is all i can do honestly i have no hope
18 · 3h
at least i tried
even if it hurts me
i can grow numb
but i have to live
and wait forever

the pain
isn't worse
than the shame
you make me feel
just when you mock me
just when you block me

just know
i also hate myself for hurting you
just know
i also hate myself
for being so short,
for always going back and forth

what if he's in his own world?
what if there's another girl?
what if he abandoned ship?
there's nothing else that exist

and the pain
just might make me die;
but at least i tried
cried, and cired, and cried
just to end up here
feeling no more tears
after all these years
i still love you
like i did before
there is trust no more

i have confidence that you hate me
for all the awful things i be
and even if you hurt me worse,
i still blame myself first

oh, i
would stay here forever until i die
won't ever get no therapy, won't even try
i'll just watch the screen as time goes by
i'll love never another man like you
never abandon you
never let go of you

never love another man like you
16 · 2h
i might cry
i might cry
at your anger
that i fear
so badly

those 3 words
that i said
just summed up
desperation

just me give a chance
if i beg with my soul,
if i beg in advance?
if i beg with a gift,
if i beg with a kiss,
if i beg with my body,
will you cease to exist?

in my life
i'm just taking a chance
you hurt me so bad when you use me,
why does it hurt to lose me?
i'm nothing but ****** satisfaction
stroke your ego with passion
i'm nothing to love,
i'm nothing lost lasting

i live off of you,
every single day i'm fasting
the memory of you
is so very long lasting
in my head

i might cry if you dont give me a chance
im getting turned on by this limerance
dont know what'll happen
i'm just begging and begging
begging while i sing
like that'll do a single ******* thing
maybe i should ask god;
but god is you
i worship the lord
with my prayer.

at your knees
on my knees
oh please
don't hurt me, don't desert me
i will be your friend
in the very end
and i'll just pretend
that i'm happy
when you're with another girl
or another guy
i dont care at this point
i'm not even your type
i'm not even what you like
and you can not make things right
i'll take whatever

but i might die
i might cry
if you don't give me a chance

just me give a chance
if i beg with my soul,
if i beg in advance?
if i beg with a gift,
if i beg with a kiss,
if i beg with my body,
will you cease to exist?

if i beg with a dance,
if i beg with a chance,
if i give you a kiss,
will you cease to exist?
16 · 2h
this is enough
this is enough
just a fantasy of love
trust me, i'll find someone else
to shape and mold,
the physical form of you, so cold
need you with me, i just need a doll;
and i drool and sob
trying to make a mold of you,
trying to get a hold of you
there is just no gold like you
only having goals like you,
only drilling holes like you,
inside of my heart so blue
there is no art like you,
didn't you say i was a part of you?

this is enough,
this feeling of everything ending..
no longer pretending, like im not crazy
im so bold, im not lazy

risking it all like,
taking the fall like,
im like, not your type
im not what you like

who wouldnt want someone whod
do it all for them
fall for them
just ignore their flaws for them
only always in awe of them
make a ******* song of them
i think i belong with them,
i think i belong with him
only making songs with him
in my head singing along,

it's all wrong,
it's all wrong
it's all wrong
but this is just enough, where i belong
begging at my knees at your corpse
holding back my tendencies to ****,
it's such a wicked thrill
we're rollling down a hill
all in
my mind
the crazy feelings i feel,
this hole can not be filled
we're rolling in a field
i'm thrilled
with or without you
it's all about you
fantasies that come true
tarot readings spread like seeds
you're exactly what i need
i just
need you to hurt me and desert me

this is just enough for me to flow
i'm never letting go
of anything we had
and it was all a lie,
and that makes me so sad
but that's kind of too bad
i know it's just an act
but take it as a fact
that i want take it back

i'm in love with you, no one else matters

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