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 Jul 2018 Midnight
Ira lvisortiz
Before you date me

You need to understand that I'm damaged. I get triggered easily. I have struggled with things. There are nights when I'm curled up on a ball on the floor and I won't talk to anyone. I'll shut you out. I'm not going to be able to trust you for a while because everyone has always left, cheated, or chosen someone else. I need reassurance. I will need you. I will need you to keep choosing me, I'll need you to care when I text you saying I'm getting bad again. I;m a lot, I know this.

So before you think I'm always happy, that I'll always be positive, that I'll always be smiling - know the reality before you get involved. Don't enter my life if you can't handle it. Lastly, don't you dare touch my heart if you aren't ready for that.
The sight of you is like taking alcohol before meal..
It's gets me high..
When those ***** on your chest dance to the rhythm of my heart.
my soulless soul found peace between your thighs
the express road to paradise...
So lemme drink from the spring that flows from your chest
the breast milk of liberty...
Let your ******* sleep in my mouth and wake to the calling of my tongue...
Lets both moan in love....
 Jul 2018 Midnight
Dev
“Wait”
 Jul 2018 Midnight
Dev
You told me that you’d wait forever
For me, for you, for us.
And when the time came, we’d be together.
You told I could trust.
You asked me to be quiet,
not to tell a soul.
You told me to be patient
Cos we would have it all.
You told me just to lie a little
To my family and my friends
But then I grew tired of being quiet.
I grew tired of the dead ends.
And so I confided in you,
The only way I knew.
And in reply we fought,
Anger and confusion consumed you.
and then we never really spoke,
It all just seemed to end.
The memories, 3 am calls,
Our whole relationship, not even friends.
I think you may have never known
How to let me down,
So instead you just played along
Until you weren’t around.
Never a good bye to me,
Not even in a call.
But looking at your Facebook now,
I’m wondering why I ever loved you at all.
You never forget.
 Jul 2018 Midnight
Dev
Untitled
 Jul 2018 Midnight
Dev
An expression of my depression
"How can you be so sad?"
"You live a lovely life"
"No reason to be mad"

The variety of my anxiety
"But you seem so calm and normal"
"It's really not a big deal"
"The way you're acting is just awful!"

So let me cut open my chest so that you can just see
The pain, the angst, the happiness amongst the misery.
 Jul 2018 Midnight
Dev
someoneelse
 Jul 2018 Midnight
Dev
You said
"I cannot love you
unless I learn to love myself"
well that old tidbits useless
when you're loving
someone else.
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