It's five o'clock in the morning
and I'm sitting here at the bench park
-- alone and waiting.
I stared on the green grass but my mind is somewhere.
My body shivers due to the morning air.

Then, suddenly I began to ask questions
why I am here, alone and waiting?
Whom should I be waiting?
do I need to wait this long? or should I just stop waiting and go home?

Every poem I write is about you
Every thought is laced with images of your eyes
And how they crinkled a little when you smiled
Every breath I take is labored because my lungs fill with memories instead of air and it becomes harder to breathe
Every sleepless night I spend thinking of your voice and how it sounded when the syllables you spoke formed my name
And every dream I dream is a fantasy of us that never came true because you left without notice
And now I'm stuck here trying to figure out how to stop my world from revolving around you.

I fell
but you made me stand once more
I stopped
but you gave me reasons to move on
It's too long that this voice wasn't heard
but now I am singing again
I died
but you made me live again

Your love is magical
It brought me to a place I've never been
It made me stronger, bolder, eager
It made me believe the unbelievable
It made me dream again

Your love is my life
You are my everything.

The day you came was the day I just died
My body was numb, I didn't try to hide
My eyes were blind, I just needed a guide
My broken world, a thousand tears I cried

The day you came, oh  I was born again
You helped me stand so I  danced in the rain
You made me free from this much aching chain
I thought I can't smile in this world of pain

But you were there like a strong, shining knight
You're that angel who took away my fright
No more darkest day, no more painful night
Now the black part's gone, you've painted it white

I promise, my love won't change anymore
It's only your heart, for life I adore
Just to love you, dear, there's none I ask for
I will love you until forevermore...

My love, I still remember my pledge to you
That I will love you till the end
That you will be here forever in my heart
The color of my canvass
The notes of my songs
The lines and verses of my poems
The beauty of my photographs
The story of everything I do
because of you

I renew my vow
I recall my promises
Let us heal the wounds of our past
The times I attempted to forget you
The times I decided to leave you

Now is the realization, my love
I love you with all of my heart
You are everything that I do
You are the color to my world
My life won't be complete without you

Let us forget the past, my love
Hear my songs again
Stare at my photographs
Look at my paintings
Read my stories
Recite my poems

You are there...
In everything that I love to do, you are there
I can't hide the truth
You are  a part of my life
And I need you to be whole

I renew my vow
I'll be with you 'til the end,
       my beloved ART