I am tainted and worn

Grown dead from the longing

You're like honey, my sweet

I'm so drawn to you

I'll bleed with devotion, and leak from the depths of my heart
I am trying to reach you, I just don't know where to start.

Collapse into me and I'll fall down
Beneath you, so you don't hit the ground.

Eyeballing the past
I can see us, tripping into love
Flowers in my hair
Music in the air
Hunger in your eyes,
We're alive!

Are you high and deprived?
When is the last time you dreamt?
When is the last time you saw me, running towards you, the sky swirling and rain falling in an opposite direction?
Slept in the shadows,
Curtains closed in a secret attempt to escape?

We're on a boat,
Drowning in this rain,
The sun went and hid away,
The waves crash consistently by day,
On this sea, we're alone.

And I would choose to suffer with you
than to be healthy with another.
Immersed in the reality of your decay
so long as I can still be your angel.
My heart isn't here,
my heart is with you.
My mind doesn't think,
my brain spins around you.
And I would choose to be darkened
than to light up with joy in your absence.

I'd lose myself forever, for you
if you would never leave
I'd become broken and bruised
if you'd hold me through it
I'd give up my life
to give you another day
Just one day without conflict
A glimpse of an easy life
I'd give up the rest of my days
for you to experience stable happiness
even without me.