To be missed Is a word of empathy
Taken with just a simple gesture
The logic of it all is in need of some understand
Life is to be given not taken for those are the ones whos interpretation
Is mistaken for mistakes made
Thoughts perpendicular as one life is pass to another
Money is calibrated to those of this dilution.
What's understood needs no explanation
Even though cross contamination can cause illness amongst us all
Examination is the overseer of some misunderstanding
Still, as fortress built on a good foundation
We stand for what we beloved to knowing.

Appeased to be accepted
Anchorage by failure
Torn by choices
Apparently indecisive of my self worth
Aquired to have feelings
Envisage always with standards
Told to be obeyed
Hollered only to be infuriating
Wondrous for the curiosity
To be enslaved to your
insecurity
In paucity of examples
Without the power of speech after listening
Scared of rejection
Reflect only to what is accepted
Confused soley to ones deterrent
Detoured following the inlet
Am I suppose to stay patience
Ravishing my lost goal
I yearn to achieve set to default
Acknowledging thus aspect
To deflect your whole objective.

Vibrant, strong, pleasant
The beginning of a phenomenal period of time
Special, courteous, vigorous
Becoming evident to the mind
You brighten my sky taking away the darkness in my life
Cautious with concern of your feelings I want to be a better man for you
In a hurry to make you happy even though time is a virtue
Thinking of ways to make our life a statement of endurance
I would stop breathing if that keeps you from talking my breathe away
Infatuated with your "why" and "what's”
Prefer to accommodate your "hows" and "wants"
Intrigued by your "now's” and "don't s"
You are a phenomenal period in my time and it's becoming evident to my mind.

My Endorphins wants me to Morphin
It's just a interaction that makes me
Held up by my own actions trying to cut loose
Although getting too loose could get me cut
Dwelling these thoughts are heavy but there is no control
Like a phone shorts and clips I have to scroll
So I cast this from a pen to paper
Words are giving another outlet
Rigorous authenticity surrender the outcome
Dense moments from uplifting events
Drugs make my dopamine want more
It's normal to me, wanting more than I can see
A pyramid chain of effects
One realisation of my conceptualised phase.

Another procedure
Another focus
Another forming
Another demand
Another requirement
Another treatment
Another program
Another transition
Another way
Mending so much together gets the feeling of detachment like a puzzle being put together knowing you don't have all the pieces
As to planting a dead plant expecting it to flourish as a living one although the streets are filled with rubble and detritus
But other than shame I should be grateful to be another hope encouraged by dope empale by cope being left in the past, all washed up with no soap
Another option
Another review
Another content
Another choice
Another change
Live fast, and there is still no difference where to be content makes you feel contempt;
Where chaos seeking is the only way that you can feel like an actual person-alive
Another day
Another week
Another month
Another try...