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Alex Yao May 18
Every day I'm closer to the who I am that I may truly be, and no one else.

Or I've made the muscles weaker that I used to use to hide myself.
Alex Yao May 11
This dream's been over for a long time and I can see why.
There's no more waiting for the dark clouds to clear the sky.

The place I need to be is in your eyes.

Remember when you held my life in your hands?
Forget my name. Leave it forever in the aftermath.

Dust the trail behind to hide my path.

(No light is guiding me)
(No foundation underneath)
(Following no compass)
(Never lost in wilderness)

I can see clearly in the void of materiality.
There's always been that form I was supposed to be.

But faith is lost without the fantasy.

Bring me to the place where I can be the one for you.
If you can see through me, then I can see it through.

I'll dream again, just like I said I'd do.
Edited repost
added a chorus
Alex Yao Apr 19
Don't let the ones in power
claim that they've allowed you
to be the one you are.

Permission came from existing,
so keep on resisting
the power.
Alex Yao Apr 18
A friend says it, then.
All I see is escapism.
As fast as legs can carry him.
He is what he's fleeing from.

Inner peace?
Certainty?
"What will be will be?"
Make a trope of tragedy.

Hope dies.  
I live.
All I've ever been.
Illusion keeping on.

Delusion keeping on.

Reality made me
and everything I want to see,
I want to see.
Alex Yao Apr 11
Trumpets blare triumphantly
for a rising, sadistic hierarchy.
(A not-so-subtle loss of dignity.)

Tragic wailing in major key.
A shrieking anthem of humanity.
(With catharsis ringing hollow, and empty.)

A spinning head chants endlessly,
insisting upon divinity,
and heralding apocalyptic certainty
with glee.

The choir sings in unity
exalting this reality:
A savage world of property,
and greed induced asymmetry.

The crescendo peaks to poverty,
to impossible depths of cruelty,
and banal acceptance of brutality.

Attuned to this society
the choir submits consensually.
(There is no escape for me.)

Yet I hear a counter-melody,
trilling away in minor key.
Time dissolves belief.
Ellipses march on to eternity.

Sad notes in the song of humanity...
Alex Yao Apr 5
It's always angry little boys
who make the choices
in Turnip Town.
Focusing on what they're not,
fear and hate's all they got.
So, burn it all down?

The Flaming Phoenix Rises from the Ashes Once Again My Word!
What did they do to that poor bird?
Its distended neck throbs, sickly and withered.
Congested Heart beating an arrhythmic dirge.

"FREEEDOMMMM" it ekes out,
but the cry is pinched at the end,
squealing like a sad balloon.

"GLOOORRRRYYY" it begs,
like a whining siren,
but no one can look it in the eye anymore.

Say, phoenix, maybe you should take a break.
Maybe this cry for glory is why you keep bursting into flames.

And each time you burn,
you do not return
stronger.

Everything you take
with you
stays dead.
Alex Yao Mar 31
now
my eye sees with
distorted myopia,
misanthropic dystopia
where I carried on
wandering
in this egregious
hope for utopia.

absurdity.
my mind reels.
hope no longer appeals
wondering
where i go from here

impulse
impulse
impossibility
ha
ha
ha
ha
"upward mobility?"

I'll take a train
I'll leave the car
"far" is not far anymore
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