a war is happening
and
there's being
and war is a happening
and an inclusion
and ex-
  this little London
this my May by month
in Poland
and there are people
in my life i love

i loved
but now
Danka
Alex
Miroslav
Eve
Helen
Edie
REyla
REyla
Reyla thank
you thank me less
forget you
but i can't leave you alone
idiot
when in includced....
SPELL SPELL SPEEL
my my
i think i said
i'm the shoe missing
male...
for a my my
precious
nmy preciouys
what's that... my imnploded ***
manipulatr
my fairy tale
godmother
i think of a ******* driving license
and she things of a carriage
of a pumpkin and a glass slipper!
for ****'s sake!

not pop
universal
concept
1 + vq1 = 2>
1 + 1 = 3....

i "think:"
****
project
maybe little
me too
christ--******
and jesus-aloph
no o no o no no o no
*******
let's go ***
but the fucjk am
i to tow Seattle?!

she reads my ppetry... great....
now she solving my gpal
wearing goldpoasts
in the next weekend in the priestly
the moon the tide
the sun and the bask
dealing with tge qydratuc qyoeuebt
spelling
see coloud
proper...
\  
    
            see the prp
colour uzzle in hummiung
based first degree\

           a cvzt
a czt czy ja nie pierw
i po tym Polski
i po tym Zya
af pytam
i af af af
te puara: teh pjoral=
tym koty gna(s)

kto o sen pyt i grot!
PYT i GROT
[plski....}

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take time,
invest in it:
like you might
in stock

i believe money
originates in the
demonic-techno-ontological
being of DEI-MON...
who's father is lost
playing video
games in absence
within the realm of
reincarnation
as much as the blame
goes onto Europe
via Russia
i think the crisis is felt
unvirsally
across Asia and Europe

my pet project
i've been looking
i've been looking
for Satan and Loki
but Satan is a title
bestowed upon Men
in this Anti-Catholicism of
denegrating Angels to Sainthood:
a Saint Michael
and a Martin Luther King St.
not Jr
but St
like Saint Street
in New York
i don't know
i was in \New York
i walked through it
like a plough-ghost
i was asking for spare change
of the soul that comes to me...
my t.v. is the imitation
of Icon
in Iconography there's no ******
****** explored religiosity and
the politics
but not the art of painting icons
and look at the Black MAdonna in light
now look at me...
say: acha! ah! ah! sneeze!
this wonderdrome of paved light
and my footsteps echo
i am alone in the barren memory grave...
let those i know
not make me switch up on all
the available t8.v5
channels... i'm getting a headache
i just realised before
going to sleep:
we speak a speak of a la nguage
luggage...
******* luggage:
embryo and the woman's ego...
get a chicken:
prized: bonus... an egg...
and i had to walk the night of the soul
i walked the night of the soul
as i walked the day of mind
in this night and in this cold
oi thiol my grandmother is afraid of me
io think thinks i am older
in my grandmother
and here
body
there
mind
i think of my father
when he said
youi should phlosophy books
in old age:
but what i wouldn't with such SCARAB OF MIND
and apparently so much Police...
if iu were biorn a translator...\
politics of love from those living
in the Necropolis
like good catholic lighted...
and nsaid to whispers
in the sight of hearing died
and children stopped singing
and the men started talking
and when it would be known that
i wal;ked a oath of god
for the Path... to be revelled road
not the egpism of the solip[sism
god reminds
that he doesn't walk alone
god walks around
but god does not walk alone
he is la allah lah
i walk alone and this crux
like imagine Jesus stranded on
New York Christ-Icon
let us imagine christ-icon
the res extensa
and jesus the res cogitans
now let us think for
a while
concerning
humanity's quest for Messiah:
the God Temporary...
peopl;e are asking for
a Temporary God:
autocratic born
from the sort
like Satan King Blessed Country
my MYthical Poland
En gland is an Airport
i'mn going places:
i'm going Kauai...

         iagine being 72
and reading philosophy for the first
time...now imagine:
i spared my youth in philosophy books
and 30s became practuce gtround
on testing human vaginas
on male tarots and imbecile ego
projectiles....

grease my leather
tank in
my iron grease
i say

STANISLAV IGNATIOUS WITKIEWICZ...
A Farewell to Autumn
i am a bibliophile
\too
i think
      
      do i ; look OO l l l
lk i was ghi
thinking of Greece
and bPolish girl wants
a Greek boy
but can't recognise it from out:

not one has translated that book
into English
how about
i know
who christ is
anbd who jesus
isn't...

    ket us begin.. HIERLL

le clerc
this untidy ghost
this untidy ghost
serves a master halves
no half
no glutton
from mirror-narcissus
apostheys-hammer...

i need Greeks...
to question by the testimony of qyarters
the following...

the book the idol
and the chirrup
don't worry:
fame is not memory
fame fades quicker than
memory...
let you leave
memory in the few
than fame in the many

wife said
let you leave
memory in the few
than fame in the many!

yes.... that'snme:

i'mnthe adamant figure
Welsh?!
Ri?!
SH?
SCOOT!?
i bask in this Island
is bigger than London
no bigger than

inbce i would be bought for night shifts
and at times i would get them for free
and i would see
the Cartesian-Heidegger model
that Heidegger proposed the revived
version of the res extensa
with his dasein

i was going to fall asleep but
today i felt like a child
in my grandmother's house
and under the matriarch
i became a restless child
and i need my tobacco ADHHD
anti...
whatever you want to call it...
and i went shopping and bought
pasta
she asked for pickled things
and some lemon juice
but she didn't mention wanting
a soft drink
but i bought some PEPSI
anyway and some bread
anyway....
and i soft cheese and canned tomatoes
and pasta
and i'm going to make a creamy
tomato pasta no meat
i might add some lentils on the sly to thicken
the sauce up
but that's what truly keeps me sober
sane and insomniac at times
there-being is
the equivalent of extended-thing...
i see Heidegger in Descartes:
why can't you?

at my grandmother's parlour
in Ostroiwiec Swietokrzyski
im becoming a Pope John Paul II
globe-trotter
i'm in poland
and English is so far away
i saw the four Hindu Horsemen of the Apocalypse
Today
in the countrysides of Poland
and
actually smuggled some Mary and Juan
into Poland:
self-prescribed
in my grandmother's parlour
i am sitting by a table
in england
i'm hunched over
my bed
the wrong
now the evolved man spoke
and man spoke
and in this bread and wine
land
a land flowing from bread and wine
bread from the sky
and wine in the seas
and rivers
and no milk and honey
the second promise
and by the Jews second
i will bring you to the land
of bread and wine
to realize the second circle of heaven
for hell matched heaven
on the schematics...
i feel like
jack nicholson in:
as good as it gets
i don't need money
i see incremental exponential of change
i see my life
and how there might be a conflict....
imagine experiencing what
you experienced
NOT
in the realm of bilingualism
and that is the third circle of heaven
the bilinguals
the truth-truth sayers
the spaceship and who walks among you
the philosophy of the pedestrian
and the cyclist
before i get into the tank
and plough plough plow through as many
people as i can
fall asleep with the sliding kippah
and Hanguel: only dominant in the late
20th century...
freed from Japan:
the Korean minding of losing the Kanji:
the Asian ideograms...
are there only four to compete with the
Taetragrammaton...
bring your own self and troubles
before the altar of death
and bones
and how much is 35cl of *****
when you brought some medicine
and it's the melancholy of the self-reminiscent-"self"
like puberty blockers
and there was so imagery around the place
and you did see the Christian-West Question
not the Christian-African
or the Christian-Asia came around
clearly the Anglo-Christian project failed...
the whole that is England
and America
and Russia also failed and Rus-Orthographic-
Culture-Tourism-Christ-anaema...

       over the phone
she only just found out
that i have a surrogate daughter
and i'm seemingly
shortcrust
when i bring these words
and upon the altar
of geography
Israel the land of milk and honey
while God of the Christians:
said...
come to Poland to the land
of bread and wine
and will show you the death of israel
in the dust of the holocaust
and i will show you the ashes being
spewed forth on the living reality
geographic
if Israel is the First
State
then Poland is the Second
State
and the Estate: as far as we know:
is the Lingua Freeze-Tease....
sorry story of my family's life story
thus told...
maybe i should read
Jame Joyce in Polish
i think i should my grandmother taught
me to love books
and i have am
having de mons summon the count
and account....
take the detail there can't be a being
of two mouths and one eye!
there can't be a DAJJAL ONE  AND
ONLY
how ALLAH wed himself
to themselves
the Evolution of Allah
from Iblis to the Dajjal...
Allah: Dajjal...
summon the 1 + 1 = 2 words
say something pictorial:
let the sound venerate vibration
and that encoded is tomb
arrived at through closure
it is not megalomania
or self-departing
this is and shouldn't ask....
           crying all through the train
all 2h of it
i don't know more comfortable
*** first or feet down.

the fear of spiders
or...
the fear
of... over-chewing
cashew nuts
or
fighting against
cov ert
epilepsy..

       the fear of spider
or the fear of seizures...
and i
     Y;')

      i'll ask
maybe someone might know
and i mnight know
and everyone might know
but not everyone is allowed
or being
in the permitteed
realm
allowed to know

sterssor fat: intake
chef:
best chapati's
say goodbye
hannibal lecter
the subjective-objective
hirurg:
the sculptur
aor
of urgency...
nuts..
salted? or sugar riddled:
fat *** knows my patterns
she want to tow god and call him
the model christ
because that was the only one
surrogate
and abortion miracle child
ever in history:
so we go on and say:
how rare1 rare rare rare!
there's a deep crising from the available
mustard:
of man alone
to the mayo of a woman being with man
and the man writing so...
for the overall shift numbers:
yes, an improvement
and who wants to be in a shell
when the entire Toitanic sinks and history
is square:
non-linear moving with foiur directions
yet in harmony of marriage
with two H's wed:
how Y wed to W
and from Adam came Eve
we did not by deed and not n'see it?
i saw it:
in dying... and the lost of loans and i owe you\
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